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The date of the surgery is set. I’m nervous as hell but doing my best to remain positive.

Ever since getting my new PC I haven’t done much gaming. Honestly, I think I’m still excited so I can’t stop looking at it. It doesn’t feel real still

Waiting on blood results for the tumor they found. They believe it is benign but due to the size and side effects it needs to be removed. 

Dead by Daylight is so broken today

Still have the coughing fits but have narrowed it down that I only have really bad fits after I eat or drink anything (to the point that I throw up). Hoping I can get in this week or next to see a doctor. 

Went to urgent care yesterday to discover Ism fighting off a respiratory infection. I feel like absolute dog water all week — been coughing for a month which I figured it was bronchitis until it was causing me to literally puke and couldn’t breathe let alone the pain that was suddenly shooting up my back and down my arms. Also I absolutely HATE sore throats.

Getting my nails redone today… keeping the same shape of the nail and length but have the design picked out. I’m excited! 

Cannot believe it’s nearing the 6 year mark on being a member.

Feeling nauseous from these medications suuuucks.

Scored some more unnecessary controllers for my systems and got a Nespresso machine (which I used for the first time last night and again this morning); I absolutely love it. I think Black Friday shopping was a success.

Swollen lymph nodes are the worst!

Being sick absolutely sucks

Guess it's been awhile...

On some new medications so I've been really out of it (headaches, fatigue, nauseous, brain fog, etc) and been focusing on my livestreams. So in other words, I've been pretty busy lately.

Steamdeck should be here Tuesday! Yay!

Ordered my new steamdeck last night

The smoke from the fires located in Canada is making me sick as heck. Bleh.

Not looking forward to the wait time on the Diablo 4 servers tonight.  

I CANNOT believe it's June already, damn. Summer sure is flying by.

Finally got my Cpap machine last friday. The first few nights with it were literal hell for me. Panic attacks from claustrophobia feeling, dry/sore skin, tossing and turning throughout the night, etc.

I'm still not 100% with it yet but I'm getting there. 

I'm still alive guys. Sorry been incognito. On some new medication so been out of it.

Been watching anime more now than ever. Trying to catch up some series.

Got married March 17th 2023! Obsessed with my wedding ring

Getting married in just 4 days 

Tempting to get Son of the Forest. Been watching Twitch streams of it nonstop, lol.

Supposed to get 24 inches of snow and 45mph winds starting tomorrow. Looks like I'm not going anywhere lol.

Really need to get myself a Steam Deck so I can just lounge on the bed or couch. Binge playing on my desktop while sitting on my computer chair hurts my butt so bad.