Did some stupid shiet outa anger from a friend i wanted things over with
And man, was that the f*ckiest f*ck i F*cking did
Ended up burning my cosmat ticket (was gonna burn it at jan 1 anyway, time just accelerated couse of anger, plus i wasnt gonna go couse id see friend im not in good terms with who i wanted to end it)
But man, i did a f*ck up as i usually do
Anyway, now im stuck in house studying
Did want to do whole charm wall stuff (aka image below)
But now thats impossible aint it
Soooo, i compromised and made use of my omamori, <which shouldn't be opened> but i still did to put a note with my wish in it.
And then placed it on our lemon tree
Hope my wish comes troooo
If it does, ill post what i wished about
Edit: that charm is clearly doing the opposite of what i wrote holy crap
Then again, i didn't think my wish was gonna come troo
What's been destroyed, can't be fixed >.>