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made the club i was planning on making
but its currently under maintenance, sorry for the inconvinience~!
ill try to finish everything today
assuming i dont get caught up in whole graduation stuff, and cleaning house couse my mami is coming homi
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almost done with sekiro, thats why i stopped drawing, couse god damn sh*t got intense
same for shinjuku on FGO, though i think today fate/CCC event is coming out, dunno yet, its on extended maint. and i dont mind at all couse, we get free extra quartz
(edit before posted: it seems fgo maint is finished, lets see what i get >.>)
also incase anyone wondered what it looked like when i stopped
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started drawing again, couse im dont with hospital, i finally have breather >.>
gonna do my stuff time to time, not finished on sekiro though, or fgo shinjuku, so yea
tomorrow i sekiro more, and fgo moare
also, characters thats somewhat inspiring me atm are, karin from epic 7, and wolf, from sekiro >.>....
karin a total qt i could lewd at
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gonna finish shinjuku story today on FGO, and then beat the living sh*t outa that ghost monk on sekiro, then i can proceed to draw and or finish my corvo mask project >.>...
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oookaaaayy, just a rant post,
be warned, its a long post!, iz really really long couse, seriously, screw my group...
atleast the other group, being GROUP 2 accepted me, and im not even part of their group,
meanwhile my group...even my partners..."dissapointment increases"
welp, my grand duty got ruined thanks to some f*ck face, trying to make me look bad again, even though i went through the f*cking trouble of using my own money for our grand, to make it the "best" grand, and final duty, f*ck face still went and got me pissed
basically, we got a weak junior in warding, and me, being helpful before just made her mad at me, so i chillaxed on helping anyone since then
our last day today, i wanted to go morning pick (which means we extract people's blood who have went fasting, or not eaten/drank water in the past 8-12hours), and teach her some few tips and tricks
she said "ok", and mind you, i told her this really early, like, sun is still up-early (and were night duty)
time by 10 hours, i got stuck with CBG/HGT test, thats about 30+ patients, even though we had 3 machines, juniors felt lazy, thus i toke it, and didn't go along with her on the morning pick i wanted to go with
no problems there so far, couse to be honest, im fine with that anyway, i mean, i wont be losing anything if she doesn't want to learn from her seniors
the problem starts AFTER our duty, like, end of duty
i told her, she needs to improve more, couse, well, seniors are gone now, theres only 14 of them left, and not many of them are good at extraction, but this f*ck face went and said, im being "rude", or "boasty" or whatever
nigga, when our seniors said sh*t to me, no one f*cking said anything, i was as bad as her before too, heck, i was worse than her before, but i improved, i got better, im one of the best now too couse of my own determination to "git gud"
it really hit me so hard when, even after all the shit i did, all the fucking shit i did for this group, buying them gifts, taking on their endorsements without second thought (endorsement, as in, they couldn't obtain blood from Px. due to "hard to extract"), buying everyone a keychain with their name and a "GROUP 3" keychain tag in it, and even trying to make our final day the bestest, by giving everyone that was about to leave, minus me, a gift, and even foods,
i used 3000php (58$!) just to make it the best, the f*cking best
and then i get hit with the
"STOP BULLYING MY PARTNER, SHES DOING HER BEST, YOUR HURTING HER FEELINGS"
well excuse me for not being fucking hurt by what the fuck you said, i fucking did everything, im even thinking of her well being, but then got said im being boasty and or rude
what sucks more is, even though they know im getting depressed, my partners didn't so much as to try and cheer me up, other guys of group 3 went and tried, but well, when im depressed, i get really numb, and i dont think well
i sit down and think, and once im alone i cry
and since i got better at extraction, i even dont mind doing self-extractions on my self, whats worse is, when i did it to myself this morning, i didnt feel the needles pain, guess thats what being numb means...
still really dissapointed my partners didn't cheer me up, oh well, im used to being alone anyway~..."sigh"
but yea, rant over, tldr: fuck group 3 smh
CHEERY MOODO ONNOOO
OBLIGATORY SONG POST~!
