Hey, so as people may know, if they've read my last (and first post) I have a girlfriend. As such, we have problems that come up and to make it worse, we are a long distance couple and we can't see each other in person much because of transportation issues as of now. For a while, it has kind of been causing both of us stress... and i'm not to sure how to go about this. For me, I want to continue this relationship and all, but it just makes me... stressed. I just don't know how to go about this and such. For whoever reads this shit storm i just typed up, thanks for reading.
So basically, over the past few months I've been trying my best to open up - emotionally. For me, this is something that's really hard considering i haven't done this in years, as in when i was still in elementary school. Opening up for me is, well, it's very hard. I'm also trying to comfort others but, it's so hard for me. I don't know what it is but, I hate this feeling. Since it feels like Im just powerless and can't do jack shit. I don't know what to do either, I just, I want to be more emotional. It's a struggle for me but my girlfriend says that all I need is time, but I don't want this to be a long process. It's hard for me because she's the only one I can really trust with myself, everyone else I feel is just insensitive or doesn't give 2 shits about what I'm going on about. This is just me personally but i want to be better, I want to change. I don't know what I'm really doing here but I needed to let loose. Most future posts are also gonna serious topics.
