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This is true, I suppose I feel a great deal of mixed feelings about our last exchanges. Largely guilt for being a coward and not wanting to get involved. I could have reached out more but was too busy feeling unsure and easily fooled. Just more bad memories where there probably shouldn't have been. I'm not sure I could ever trust her again but if they come around I'd want them to know that I failed them as a friend. I can't, nor do I wish to reconnect and I'm sure time will change a lot of feelings. I just don't wish to spend that time here anymore, waiting and mulling. Mistakes were made/are still being made. Done at this point and I deserve the shame as I go because I took part in it. Which is okay in some ways because I learned that I needed to work on myself. Best wishes and thanks for always having been there. Many blessings to you.

It's not, why would you think that. I don't even think this person comes here anymore.

Test post to see if site owner has blocked replies on THK's topic thread or if special permission is needed. It's been a few.

Shit, this whole thing is appalling. It's tremendously upsetting that you were treated this way and disappointing to read about the Staff forum. Same. I was enjoying the site until a fellow member started reposting my art and a few lines of poetry I had written onto their Tumblr. It was an interesting experience. Optic was able to sponge my account, considering I found that I could no longer edit or delete my own content. No clue why the feature was suddenly removed, and without warning too. Then I started reading things that were going on behind the scenes but damn, I had no idea it was THIS bad. Thanks for being open with the community. I truly regret rejoining. What a shame.... It was nice making new friends here and I had hoped to catch up after a busy Summer but I no longer feel like I can support AF. The lack of concern or interest for the community and staff- remaining and former- is nothing short of disconcerting. What Wedgy had been put through really turns my stomach. It was also discouraging to find out that an individual I used to chat with was... well, I suppose they did what they did (or still do, I have no idea what they're up to these days) to keep topic flow going and I'll leave it at that. I get the passion they may have had to keep the site going but it didn't really sit well with me. Although it has more to do with the state of the forum rather than being completely dismayed with them. Overall, I feel it's not worth spending the time and energy here anymore. I feel so horrible that both of you are even needing to address these issues in the first place and not having your requests met is entirely baffling. Drives the final nail in the coffin about how I currently feel towards this place. You all did your best and then some. Beyond grateful! The members that still linger deserve better. Like everyone else that's been wise enough to leave sooner, I'd rather choose dignity. By the way, thanks for the book recommendations on German aircraft, THK. They eventually led me to model building again, fun stuff. Appreciate you taking the time to discuss your work with me on a few occasions. Especially during the pandemic. Stimulating insight, was always intriguing to read. Be well and again, thanks for everything you've all contributed as members and Mods. All the best to you and your loved ones Wedgy. Super-Mom is an understatement.

Finally have enough time to jump back into World Trigger. I don't know what it is about this anime but it gives me a lot of nostalgia.

Just started Aoashi.

Was going to drop the news here but okay. Most anticipated film for me. Glad we finally got a release date!! I wish they would re-release 7.

I've seen a few videos from the McFarland channel. Some of them are really funny. I think these videos are way too wholesome and cute.

Feeling lucky that I haven't gotten sick yet from helping my sister out. Summer cycling time! Best feeling in the world.

Dark City. I love a lot of Guillermo del Toro's films and art. The Shape of Water was one of my favorites.

Don't be mean to yourself.

Stranger Things S4, Vol. 2 was super fun and emotional! Good time.

That's pretty scary, D. You going to be okay? WILSON!

Been taking care of my sister for four days now. She has Covid. She's been doing okay, a little stronger this morning. Just waiting on my turn now.

Appreciate the extra info. I like themed albums too! A few years ago I had Blind Guardian's Into the Storm as a ringtone. Kinda nice to talk about them again. But definitely getting into Ayreon.

Nice share! Adding to the playlist, haha. The first half of this song has been stuck in my head all day!

Started Beck again, it's one of my favorite comfort mangas.

I wanted to comment something like "you can do it!" But pace yourself okay? As for me, gah! Now I remember why I dropped TG in the first place. Shuu Tsukiyama was such a creeper. Thank goodness Nishiki and Kimi make it somewhat bearable.

Decided to give Tokyo Ghoul another chance after initially dropping it before I could finish it. It took a lot of convincing though as I prefer the manga. But it's been a long time and I'm curious of any new perspectives.

There's: Claymore Mobile Suit Gundam: Iron-Blooded Orphans Another Deadman Wonderland Ajin Future Diary Parasyte: The Maxim Basilisk BTOOOM! High-rise Invasion Elfen Lied Zetman Speed Grapher Tokko Wolf's Rain Akira Hope you've got plenty to keep you busy! I'm not good with recs but the community has seen some stuff!