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tomorrows my grand duty (last day of duty on hospital)
todays the grand duty of cool classmate
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im gonna miss the QT's in the hospital, but i must go, and find one's that will actually care for me >_>
what im not gonna miss is being somewhat bullied by non-qt girls <.>
my juniors are gonna have a hard time though, so im probably gonna still go there if they call on me, i can after all, collect any blood from any patient, i sure have grown since my first day in there ...
i remember being scared of doing venipuncture
now ?
id do arterial just to collect blood on patients, jesus christ
wish my juniors would also learn how to do arterial, it WILL be helpful to them, and would make them more reliable on extraction, after all, they will be the seniors, now that we (the current seniors) are leaving them be
ahh, feels like just yesterday that i centrifuged a lavander tap in chemistry section, a beginners mistake >.<
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anyway, theres still one task left for me to do for tonight
ITS TO TOXIFY COOL GUY ON HIS GRAND DUTY >:D
gonna surprise him, by going on his grand, and giving him a -condom- as a "grand duty gift"
its a joke that will be funny for everyone
..incase you dont know what a condom is, its a plastic used to fill water with, to have water ballons xDDD
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im still very inactive, incase anyone is wondering
couse, compre-re-re-take happened, and boy have i been not studying, f*cking help me someone and end my suffering
what makes it even worse is...i've yet to farm much on fgo's current event for chacha, couse im more focused IRL stuff...and thats not a fun idea
i wanna max-rank my chacha, >.<
song post of obligationations >:o
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I know how you feel studying sucks. You feel like you do so much but it's never enough. Especially when you see other people not working as hard as you but passing anyway. I'm going to have to retake some classes..... Hopefully I'll do better next time around. I hope you pass! Here's a Kilala for good luck.
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what the f*ck
are you serious >.>, i lacked <6> points to get 50% ?
and to make it worse, my overall is <75%>, which is a pass
but since my score is <300 its a fail
the f*ck >.>
what was that 3 coffee for if i just failed <.>
oh well, were all retaking anyway, couse majority failed too, only like, 3 passed, and it was by 50%-ish
kinda bull tho'
well whateve's, im gonna chillax today, my body needs a break too,
gonna play fgo and farm on the new event all day maybe
and play some sekiro
maybe even finish up my corvo mask-project
spoiler alert, ill probably just play eroge all day tho'
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doing a study night, since tomorrow is exam day
already drank coffee 3x. and you must understand
i hate coffee, thus i am desperate to get a passing grade
holy fuck tho', have i memorized allot on CC, i feel VERY prepared for it...but i still have Hematology and IMS to study
and i came from duty
this wont be good for my heart
oh and, i have duty tomorrow, this is 10000% not gonna be good for my brain and heart
if my heart stops, we all know why >.>
dont do school kids, do drugs, sh*t seems easier jesus christ
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same, i believe in me, its full throttle now, i will ace this exam >:o
already finished studying clinical chemistry, next up is immuno-serology, its 2am, i have 5 more hours to study (since travel time is 30mins, 15mins if im rushing) to reach school
but first, food break, just couse i finished clinical chemistry, and feel i can get a good score on it
after which im going to IMS, if it gets too hard, and i take too long on it, ill move onto hematology (since hema is easy for me to understand, acing two will get me a better chance of getting a 50% total in exam, than 30% <.>)
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(heads up, posted images of the games i mentioned)
sekiro is god damn amazing, holy sh*t
played it last night uptil 3am, and then when i woke up (uptill 11am), before i got tired again (due to lack of sleep)
and now that i've woken up, i still wanna play it
...but i have to study ;(
man, life priorities suck, i wanna be a kid again ~.~
the grappling hook is so god damn aweasome tho'
i highly recommend this, it has the vibes of dark souls (but its not dark souls), and the movement of tenchu
maybe a little of for honored too (the combat with samurais atleast, feel so satisfying to watch, IT FEELS LIKE IM PLAYING FATE/EXTRA AGAIN!
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@LonelyPoet its hella fun, i 10000% recommend it!, its full of plot twists
though, if your not a great gamer, in terms of fast-paced fights, i wouldn't recommend it, unless you wanna develop anger issues
couse you will, die allot, and i mean it, its harder than dark souls: prepare to die edition >.>
atleast, if you try to deflect attacks perfectly, if you hold block, you should be daijoubu-ish, if you dont let your posture stack up to max that is
though, 90% of the time, you will panic at how they are attacking, i know i am
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looking at @LonelyPoet's comic, made me wanna finish my own comic up
...but my exams are tomorrow, and then more exams after that (30th is last compre-exam, and end of month has a histopath-exam orient)
...AHHHHHHHH Y U DO THIS SCHOOL
nice drawing by the by jayden-chan~
...also im not slacking off on studying, im really not, im just, taking a break
sure i slept and what not, but, well
IN MY DEFENSE I READ A FEW PAGES OF STRANSINGER BOOK (urinalysis book)
...also ciulla is hard to browse ~.~
obligatory song post >:O
..i think i posted it before, but eff it, my brains full of urine and poops
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heads up everyone, but im going full study mode, so i may be very busy and non-active uptil until april fools
gonna suck
but i gotta make sacrifices, i gotta use my full potential in compre-exam
daijoubu, if anything happens, just contact me through other admins, im sure @Beocat, @Keiko , and @ArchieKun can handle things well enough (they sure have been while i was killing myself on internship xD), ill still check up time to time though
key term in that sentence is: "checking" tho >.>
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3/5 topics summarized, almost there, gonna try to atleast get half of clinical microscopy finished before i sleep, i need to finish this before end of week, couse itll be my finals, and i need to pass this on before exam day
not to mention i have to study for exam and our re-compre...
