EnviousEnvy

@EnviousEnvy can't blame them, they see things differently, which is winning = having fun

losing = not having fun, that's pretty much the mindset of most gamers nowadays

especially if its games like "league of legends" or "fortnite" or anything similar >.>

i for one, would just enjoy their toxicity, rather than fighting them, just silently laughing them seems more fun

aslong as im not drowned in fatigue, in which my brain forgets majority of its functions, and get triggered >.>

@XII360 I understand frustration but this person is my friend and knew I was new. I'm not okay with calling friends names out of anger even if it's a game. Sorry but bullying someone is never okay for any reason. If you're gonna rage on a game then why even offer to play with someone that's new to that game? Instead maybe find other players that play just to win. I mean it makes better sense that way...

Also I didn't argue with him. I ignored his name calling for the most part. The issue I actually have was when he suddenly quit then went on Twitch to livestream and literally bashed on me during said livestream. Not cool and very immature. 

He's still my friend but probably won't play games with him anymore (he also boots any of his friends from chat if the conversation isn't revolving around him. He talks to me about not having many friends and I can understand why now with the way he treats others but I'm the type that just tries to deal with it because I genuinely think he's a good person. He just doesn't know how to deal with certain things).

@Wedgy This person is my friend (and still is) and I've actually seen first hand how he treats his other friends while both gaming or just talking. If you aren't doing exactly as he says or the conversation isn't revolving around him he gets mad and will either start flipping out and leave or will just boot you from the party during days we just talk. He never treated me like that before just his other friends. Well last night/this morning it was just him and I and it happened to me for the first time. 

I didn't yell at him back or mouth off, I was relatively quiet after he started getting grumpy. He started name calling and I couldn't believe how toxic he was becoming. Like I said I just ignored it. He then left after we lost a match after screaming at me.

Like I said he's still my friend. He's vented to me before saying how he can never keep friends for long and now I understand why when he treats others like he does. I have mental health issues too which is probably one of the reasons why I stick by others who have the same or similar issues because I know how it feels. 

Everyone can be toxic every now and then but I had to vent my frustrations out on here (this helps my mood greatly). I still see him as a great friend but the way he acted earlier, not cool.