SleepyLeoulf
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15 days of a surprisingly wonderful mood I've been in. Had one small hiccup going on right now which was bound to happen at some point since no one is perfect. I will not let it get to me thus same as my dreams and just move on and smile since I know if I can make my mood last 15 days long I can get passed this and keep going strong. Hope everyone is doing well and having a nice month to the new year so far~
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@Rudilla Thank you will do my best.
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@Blue-Eyes Loli Dragon I see. check the main page of the community for the status update box, and if there is not a box there, your settings might be messed up and you'll need to check with Optic, since he is the only staff member right now.
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I got interesting and exciting news. Our family is getting a puppy close to Christmas. So... yeah another addition to our family.
( Not the puppy in this picture )
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@mechaBD Thank you and yeah he is. ^,.,^
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I just found out something.. I thought was a friend had just left me like many have before them. Again I feel betrayed and alone.. I guess I'm not welcomed anymore anywhere now.. Guess I'm just a screw up after all.. All I can say is I'm sorry and sorry for ruining your life and even coming into it, I'll leave you alone forever if that's your wish..
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You don’t really need to feel welcome anywhere. You just need to be happy with and accept yourself, because not everyone will. We all might be deeply flawed creatures that complicate matters because of our emotions and we think there is more to something, but we are all perfect the way we are, even you.
It does help to have some outside help though, so I would be willing to listen if you need it. Just remember that there might be others that will accept, regardless of whether they just want to remain friends or not.
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Speaking as one who has been on both sides of this, (I've been abandoned by people and I've abandoned people), I must say that sometimes, the people who does the abandoning feel like they are doing what's best for the person. With me, it's usually that feeling that "they'll be better off without me" or "they don't want my friendship" Doesn't matter if it's true or not. I'm well aware of how much it hurts. You'll eventually move on.
Out of everybody I've abandoned and who have abandoned me, I have never regretted meeting any of them. Each person had a profound effect on my life. I wouldn't be the person I am without them. I'm sure the person who left you felt like they were doing the best thing for you. Not to hurt you but to help you.
When I got to my darkest place and wanted to end it all, I came to a sudden realization. I don't need anybody to be happy. I can be happy and love myself all on my own. Sure having somebody else is nice but how they treat you shouldn't affect your sense of self-worth. You are special even if the world tells you that you aren't.
Here's some advice, start your day off with a smile. Read a joke, look at a picture you like, do something silly like pretending your spoon is an airplane. Think about the good things instead of the bad things.
People are as happy as they choose to be.
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@Ryuji @brycec I appreciate you both and your advice and take on the manner and you are both right and I agree and understand what you are saying. I had a lot of conversations with people last night about the issue my older sister included and all of you are right. I'm just now going move forward and put this behind me. They did what they had to do and also said what they had to say. Some of it I don't agree since it could of been done a different way but... it was said and now its done. I wont speak ill of them ever and never did. ( If I did somehow I deeply apologize ) but just was hurt since I thought they were my friend or best friend they said to me and would be there even in bad times.. I guess they weren't ready or ready for a friend like me. Again all my opinion and I can be wrong, It's just how I feel is all.. But I did before make myself happy by doing stuff I love so again I'll do that and I don't always need people to make me enjoy my life. True, I wont lie I like having friends still since people can make me happy as well but I know I don't always need that. It will be tough but I know I can get through this and just move on from it. Again thank you all so much for your advice and also trying to help me. Just going do me for a while and if I make another friend then awesome but if not I know I can enjoy life still with not one right away at this time.
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I think the uneasy dreams I had last night won the battle today since I feel a bit down and alone feeling then slightly out of it still. *sighs* Hope I'll dream better tonight and have a better day tomorrow.
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I feel bad that you lost your therapist, trust is not something you can give away easily and having to learn to trust someone again can be very hard; I wish you the best. About your dreams. I tried looking up ways to get rid of nightmares and stuff on google and bing but I didn't find anything you wouldn't already know, sorry. I will pray you have better dreams from now on, I am just now feeling a bit better, my sickness is starting to go away now, so now that I am back online I want to use my time for useful things again and help out. Best wishes Sleepy.
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Woke up in a good mood and starting my day once again on a positive note. Things are sure looking great today so far.. Also hope I'm not getting sick as well.
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It hurts when someone leaves you then not saying why. But I discovered I guess that person didn't care after all and you need to let go and move on. Since there are many others out there who do care and will stay by your side, I hope to find those people.
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To someone who makes me smile and feel cared for and most of all appreciated. I always be there for you as your here for me, so just know that. Take care my dear friend and always stay who you are because I think your awesome x infinity. @Angle MoonShadow
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Feeling more better than yesterday though with some mild moments of sadness and feeling unsure about certain things as well.
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@ItsSammy Thank you and thank you for the follow.
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My mood has be skyrocketing so well and it's still wonderful since last Thursday. Puppy picture below of our little girl were getting in January!!!
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@Vivi Hyuuga She's a Golden Retriever, Black Lab, and Australian Cattle dog mix. And aww that's nice.
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Been reading up a storm as of late, and really enjoying it also my mood has been still surprisingly wonderful which is awesome.
Merry Christmas & Happy Holidays everyone, sending everyone good and positive vibes your way~
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@SAO LILDOOP Thank you I wish for that for you as well.
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@ItsSammy I hope for you as well.
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I feel so much right now, it's hard to describe words for them since they're all so wonderful. I finally feel my life is coming together perfectly and it's a awesome feeling and accomplishment to have.