sh*t getting so hard >.>
oh well, obligatory eroge song~
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inside hospital, mainly check up on people's urine samples, see if the urine is normal, sometimes fecal samples, and very rarely CSF (spinal fluid) samples
80% of the samples will be urine, 18% will be fecal, and 2% of it would be CSF,
and by checking up the samples, i mean checking their consistency, formation, and color, after which we use a "urine strip", which we dip onto the urine, after about a minute we read it and know the grading of urine based on color change in strip
(i.e, urobilinogen is normally, normal, while glucose may change color to brown, which indicates that said person is, either drinking allot of sugary-drinks, or has a kidney problem, either one could have happened)
after strip checking, we spin the tube in a centrifuge, and read it in the microscope, checking if all is well, and if the strip reading was accurate (since there was a case where, we saw a fecal-parasite in the urine sample, which would indicate that, that urine sample was not collected properly, and could be the reason why the strip was giving false-positive on some results)
pretty much what we do <inside hospital>
outside hospital...we throw the god damn book away! we study the book
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interesting to see how many different tests you do with one sample (color, chemical constituency, consistency).
Kinda reminds me of those ancient Greeks who used to taste urine to see if it tasted honey-like to detect diabetes It is kinda like detective work where you try to get to the reason of why, for example, the color changes to brown like you said.
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so like, question, optional answer ofcourse
but guys, how do you not get confused with the words
"quantitative", and "qualitative" ?
i always confuse both of them sometimes (forgetting which is which), do you guys have some sort of genius acronym or secret to not be confused on both of them ?!
i mean i know one is numbers, other is quality, but i mean, like
example;
> and < symbols, the way i remember < for being less than is, < (L) (LOSER), [only losers are low]
while if, < is less, that would mean > is GREATER
maybe you guys have a cheat for the words quanti and quali too ?!
help a dumdum out
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As for quantitative and qualitative, quantitative is derived from quantity whereas qualitative is derived from quality... sorry I'm not much help there.
thats been my reminder, but it doesn't seem to stick to me, ohio's technique though will most likely work, and will most likely stick to me (since i usually use one letter of the sentence to remember it all)
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not that im bragging or anything but...
wtf, why did they really have to post this up, i dont want people going up to me and congratulating me for getting one of the highest score <.>
(incase it aint obvious, im the 1st one, that's mai RL name~)
...should remove it next night duty
though, i dont think i can restore it now, my next duty is in a few days, so ill be well known anyway, oh well
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i-i didn't copy anyone @Illusion of Terra, i used my dead brain cells to pass.. !
and yea, but its not really an important test, whats important is if we do well in practicals, i.e during laboratory and or in our blood extraction, exams are a formality in hospital <.>
@Beocat, i-i think they posted it just to bully with me, i mean before they posted it, they told me "we should post the score of the highest", and i was like "please dont, im too shy", and then when i got home, someone posted it and by the time i woke up, everyone was congratulating me on our GC (group chat) >.>...
i mean, im happy, but i dont want expectations high >__<
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welp, volunteered on joining a MBD (mobile-blood donor) couse well,
why the f*ck not ?, though i mean it'll start at 17th of march, not sure of time, but im assuming itll be morning to either 12pm, or 4pm, its my break day so i was allowed to join
i heard that not many intern's wanna join MBD's anymore, and im not sure why, maybe they lazy af's ? compare to our last batch ?
idk, but im sure joining next one, im having fun on doing blood donation <.>
give take, experience points earned: +10000
cash earned: none
hope in humanity: possibly increased by a little ?
