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   Daily school life blog

   A blog by A_Online in General

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   • Episode 01: language headaches
   • Pilot episode
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   Episode 01: language headaches

   8-13-26

    

   I started writing this a little later than my pilot entry so I kinda forgot to write down the other day by day details, but I’ll give a quick summary since the other classes on A day are super boring. Today my grandma ran out of the other snacks she typically packs for much lunch so I have a peanut butter and jelly sandwich with my other stuff. My celery, bell peppers, orange, juice boxes, water, and cheez its. 

    

   This morning we had little cinnamon donut bites with smoothies, the only issue is that I didn’t notice they had smoothies because I wasn’t paying attention and I couldn’t get it. I was so sad after that, all my friends had a smoothie and I was just a poor smoothie-less baby. But I couldn’t mope all day. My only friend in my advisement period wasn’t there so I just sat on my phone. 

    

   Music Class

   Nothing. That’s about it for this class. I sat there the entire time on my phone watching a podcast talk about Yu Yu hakusho and tried to keep my laughter down to a minimum cause I didn’t want anybody to start something over laughter, which happens a lot. I don’t even have anything to complain about.

    

   I know, rare for me.

    

   Spanish Class

   I don’t hate not having my phone, but the class is just so loud. It feels like being at a party, but I don’t know anybody in it. I like to listen to music you’d actually hear at parties or about being alone at a party to imagine that’s what happening. Since there’s no phones to keep people distracted, they talk a lot instead. I don’t share this class with any of my friends so I don’t have anybody to talk to. I could probably make friends but I’m surrounded by idiots. If you try to ask or say anything to anybody they just start laughing and mimicking you for trying to ask a teacher a question. And You can't even ask a question without shouting across the room. I get in trouble for not asking things perfectly but it’s too loud to think that clearly.  And now there’s gonna be kids laughing at me just because I tried to ask somebody something, but I have a way to get through it. It’s my secret technique to deal with bullies.

    

   FUELING A SUPERIORITY COMPLEX!! If you’re getting picked on you’re better than them. Not just better as a person, but better in general. That’s how I get over bullying. Not being a bully doesn’t just make you good, it makes you smart. Smart enough to know your place in life, understand that you will be insignificant later on. Which automatically makes you better than them and allows you to be as cocky as you want. I always play “what the world needs” and think about the other people in relation to the lyrics. I’m ocean, of course, and they’re all the others. So I’ve already accepted myself as the superior in this class. In intelligence at least. It goes from feeling terrible to almost a high, to me at least, entering a room and knowing everybody there is so dumb when you walk in. You are the highlight, the celebrity. That’s kinda why I like bullying. I’m basically a micro celebrity. Reminds me of my favorite response to people bullying me, “You all know my name but I don’t know any of you”. That did become a pain while trying to report it, but it made me sound cool and made me realize how empowering bullying can feel if you have the right mentality.  So I’ll just sit here listening to “i’m sorry you’re inferior” and “what the world needs”.

    

   AP Drawing

   I sat in that class and drew, obviously. There wasn’t much else to do but get out some of my ideas on paper, which is good for me because I have such terrible self esteem when it comes to drawing. I always feel inferior to other people around me because they’re better at art than I am, but I guess being in an art class made me realize that I don’t need to be perfect and I actually need to progress. 

    

   I definitely made some progress in that class and I’m gonna continue making more. I’m starting to realize this isn’t light hearted enough, guess I’m an awful artist and protag. 

    

   Web Development 

   I like web development, not just because I like coding, but because I like doing nothing other than doing a little bit of notes and small assignments. I don’t find note taking fun, but it’s definitely a little relaxing, when you don’t have to worry about slides going too fast or something, just peaceful pencil and pen moving.  

    

   After writing my little notes, which is pretty much just a refresher to me because I’ve had this same coding teacher for years, I finished my work. And that’s all I really have for today. Tomorrow is gonna be Friday though, and I’m really excited to stay at home and watch anime and eat snacks all weekend. I might actually get some work for my AP art class done, if I’m teased into doing it. I’ll probably forget if notifications are blowing up my phone.

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   My blog

   A blog by PixxieTart in General

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   Blog #6

   lol back on here after i disappeared for almost a year. Although I've gone through a lot in that span of time i still love anime and the internet!! Lets be frens

   

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