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So lately I've been busy with school. I didn't have much time visiting here on AF and it is possible for me to be a lot more busier than before causing me to maybe visit less often than I can before. This is a big change for me since AF has been a part of my daily life ever since 2015. Of course, I wasn't that active before. I can even still remember myself being so unsure and scared whether I'll join the various threads this forum had to offer before or not. I was scared of course. Maybe they won't agree with my comments and suggestions. Maybe they'll find me weird enough not to talk to me. AF wasn't my first forum that deals with anime. My cousin and I decided to troll around here for the time being because I was having a hard time on another forum which I was a member of that time. I needed a place that I can hide to for a while. The goal wasn't even set for me to reach a year here but I guess things changed. My name back then was MaskedMalevolent which I find too childish after a few months that I changed it to RyePotatoes afterwards. The Rye is the first three letters of my real name, Ryelle. The Potatoes is because I feel like a potato. There's no special meaning behind it actually After some time the trolling changed when I met new friends in here and I've even established a family tree around here. It was more than what I expected it to be. In the past two years I can't say that I have been active everyday and for me that was fine. The forums grew and that 500+ members on the forum statistics doubled and there were a lot of new members again that I've met. There were dramas and all but I thought Internet life is just like that I guess. I've actually missed the old friends I had here. Including those friends that changed and moved on with their lives and I can't say that's the best part of it. I hope this blog entry helped you to get to know me better by knowing why I joined AF. I can't say this is my best asset but I thought it'll be better for you guys to get to know my darkside ( which became my reason for joining this forums) once in a while rather than thinking I'm such an angel or anything.

Yesterday was beyond hard for me and I lost a friend along the way.. All I can say whats done is done and they had to do what's best for them. I see it now more clearly with help from many people including my own sister, so I know why they did and said what the said. I understand it more now. They had to do what's best for them in this time and they thought for me as well. Only thing I feel bad about is they could of just said I need some space for a while from you and then I would respect it and leave them be till they are ready to come back and speak with me. During that time I would of done the same but they choice a different approach and left a note saying goodbye for good and then just leaving me. It hurts and really sucks I wont lie but again they did what they thought was right for them and thinking for me as well. I'm not perfect and made mistakes as well and I own up to them form what happen between us. I hope the best for them I really do just wish it could of worked out since friends I guess in my opinion go through hard times and can get passed it since they are willing to work on it. But I guess some cases that it does not work out and it's best to just leave each other and go on your own ways. They told me to just forget them and that's one thing I wont do. Because they brought me joy in my life again and showed me kindness and appreciated towards me. I felt alive and accepted once more since before I wasn't and went through a lot of hard and sometimes horrible things in my life. They showed me what life is really about and the things we can do in it. They made me strong and really understand myself better with there advice they gave me. So no I wont EVER forget them since they made a big impacted on my life. In the end all I can say to them is good luck on your journey and I wish you all the best in life. I even thought I was mad at them at first since I had other friends or people who entered my life and left me also like that though for other reasons as well. But then with getting advice from others yesterday I know I'm not mad at them and it had to be done and I understand it now. I'll miss them I'll be honest but it's there choice and I'll respect it. I'm moving on now and maybe down the line meet other people who could be there for me and stay through good times and the bad and be my friend no matter what. No relationship is perfect and there always be hard parts in it that could drift us both apart for a while. But a true friend would make it work and not give up but again some people are not like that and have to leave and do whats best for them or thinking for us both. So... today is a new day and I'm ready to move on and just live life to the fullest even with a smile once more. My last words to them would be: Thank you for all you've done for me good luck with your life and goodbye.

Pumped for anime movies: No Game No Life Zero and Fate/stay night: Heaven's feel.

Hope everyone's having a decent day today.

I am so happy right now! Our neighbors got a very tsundere puppy a couple months ago. He thinks he's a ferocious guard puppy. He obviously wants attention, but he barks at us and runs away when we try to get close. Finally made friends with him today, though! He was so cute, he was jumping he was so happy, wanting me to pet him, licking me, nibbling on me, and jumping on the fence begging for attention when I had to go back inside.

Agreed! I actually like my fair share of sad stories, but it was unexpectedly sad for me. I really liked them and it got me hooked on the story, characters, and the world building very quickly.

Series. The OVAs were not that bad actually, though I was kind of disappointed that it was not some grand adventure, instead of a prequel special.

Thank you, @ragkt ! She's one of my four hedgie darlings. Her full name is Dame Thimbletack of River Shribble, but we call her Thimble for short. Enjoy your rewatch! I've not watched D. Gray Man yet, but it sounds really cool. I'll add it to my soon-to-watch list.

I'm really enjoying it! I don't have Crunchyroll premium so I'm always a week behind, and I haven't watched the newest episode release yet, though. But it's definitely one of my favorites this season so far.

I am watching it, and even doing episode reviews on my blog. So far, it is looking pretty good, but the first three episodes did not look so good, as only one episode was done right, which made the manga look better. Hopefully, it does not go the way of Pandora Hearts, which had a filler arc that was not great to conclude everything.

Sometimes, it hurts when something happens, even if you know it is inevitable, and today is one of those days that keeps reminding me enough that I would rather stay home than go somewhere where I used to belong. Then again, doing that will cut off my line of support for when family cannot be there to help, due to various reasons.

I love your avatar!

@Nectar thank you! I would love to hear about your insights too though @SleepyLeoulf arigatou sleepy wolfy san! Your entries are much more brilliant though

I just finished Is The Order a Rabbit recommended to me by @Yamasan! So kawaii, so much moe! It got better with each episode and it left me feeling so happy, but also sad now that it is over. I only have the time for a couple more episodes of anime tonight, so I think I'll start something else that's not too heavy, probably Aishiteruze Baby★★ recommended by @Mars Terra .

Man, it has been a busy week this week. Luckily, things should be much lighter the week of my birthday.

I'm so excited about this! I love the fate series, and it's one of the few series both of my sisters also like, so it will be great to share the experience with them.

Now on episode three of season two of Is The Order A Rabbit and I'm continuously enjoying the series even more! Kawaii! I loved that there was a Christmas episode.

Brilliant I love this entry~

Rye! This was great! A really nice insight into your time here and outside of AF Thank you for posting!

well todays kinda the opposite of yesterday , all tho the brain is more functionable id still be happy to go back to bed

Andrew! Thanks for the follow! and where have ya been?

Thanks for the follow

I like your username and your avatar makes me smile. lol

Thanks for the follow.

So, just wanted to state that I moved back to Kyoto and I'm going to be inactive in the upcoming days.

I agree You know where it's at

Neko neko nyaaaan! Yesssss! Kawaii Neko ftw!

You must expand your horizons~! Oh god wait I made a terrible mistake, wolf girls too, don't forget them! And dog girls... and very occasionally dragon girls... Okay on second thought maybe I should just say most animal girls in general, such as cat girls and especially fox and wolf girls, are the best thing ever~

I did too much yesterday so my illnesses are flaring, my legs are too wobbly to stand, my arms are too weak to hold anything for long, and I'm having to nap a lot. Thankfully I have anime to binge watch, hedgehogs to cuddle, and coffee to drink. I just finished season 1 of Is The Order a Rabbit and it was so kawaii! Starting season two episode two now.