Paranoid about the damn neighbors again, except I'm starting to think it's not just paranoia... even if it wasn't, I doubt any of them would be upfront about it. I've had to deal with too many goddamned sneaky-ass people in my life, and I'm getting tired. Everything I am is getting tired. Maybe getting more sleep will help. Maybe not. I can't see the future, and I don't think I'd even want to. Always knowing what's going to happen sounds really boring tbh.