SleepyLeoulf

Yesterday was beyond hard for me and I lost a friend along the way.. All I can say whats done is done and they had to do what's best for them. I see it now more clearly with help from many people including my own sister, so I know why they did and said what the said. I understand it more now. They had to do what's best for them in this time and they thought for me as well. Only thing I feel bad about is they could of just said I need some space for a while from you and then I would respect it and leave them be till they are ready to come back and speak with me. During that time I would of done the same but they choice a different approach and left a note saying goodbye for good and then just leaving me. It hurts and really sucks I wont lie but again they did what they thought was right for them and thinking for me as well. I'm not perfect and made mistakes as well and I own up to them form what happen between us. I hope the best for them I really do just wish it could of worked out since friends I guess in my opinion go through hard times and can get passed it since they are willing to work on it. But I guess some cases that it does not work out and it's best to just leave each other and go on your own ways. They told me to just forget them and that's one thing I wont do. Because they brought me joy in my life again and showed me  kindness and appreciated towards me. I felt alive and accepted once more since before I wasn't and went through a lot of hard and sometimes horrible things in my life. They showed me what life is really about and the things we can do in it. They made me strong and really understand myself better with there advice they gave me. So no I wont EVER forget them since they made a big impacted on my life. In the end all I can say to them is good luck on your journey and I wish you all the best in life. I even thought I was mad at them at first since I had other friends or people who entered my life and left me also like that though for other reasons as well. But then with getting advice from others yesterday I know I'm not mad at them and it had to be done and I understand it now. I'll miss them I'll be honest but it's there choice and I'll respect it. I'm moving on now and maybe down the line meet other people who could be there for me and stay through good times and the bad and be my friend no matter what. No relationship is perfect and there always be hard parts in it that could drift us both apart for a while. But a true friend would make it work and not give up but again some people are not like that and have to leave and do whats best for them or thinking for us both. So... today is a new day and I'm ready to move on and just live life to the fullest even with a smile once more. My last words to them would be: Thank you for all you've done for me good luck with your life and goodbye.