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All I can say today is so far life is going good.
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Kona our new puppy.
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My birthday is on Saturday and I actually feel happy it's coming for once.
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@Rudilla Thank you~
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@SAO LILDOOP That's awesome I will be sure to wish you a Happy Birthday when it's your special day!
Thank you as well, I've been quiet happy with things going on in my life right now so it's just a awesome feeling to have. ^,.,^ Take care SAO kun~
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So.. many books I got yesterday for my birthday and I'm very excited to get started to read them all~
*begins reading*
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Another bad night of sleeping, but I won't let that ruin my day. Smile, breath, and focus on the day at hand.. Keep my mind occupied most of all busy, and keep on siwming even if its treacherous waters up a head. Let do this.. Focus...
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@Vivi Hyuuga I see, I have bad night's pretty much ALL the time since I suffer with insomnia and take medication for it but also have chronic nightmares to do my past and just also my strong imagination. It really does suck but I've been dealing with it my whole life. Though it got more intense after I finished high school. But I'm learning to live with it since there really isnt much anyone can do for me for my dreams that is.. But I try to do positive things and also think positive during the day so I don't dream too bad of stuff, It works sometimes. My step cousin is Autistic and he had a rough time when he got adopted from my step grandparents but improved a lot these past years. I was thinking about getting a hedgehog once but they seem like a lot of work so I deiced not too. That's cool though you have some though. Well I hope your day improves and becomes more relaxing for you. Take care and thank you for the comment.
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That type of severe insomnia sounds so terrible. I have a friend who has it that severe. I have dealt with insomnia some off and one, but with the help of a sleep specialist, I was able to figure out a sleep schedule that my body needs, and since then as long as I stick to that I do fine most of the time.
My younger sister started having nightmares due to her worsening health. It's really sad, she's had to sleep with Christmas lights on for over a year now. I feel bad that on top of all her other issues (she goes into anaphylaxis frequently) that she has to deal with that. I can't imagine.
Yeah, actually my ISFP sister had a really rough time with her autism after a difficult family situation. It's been four years now and she's made a lot of progress!
Hedgehogs do take a lot more work than people realize! Three of the hedgehogs I have I was given because people could no longer give them the time and attention they need. -
@Vivi Hyuuga Yeah it does suck and its hard for me at times, I wont lie. But it is what it is. I'm sorry about your younger sister that must of been rough. Also good for your other sister that she made a lot of progress that's always good. True, I read up on them but they are cute I think. I have a big heart for all small animals, and owned a lot over the years. My pet rats ( bless them ) had to be put asleep due to tumors and they just got weaker so it had to be done. It was really sad for me to lose them since they helped me a lot they made me smile and laugh but it was there time. But I always remember them each day and what joy they brought me even in my darkest hours.. And very kind of you to take some in since people couldn't care for them.
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A new dawn a new day and going do my best to make it a good one if not great day. I also hope everyone is doing well.
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@SAO LILDOOP Thank you I appreciate it.
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@Angle MoonShadow Thank you and you too have a good day.
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Starting out my new workout routine this morning and so far the eatting healthy part is a success. Some days it will be hard I'll admit but I know I can push through it and keep being motivated to continue on to reach my goal, to live a healthy lifestyle. Do it for you and no one else.
Other than that going do my best to watch some anime and Asain realted shows & movies more. Hope everyone is doing well and as always sending good and positive vibes your way~
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@Kohloo Thank you.
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A lot of things on my mind at the moment sorta overwhelming me. I wish the sun was out to brighten my mood more.. You really got to LOVE emotions..
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@Tefutakato Yes, Thank you I'm doing much better today just sometimes have off days but much better now since I accomplished things this morning. So thank you again for checking on me, I appreciate it. Take care~
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I woke up feeling alright so far and hoping today will be a decent one if not a great one again. I can't even believe Thanksgiving is tomorrow. Time sure flies.. Or even this whole year it seemed like, for me at least. I'm spending time tomorrow with my step family plus mine for it. I really hope it goes well and also having fun during my time there.
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@brycec I see and thank you.
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Feeling: Hopeful and at peace again..
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Well my sister was there for me when I needed to talk to someone so we chatted and she made me feel better. Plus it was her birthday yesterday so we hanged out and watched some shows on television together. "sister time" As we call it.. Was nice and she made me feel a lot better than I was feeling before. So all things good now. :)
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Been through a lot this month stuck in the dark but not giving up hope with finding the light once more and maybe my smile as well..
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I'm pretty jubilant with my life right now and been improving quite a lot recently with the things I've been doing and accomplishing. I'm also so glad I have support from my dear loved ones as well. ❤ Life is marvelous I can finally say about myself, I've been through many trials and some hardships and I've overcame them and became stronger and even wiser from going through them. Things are really turning around from me and I'm so ecstatic about it. Hoping all the best for everyone else and sending everyone good and positive vibes your way~
すべての人に大いに愛し、強く肯定的なままでいます。
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@SAO LILDOOP Dōmo arigatōgozaimashita SAO kun for your kind words~
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Something changed me recently in a lot of ways I didn't expect. I feel love and I have love towards someone and that wont ever change since they changed me and shown me what life is all about.. For that I thank them and thank them a lot. Because they shown me what love is and what it can do and for that I will always love them.
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Happy Thanksgiving to everyone who Celebrates it~
( Not the puppy in this picture )
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(My birthday is only 10 days after yours! 