its pretty much charity <.>
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oh hey, who's online stuff is back, now i can see who is online and who is offline
TIME TO SPAM EVERYONE, FOR I AM THE SPAMMER, MAWHWAHAH
jk,
but yea, only 1 month and 2 weeks left before i finish internship, and then like, may 4th for graduation
im almost done with my course, i can almost work and earn money and hopefully make my dream come true !
which is to make games, a studio, and a cute girlfriend
...ahh a man can but dream
anywhoooo, obligatory song post
also, anyone wanna apex legends ?, i suck at it, but shiz fun, and i feel id have more fun if i played with friends than random chinese guys
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holy crap
am i bored
like
i got nothing to do
i mean i could study
but i also wanna be lazy
but i dont wanna be lazy...
and my head is somewhat hurting from all the sh*t im thinking
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh why do i have to think so much
why cant i just turn my brain off and be dumb ?! jesus f*ck, just, stop, logic.exe or something ryu-kun ;_;
obligatory song post tho'
...wonder when illusion will make a AAC3, AAC2 was hella fun, soooo (its a r18 eroge-game, so kids, dont ask what it is, couse i aint saying ^_^)
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god damn i missed this song, surprised i forgot about it, its a hella neat song
also, started playing a new gacha game and its called: EPIC 7!
playing on global server, and got ravi as my first 5 star unit on the selective summon, including achilles (arach healer girl, that i for some reason, call achilles)
and other guys that are not important enough to mention
i also, recently got luna, aka "one of the best bae characters in the game, or the "scathatch of epic 7, which, i wont lie
i kinda like her hair character design, and breasts damage output and speed
but my main heroine is gonna be ravi, couse
ravioli ravioli i like my ravi loli
...i guess thats all i wanted to say
aside from what happened today in work, was wierd af to be with girl i confessed, couse she didn't talk to me at all, and seemed pissed at me even, ah, i remember her going to blood bank, and i had to make her go back out couse, of incorrect data, and she seemed pissed at me for doing that
man, i wanna take that in, but, i cant, work is different from love laif, dont mix those two together boi's, work is work, love is love, shiz different~
edit: did i forget to mention, that tank is the main hero of my party ?, good now you know, screw the real MC, that tanks the MC now
tank need his harem too, lmao
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welp, confessed mai love to some girl....
got insta shut down,
and rather than being gloomy and sad about it
im low key, laughing at how fast i got shut down lmao
though, to be fair, i mainly asked her if she has a "boy friend", to which she responded, "i have a boyfriend!", which means i aint touching that, couse man, as much as i like her, i dont wanna mess and ruin another person's relationship
im a vanilla person so, if its not meant to be, iz cool, many fishes in the seaaa~
still, found it really funny
especially the fact that, rather than being sad couse i got shut down, im laughing at it >.>
i need to visit a mental hospital ;o
oh and also, got a almost-perfect score on my exam, shiz toke me a few minutes to answer, couse i mean, its a re-used exam, its too easy
not that im complaining, if it makes my life easier, i dont mind
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@CypherCode, ha, as much as i want to do that, my courage isn't high enough to do it, also i did somewhat do my homework a bit before asking her that, weak sh*t research if you ask me,
i asked her best friend if "theres someone trying to get her to be his", to which her friend said yes and said sorry to me
told my cool friend, and he told me im weakshit, so i just went and asked her personally via messenger couse i was off duty at that time
to which i got shut down, ahh, this is making me sad for some reason now, its been a day, and now its starting to hit me i got rejected couse she already has someone
...well theres many fishes in the sea, so who cares i guess
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just woke up, and its still february 14, and not february 15
man this is balls, and feels bad man
obligatory song post i guess ;_;
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finished both leon and claire's 1st playthrough story on re2 remake
next up is newgame + modes, and maybe 3rd/4th survivor mode
that will have to happened on my next break though, couse i doubt i can play tomorrow, or the next day
couse muh duties and exam (not even scared of exam though, to be honest)
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holy hell, my head hurts
remember kids, dont do internship
its hella stress, and does not pay x)
toke some meds thatll maybe kill me heal me, but lets face it guys
natural healing (not taking meds and resting) > relying on meds to do the work
...is what i said, yet here i am, infront of a pc, toke meds, and still going
i am the epiphany of hypocrite >.>
obligatory song postoooooooooooooooo
oh and, also, i started recently playing epic 7, and azure lane, due to peer pressure (my best friend, and my cool friend irl),
so far both are okay, i mean i prefer kancolle over azure lane,
and i prefer fgo over epic 7
but we will see what happens from there on
give take, i can auto on epic 7, while watching anime, so ill probably do that
since my last night duty on serology was....lets just say
NO SPECIMEN ARRIVED FROM 3AM TO 8AM, YOU GOTTA UNDERSTAND THATS A HUGE TIME OF DOING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING
like holy sh*t, i could roam if i wanted to, and no one would care
and the job of guys in serology ?, just 3 drops of serum on the assay, and wait 15 to 20 minutes, and just like reading a pregnancy test, read it as positive if two lines, or negative if no lines
the most benign job, and i have it for atleast until...next week
ah fuck, atleast i remember it being uptil february 14?, before im switched to blood bank section (since BB and immuno-sero share stuff)
oh also, my birthdays coming up, happy birthday me
...im gonna be using up more cash just to celebrate it, and im not looking forward to it >.>....
