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I'm sorry that the jerk is talking badly about you. There's no excuse for that. There's nothing to even say badly about you in the first place, so it really makes me mad that he's going around trying to slander you. He's just a poor loser who uses people from what I gather concerning him anyway, so hopefully you aren't letting it get to you too much, li'l sis'. < 3 < 3 < 3

I stayed home today, I kind of regret that now because I feel like I gave myself more anxiety about not going to class than if I had just went x.x I just feel emotionally exhausted lately after everything that happened last week, and now there is a lot going on with a friend. Or I guess I should say x-friend now since I've chosen to cut them out of my life and no longer be an ATM for them, which they aren't happy about. Anyways to put it simply they are talking badly about me to anyone that will listen and it's exhausting. So I mostly stayed in bed I guess. I did get out of bed to eat a few little things and I've been on the computer for a bit playing a game but that's all ~

The last few days have been really hot and it's made me miss Winter so much. I really wanted there to be at least 1 more snow but I'm not sure we're going to get that. The temperatures have been going up to the 70's/80's F (21-27C) already and I'm not sure the ground will freeze up again for snow to stick. I think we've moved straight out of snow season now and into tornado season since there seems to be more tornado chances lately and high winds than snow. I could be wrong though and we could end up having a brief "second Winter" where we get some snow accumulation. I hope so because I didn't really feel like I got a chance to do much in the snow this year. Even when we had that huge amount of snow it was impossible to make snow people in or play in due to the layers of ice over it. I decided that I'd put together some of my favorite snow pictures from the snow we had last Winter. I had gotten out and taken some pictures of the pond and park area when I went for a walk with my cousin at her house, which is kind of in a more rural area compared to where I lived in downtown Chicago. I was able to get some much better pictures of the snowfall and scenery. Taking pictures of nature is always my favorite type of photography and snow is always so lovely when it's first fallen. Some behind the spoiler The past week has been somewhat draining and exhausting and a lot has happened with my uncle's funeral + some other life issues that I'm still working on sorting out and processing. I always find it amazing how you can do everything for someone and they still end up treating you badly or backstabbing you in the end. I think I might attract the wrong kinds of people sometimes and I'm just too dumb to realize it. BUT! I won't try to focus too much on that because I also have some really amazing friends who I've formed deep long-lasting friendships with that I also know will always be there for me in any way I need and that's what's much better to focus on. I guess that's about all I have for this blog entry. I hope everyone who happens to read this has an amazing rest of your week. Oh! One final thing, a couple more pictures. I know these are pretty awful but I don't have some amazing, high-powered camera, so it is what it is and taking pictures of the moon is never easy but I did think the moon/sky was extremely pretty last night and I tried to get a few pics of it.

Please don't let anyone treat you like an ATM again. That sounds horrible. I am concerned. It's good you cut them out.

Your decision to stay home may hay given you more anxiety than going to class, but if you'd gone in your present state you probably wouldn't have been able to focus on the lessons which could have caused you more anxiety. Friends who only want you for what they can get from you, especially those who see you as an ATM, are not real friends and you're better off without them. The fact that they're now talking badly about you is proof that they were never really your friend in the first place, I don't think that anyone who knows you will believe them anyway but it's not a nice experience when people bad-mouth you.

Sameee ye ~ it's weird being back at home when I first got back here too .-. It was kinda a bad week huh? x.x I think things will get back to normal soon though for both of us. I feel kinda the same way, I haven't really had a good day and it's hard to distract myself from feeling bad/sad about multiple things that are going on

I'm glad to hear that your felt better. Even knowing it was better for a friend to pass because of quality of life issues this would still be hard. Getting back to your house will be good for you to give yourself a break from the stress and take some time to focus on yourself and your own healing. It's the same thing I've been telling your sister which is take time for yourself now a little while.

Today was a busy day. I had a man come to service my gas boiler and fire, he spotted my model railway and wanted to see it, so I showed him (I'll show anyone my railway!). The I went out and did some shopping and posted a few letters. Oh, I had a delivery from Amazon and the delivery guy even rang the doorbell before doing the usual drop-and- run. The email I got from them said "delivered to post room", I think that's the first time my doorstep has been called a post room

I feel good which doesn't happen very often anymore, so it's refreshing when I do feel good instead of the mess I usually am these days and I highly value the times I feel as good as I do right now. ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^

I agree with what @Animedragon said, going to class wouldn't have been any better tbh. I'm for one glad you cut *that* person off because if anyone's been "trash" this entire time, it's been them

Yuh he told me once if I go he will just buy me whatever food I wanted so I was like sweet I'm in XD YASSS I'm almost looking forward to going out to eat more than I am going to WWE lmfaooo ~

She does have bad eyesight maybe it's getting worse? I think perhaps you need to send her to a doctor, one with a lot of needles, to get her the help she needs.

I'm doing OK now thanks. When I got home I just sat for a while then went on here, FB & YT for a while. I hope you'll soon feel better and things will get back to normal. Losing a family member is always hard. It was really good of you to stay at your dad's place for a while to support him.

Thanks ~! I've really always wanted to get a good picture of the moon lol I think these are the best I've done so far but I've seen some really great photos and I've always thought I really want to take one like that lol also thanks, I'm working on that other issue I really just need to reevaluate who I help out. Yeah it's always been that way and I know you have always said they aren't a good person but I like to assume the best of people I've let in my life as friends x.x I'm glad because I felt like it was gonna be another situation where I'd lose friends over it. Also thanks ~ I like taking pictures so it's always nice to know others enjoyed them too

You could just take the bottle with you Serey if it's that important

If it makes you feel any better he's been banned out of about 9 or so clan Discords for what he was trying to say. No one wants to listen to anything he's saying because they know how he is.

