I get a feeling. A feeling that leaves me empty inside, a feeling that makes me think to myself, "what do I do now?". A feeling that makes me wonder, why can't my life be like that?
I don't know whether it's because I'm still kind of new to anime, or it's maybe because I'm experiencing this emotion for the first time.
But whenever I finish an anime that I'm actually attached to, I get a feeling like I've been left behind or something. It's hard to explain but it's a good, yet bad feeling.
While writing this, I have that feeling. It's because I completed Angel Beats last night. Probably my favourite anime so far. Something about it just made me so attached. I'm not sure if it's because of the intense action, the beautiful storyline, the breath-taking characters. I just don't know.
But what I do know is that, it's been the first anime that I've been this attached to. After finishing the anime, (I won't include any spoilers) I felt so happy. But now I have like an aftermath of emotions. The more I think of the characters, the story, the setting, I get butterflies. It's like my stomach churns in a good way.
I don't know if this is the feeling you have. Heck, I don't even know if other people get it after finishing a good anime, I've never really asked.
I guess that's just how it works.