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Sorry you were rejected- that hurts. *hugs* you’ll find someone that’s meant for you, just keep on pursuing your interests and acknowledging that you have those feelings when they come up. No regrets right?

@Seshisome regrets being its gonna be wierd to be around her -- or help them,

+ partners know i like ger so they may tease her

If that happens idk what to say soz

@Wedgy mhm, slept after drawing, didnt feel all that better but i did get past it

On the wierd side...i get to keep my money, couse i dont have to go on dates or buy gifts and stuff

So bright side of it all is...i can be rich ?

And being rich means i can buy myself things i dont need or want, thus leading to happiness

Im even thinking of thinking to cross dressing after losing more weight, just couse (im currently 70kg, so if i lose 20 more, and have someone experienced make me up, it should maybe work ?)

Its messed up, but god damn is it funny enough to make me forget about love <_>

pretty gay tho' rofl

Give take, she friend/brother zoned me, but that doesnt mean i cant out of that zone, gonna be hard but if i act flirtous, theres always that one tiny chance she will say yes >_>

So all hope aint lost tbh

Unless she likes someone else and gets a boyfriend, i dont wanna mess with a girl who has a boyfriend