Okay yeah that place is That crab ravioli is still in my dreams.

We got this sis let's go out there and slay today

It's been snowing a little here in Chicago on and off for the past few days :v Tomorrow there is going to be 1-3 inches of snow according to the weather but you know how that goes.. I think it's better you cut *that* person off because they've never done a thing back for you. They only use you to dump all their problems on and then ask for money for whatever was going wrong this time. You're too nice and try to help friends out, but you don't always have to be the one. You should get the same back in return from someone if they are your friend. *That* person has never been there for you once, even to listen to you when you needed and that's not a friend. The moon pictures slay wth are you talking about? The snow pics too. The railroad track one is so good and so are the pond ones.

Someone help she's hitting me and I'm not weird like her and Soramee so I don't like it

Cool and clear right now. Florida's weather this time of year is very...umm...schizophrenic I suppose? Only way I can think to describe it...

I really like the warm weather, but 27C is close to my limit as I don't cope well when it gets above 30C. Anyway, those snow photos are great I'd really like to be able to take some like that but we hardly ever get snow were I am and when we do it's only a few flakes that don't settle. Those night photos are amazing and you've even captured the stars as well which makes the photos even better. Don't fall into the trap of thinking you must have an expensive hi-tech camera to take great photos, the best camera in the world won't take good photos if the photographer doesn't have an eye for a good photo, and you most definitely have a good eye for a photo. Yeah, it's really bad when you put yourself out to help and support someone and then find they just turn round and stab you in the back. Sadly there's a type of people around who go out looking for kind caring people that they can pretend to be friendly so that they can take advantage of them and then when they think they've got all they can off their victim they cut them off and sometimes even bad-mouth them. I really hope that you will be able to sort out your various life issues and be able to enjoy life.

Yes I almost died in this apocalyptic heat wave it does sound incredibly windy outside though now ~ and I think it's a lot cloudier tonight than last night. Last night I had a really good view of the moon and stars but tonight I can't see anything ;-;

Lol thanks guys ^ but there are a lot of things I always see I could do differently or went better in my head ~ LMAO WHATTTTTT THE NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I DON'T I DON'T LIKE THE NEEDLES

Damn btw's lmao ~BEATS WITH STICK~ WHATCHUUUU MEAN??? I ~SLAP~ GIVE ~SLAP~ YOU ~SLAP~ TONS ~SLAP~ OF ~SLAP~ STUFF ~SLAP SLAP SLAP~

Today was so busyyyyyyy and loooooong at work. I’m beat. Gonna be similar tomorrow too, but maybe I won’t be so tired. One can hope, anyway. Haha

I went shopping with my boyfriend at the Asian market earlier. It's a bit of a drive--maybe about 45 minutes? We picked up some snacks, as well as ingredients to make some pancit. I'm excited to make it as it'll be my first time! On the way, we stopped by his father's grave. It was the first time since we started dating that we went, and it was a little emotional for him. He's OK though. We've been talking about it for a while, but I'm glad we took the time today to go.

Main reason that I want to go we already decided to go and eat at The Old Spaghetti Factory before the event and this is one of my favorite restaurants here.

Hot and there is a wind advisory for later. I had to turn on the AC today again.

Aside from work there hasn't been a lot else to do today. I have just finished it and I'll probably make something for dinner to eat after going to work out a little.

I haven't watched in so long I don't know what the story line is these days. The last time I watched was probably over the Christmas break when I visited you and Pessi.

Mostly tired. It feels like it's been a long week and it's only Tuesday.

Did you smoke crack before making that statement? Because it sounds like you smoked drugs before making that statement.

Sorry to hear that. How are you doing? That's what I'm here for :v My feelings today and yesterday have been a little "meh". I've gone home to my own place since my dad seems better but it feels weird to be back at home and getting back to normal things after the rollercoaster of a week I just had.

Yes, it would be much better to take the bottle with you rather than messing up your clothes, the couch or your bed sheets.

I’ll look into these! Thanks for the suggestions.

You're not wrong, but, back in my day we would have just produced a 24-episode season.

FE'S, Bleh lol right @Sakura I think you deserved it this time lmao

It was very cold this morning and very warm this evening. I don't think it knows what it wants to do.

I guess spiders? I can't stand those things. That, and loud noises. I get stressed just by mere anticipation. Black Butler. Lion King. If you had a superpower, what would it be?

yeah, I absolutely agree with you on this.

yeah right bro everyone has different perspectives on Manga.

Thank you. I religiously keep a due date list.

I'd believe a lot of things about Serey but never that she won't give someone something if she had it

Yeah, every GFX project you work on always turns out to be sweet af. I've still got the Marik and Ishizu sigs and avys you made for me because of how epic they are, too. ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^

You say that about all your GFX. Everyone else thinks your creations are fantastic.

Thank you. I'm feeling a lot better today. It's always sad when a friend passes away but for him it was for the best. He was very ill and bedridden and had no real quality of life. That's what sisters are supposed to do isn't it?

Sunny but pretty cold here.

Hello Everyone. I am new to this forum. I currently work for a fiber optic internet company. And I have a child so I am also a full time mom.

I've been really struggling to stay on top of things and fortunately as a result being active on here has become on of them, I'll try my best moving forward to check in more often. I hope everyone is keeping well.