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I was thinking the same thing. I am also planning to take a long long long break from this. Most likely forever. 

I don’t understand what you mean by that. I think you mean friendships can only be created face to face not online which I agree on. 

@Wedgy ow sorry for asking such a personal question. Even I do sometimes say “over the course of my life”. Which makes me sound very old but no no no I am young. Still in my teens if you consider over 16 and under 18 a teen. But I am not going to say my age lol. You can probably guess it though.

@Wedgy 

yeah I know what you talking about even though I never played that game my brother did. Also you keep repeating long time ago or years ago. A personal question. Are you very old? Lol sounds like a weird question. 

@Wedgy

is wedgy your name? Or do you have a wedgy. anyways thanks. 

@Wedgy wow. I was so confused that i have never heard of a animal called pervs. Lol. I realised you were talking about pervy men. Anyways the place looks amazing. 

@Wedgy hike you mean hiking because i kind of get mixed up with mountain climbing. Idk why lol. Hiking sounds fun if your with someone. Do you have camp as well or just hike up and down the hills and forest then come back. 

This is because I did a similar thing but I had to camp in the forest and hike up very steep mountains. 

@seemore_bhutts

yeah I was playing basketball for soo long under the extreme heat and it feels like I am cooking up. 

I didnt say exactly act as a dumbo. I just ment you should just enjoy your school life so you don’t regret things. Being a idiot was my thing where we would stupidly bring fireworks to school. Lol.

I am just sayings this from experience to enjoy school because it’s the only time in your life where everything is relaxed. 

Well my advice to you is enjoy your school life to the fullest. And even if you do mess up and make a mistake so what everyone makes a mistake. You might actually make new friends and talk more also you will loose your shy by just making a mistake. I have made the dumbest mistakes and I just made more dumb friends. Lol. We were not really dumb we just mess around a lot and do stupid things. 

Do you actually not like school. I just miss school. Everyday I would wake up and say yessss today is going to be fun. High School was the funnest place where you could just do nonesense things and run around aimlessly. You could do things in school what you couldn’t do at home like make a rocket with liquid nitrogen or build a coke mentos volcanoes. 

@Beocat I understand what you mean. I am trying to say that I am actually not a good friend. Whilst my friends do so much for me even take the blame for me most of the time. I always back off in bad situations and not help them out because it might effect me bad. But they will definitely will not back off in my situation. And i can say that because I used to be in the same level as them where we had the same interest getting in the same trouble and doing things. Now I just used them to get what I want. I don’t know how to word it. 

It was actually someone in the party who came to me and said it. It was actually one of my side friends that I had dropped time ago. I hope he doesn’t read this. Well I doubt he even watches anime. 

@Wedgy

oh sorry I didn’t realise. 

So what did you think of it was it useful or did it look like someone is just stating their shit life and trying to get some sympathy 

Okay so if we meet in real life and we didn’t know who each other are. Would you want to hug me then? Just asking. Lol sorry for being so wierd. 

@Wedgy

talking about inspiration have you read my blog I hope my blog was inspiring 

@Wedgy

i started to write story of the dream I had today because you recommended it so thanks. Even though I doubt I can forget the dream as it was amazing. Especially when I (spoilers) find out my dad killed my mum. That scene was so dramatic. Lightning strikes heavy rainfall. I chase after him to the forest. 

@Wedgy

yes I kind of half experienced a lucid dream but now I am scared of them because once I had sleep paralysis for one hour and it was soo scary. I thought Is this what happens when you die. It was the worst sleep paralysis I have ever felt. It happend when I was in the middle of a dream and conscience. 

I felt my mind splitting into two. It felt like falling off a building for one hour and the sound was like a wind rushing past. The experience was soo bad whilst I was innit I was telling the grim reaper please take my soul already. 

@Wedgy

yeah I think I will do that. This was then coolest dream ever and I am still thinking of it that’s how cool it was.