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@Rudilla I have played Kingdom Hearts before but not on PS4 but I'll look into it again possibly, thank you for the suggestion.

@Nyanko Sensei Sorry just couldn't tell at first what it was. I do adore cats since I have one so I would hug it. Plus when I wrote that is was midnight so.. yeah @Rudilla I would hug it since I love the moon.

Drank: Mountain Dew Ate: Pizza

just for that i like u now

Hmmm.....anybody got any ideas how i can hug a moon?

Hi ~Nya~ Hope you have a great time. Everybody is friendly so its easy to get along and make friends ~Nya~

Hits with a printer ~Nya~. I am sorry but they are the rules.

~Nya~ an interesting question. If possible i would keep that person alive but in a state where he is unable to do any evil deeds and torture them in some way for the rest of their life. If you could control one thing as your power what would it be? However you cannot bring the dead back to life or turn back time (like alchemy essentially).

1. I have control issues and struggle with being patient most of the time ... the fact that I'm a perfectionist and expect everyone to do everything as fast as me doesn't help either since I get easily frustrated when something is done slowly or inaccurately. 2. Aside from getting frustrated with others, I get extremely frustrated with myself and tend to be very self hating when I don't do something perfectly. I think that's why I never finish any of my writing projects ... 3. I actually enjoyed math when I was in school up until the workbooks were full of different ways to do everything that didn't make any sense ... that's another problem I have. I like to get straight to the point and do everything as logical and as quick as possible. "Work smarter not harder" is what my Dad always said, so when I'm given something that's more complicated than it needs to be, I have an innate need to de-complicate it and just use the basics. 4. I have a habit of wanting everything all at once, which usually ends horribly. For instance, I want to hone to writing skills while working on my health, getting enough sleep, reading the book series I'm in the middle of, working on my musical hobbies and watching all my favorite shows. All at the same time. The problem is I will get so overly frustrated with myself when I can't do everything all at once that I end up hating myself ... but I always just expect so much from myself. 5. I adore British accents.

Nice Aomine profile pic

5 more quick facts, cuz I realise my last post was depressing 1. My favourite food is poutine, something which I almost never allow myself to eat 2. I have a coffee addiction and I love it 3. I have a man-crush on Hei from darker than black 4. Marika Hase is the best, I'd be careful before you google this one if I were you 5. I had panic attacks the first year of college and don't anymore, don't know how it started, maybe it was because I had no social interaction all summer. Anyhow, I was afraid of people and being noticed, and all that, guess it was social anxiety, dunno. I used to sit in the corner of the class and stare at the wall, talked to no-one that year. Gradually I got used to the symptoms, the erratic heartbeat, the constant fear that I looked crazy, the fear of people's gazes. I began forcing myself to make eye contact with people, every day was like a war with myself. Slowly as I got exposed to people more, and forced myself to not hide, it went away. I found meditating helped. I became intensely aware of my surroundings, other people and most importantly my own mental state. I could tell when I felt off. In the end, the whole thing was just judging myself and my movements, we can't control what other people think so why bother trying? I could not afford to live in fear of other people's opinions, a lesson which I seem to have forgotten. It sucked, I was scared every day and had no idea what was wrong with me. But I'm thankful it happened because it changed me, it made me realise that things can change, that they are always changing and that we cam change ourselves. I never told anyone about it while I was dealing with it, least of all my father, he'd never understand. I'm still shy as hell, but I don't have panic attacks anymore, and I know now that when I'm scared to breathe deep into my stomach, and if it's a social setting, it's my own head that's at fault.

1. I just graduated college, live at home and need a job. I need a decent job, so I can move out as my dad wants me out of the house and I can't really say I disagree. For the time being, I'll take whatever I can get, nothing it seems. I got passable and even good grades in College, despite not really having any passion for my area of study, and a lacklustre work ethic, as people tell me I'm smart. Anyhow, those who do not work, do not eat as the old adage goes. I can worry about having a meaningful life later. 2. My life up until this point has been a constant existential crisis or more to the point, I am not the person I want to be and I do not live my life in a way that gives me any pride or satisfaction. But my life's ok I guess, tons of people have it worse, some don't even have the possibility of living a better life. So while I may not like who I am or my life, I'm fairly privileged. 3. My hobbies are going to the gym and boxing, any martial art really, I want to train in them all. Did taekwondo when I was younger. I started lifting because a girl told me I was hot (stupid me just nodded and did nothing with that, because I'm cold and distrustful), I keep up with it because I enjoy it and it's more or less a part of my identity now. So long as I push myself physically, I don't feel too bad about myself. Recently learned not to take every set to failure ( do it on the last set of each exercise, go to eccentric failure and past on the last exercise of the last set), so now that I can stand after leg day, gonna take up jogging. I also have a guitar which I don't know how to play, I put it down last semester of college, but I'm starting to play around with it again, butcher chord transitions etc. 4. I'm a guy, so I'm a pervert. Mostly that involves roaming around the internet for the next virtual pound of flesh that a new nympho woman has to offer, then the empty tired feeling that follows when I'm done. Trying to quit, it's draining and I'm tired of it, my damn libido won't leave me alone though. Interestingly, or more like Thankfully, there appears to be a very large disconnect between that world and the real world, I may watch a woman do x or y on the internet, but I assure you I do not think of normal women in those contexts. At most I think, "nice ass" or "she's cute". 5. I've read some philosophy here and there, it has provided me with different perspectives, unfortunately, however, there's no wisdom which will just fix a person, which was what I was looking for. No words exist in this world which will fix our lives, only we can fix them, through action. SImilarely, no-one is coming to save us, we must save ourselves. That's more or less what I believe. Talk is cheap though and I'm no inspiration.

I have seen a few good romance series but this one really took my breath away. Kyoukai no kanata ~ Mirai & Akihito

I am jelly. As for myself... 1: I'm horrifyingly lazy, shy, and and socially timid offline. 2: ... and yet, when push comes to shove, apparently quite good at hiding this and appearing to be extremely outgoing and charismatic. 3: Before becoming a housewife I've worked as both an IT manager, and as a locksmith. 4: ... yes, I know how to pick locks, among other things. 5: I absolutely friggin' love trashy pop songs.

I finally got rid of my flip phone. Now I'm using an iPhone 7 (128gb)

Regarding all the comments above about it being creepy - I feel this would be the case if you were visiting everyday as a regular customer for regular meals. It's all in good fun. I believe there is a variant called tsundere cafes... now THAT would be interesting...