My boyfriend, if you people still read my stuff, nearly broke up with my tonight.
I don’t know if we’re still together, and I don’t know if he still wants to be together. But I know one thing for certain:
I know we can work this out.
Sure. We’ve had rough sides, especially now. We’ve both made mistakes hat we shouldn’t have, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. He’s the only person I’d want to make these mistakes with. The only person I’d want to share my chocolate with. The only person I’d want to hear a good morning from and a good night and an I love you from. I will never get bored of him. He’s everything I’ve ever wanted, everything I’ve thought I’d never get. But he’s here. And I want him to stay so badly.
He says he feels restricted, and he just doesn’t know what he wants to do. But if he’s reading this - Idiot, if you’re reading this - I love you. So, so very much. And there’s nothing I’d want more than to stay with you. We can work this out, I promise.
But you know guys, I just... I don’t know. I want him to WANT to be with me, but I don’t think he does.
I just want him to want to be with me.
I just want him.