Emotion Flux

Thanks! ^^

I know. Even so, he intentionally tries my patience like it's a game to him, so I don't know what else to say about him.

Yeah, I definitely know that. My whole life he's never been involved either. Just... really not dependable. lol

Right? I swear, he must be one of the worst father figures I've ever had.

Ok. ^^ I think I woke up prematurely though. lol I'm still tired. Dad and his frickin Mustang. ><

Yeah! I was so tired I couldn't keep my head up. lol Do you wanna go ahead and get some sleep?

At the same time though I don't want to sleep and leave mom up here alone at night. She doesn't like that, so I keep her company as much as possible. I just woke up and I feel better, too. I also slept on the nearly 2 hour drive home though too, so collectively I think I'm ok now. ^^

Things will get better, man, you just gotta keep trying. ^^

I mean, honestly you kind of sound like mom. XD She always wants to bake stuff late at night. I never object because I love her cooking. ^^

lol I can't imagine cleaning at 2am. I'm usually concentrating on a game or a tv show by then. But hey, everyone's got their quirks! Yours are just more energetic than mine. lol ^^;

Yeah. I usually just use the time to play games though. lol

That's pretty cool. I think I've always been a night person... well... except when I was going to school. lol

What you do on the weekends is what I do all the time. It might be responsible for my sleeping til noon, come to think of it. XD I stay up til like 5 or 6am though. So I bet that's why I sleep in so late. Do you wake up that early for work and school on the weekdays?

Really? I usually sleep til noon. lol Well, unless I stay up all night. ^^; How early do you usually wake up?

Yaas!!! ^^

Don't worry, I'm like the royalty of forgetfulness. lol So I get it.

lol I hope so~

Yay! ^^ I can't wait to see his cute face. I'll show mom, too. lol She loves cute things.

Definitely! I wanna see the lil master thief's cute lil face. lol

Naw, just a lil' thief, scoring some of your stuff in one of his stashes. I can't believe they all do that. lol That's sooo weird!

That's ok, I'm very stalker-friendly. lol Well, unless there's a dangerous stalker, but you're about as dangerous as your ferret. Wait... no, you're less dangerous than your ferret. You don't steal from me. rofl You're free to stalk, my dear friend. ^^

Both. And yeah, I learned a few different things that'll help me try to improve to be better. I'm always trying to be better, but it just doesn't always work out that way. Having people like y'all to talk to really helps in a lot of ways. ^^

I know, it's ok. I know what you meant. You made a good point, too. ^^ Truth is I've just got paper-thin skin, so it doesn't take a lot to get to me. Don't worry though, I know I'm always watched by someone. It feels like I am even when I'm alone, but that's a different story for another time. lol Gets pretty creepy sometimes.

I try to ignore it, but I'm very self-conscious. And I have low self-esteem. With that combination, it gets hard to ignore things that other people do or say about me. I still try to ignore it, it's just really hard to for someone with low confidence or self-esteem like me.

With my distended jaw, I bet I get a lot of people looking at me wondering what's wrong with me. Usually I hang my mouth open with my lips closed so my jaw isn't so obvious, but when I chew I'm sure it stands out a lot.