There is absolutely nothing wrong about females playing with male-orientated toys. If you like it, you like it. I know this is easier said than done but disregard any judgement from others. You’ll be much happier. Trust me.
I am a female and, as a child, I did not ever once play with Barbies, dresses, or makeup. I exclusively played with Pokémon figures, dragon figures, and other toys of that nature.