unless qt junior comes and greets me, it wont be fap >.>....
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Uh yah, so it's my Friday today, yay! I could stay up late if I wanted... but...I am already tired lol. I get one whole day of rest tomorrow and then it's back to work! I am going to watch some Fairy Tail tonight, and eat stuff while I do it. =P Also it has rained here all day... so... I wanted to get snacks for tonight but I didn't want to get out of my car so... I didn't. I might not have snacks... it's a crime really. *sighs sadly*
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>"i could stay up late if i wanted, but im already tired"
this are words i use, when i plan on playing overnight, but end up sleeping anyway couse i wanna time-skip next day,
also no fun games to play >__>.... aside from re2 at the moment xD, thats bound to end in 2 more days, or 1 day of playing all day though, me sad
least sekiro shadows die twice is coming soon, cant wait for it, im so hyped for it
ill probably continue watching happy sugar life tomorrow, while playing some games, on my night duty, i mean i wont be doing anything much on work, so i might aswell finish the anime, assuming i dont get bothered too much by my partner
that or, flirt on duty, ahahahaha... "sobs"
edit: still, friday ?, its like, wednesday in my place, where do you live o_o
oh and by the by, im from philippines, aka asia-ish country
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People from the Philippines are always the coolest! I'm in the U.S.A. And, when I said it was my Friday... most people like to have the weekend days off from work, and so Fridays are like, TGIF!! YAH! Thank Gawd It's Friiiidaaaaay because then their weekend starts. For me though, I always work the weekend. BUT, My day off was today... so I was just playing about it being my Friday yesterday Also I haven't done anything today cept watch some Fairy Tail. I actually ended up staying up late last night chatting on discord and I was singing karaoke with some other girls. I slept in late today, but that's okay. Now I am prolly going to go get some Thai food and then groceries. Then it's more Fairy Tail because I gotta finish up this story arc. I work all day tomorrow and then on Valentine's I am off before 2pm so that's cool I guess. Don't be all sad and such! Don't cryyyy!! *shoves tissues into your face* You'll meet someone one day, enjoy single life while you got it! Cuz once it's gone... it's like... way gone... and then you get chained to this crazy chick who is gonna yell at you any time you get her decorative bathroom towels dirty (or wet even) and you'll never get to stare at hot babes without being judged or feeling guilty. *sighs*
AND THENNN... My sis and I are going to drive out for my mom's wedding during the weekend. (Took vacation time.)
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so what is up my shizzle of the nizzle ?!
as for me, well, lets just say, today, i "had" plans on playing RE2 remake, or atleast finish claire's story, since i finished leon's last time in one go (only toke me 8 hours of my life xD) but...well, i kind of, came out of night duty today, and after night duty, went to dentist to remove some knitting they did on my teeth, and then went to my semester which ended at 3pm, (and in long short version, #sleepisfortheweak, #awakeforatleast24hours #nofilter #pureheadache
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lol whaaaaaaaa??? You not sleeeepin?! I love sleep- gotta have at least 6 hours. But I hate naps. HATE THEM. Cuz I end up super grouchy and my body feels like soggy mush all day after. Not weird riiiight?! I had to work today, and all weekend. Going back tomorrow, but at least I don't hate my job like some people. Night duty sounds rough O.O
Also, only 8 hours of your life? *shrugs* Pssshhh, no big deal realllyyyyyy. I have never played it. O.O *is scared of zombies...like really scared*
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it is night duty, i mean, im allowed to nap, but same as you, id rather stay awake than nap >__>
i cant nap in an environment thats not my bed, unless im awake for long hours, and didnt sleep early, that is to say, being awake at morning, then going to work for night duty, (and night duty is 16hours, thus being awake for 20+hours enables the settings for nap >.>)
ikr, 8 hours for a gamer ? psh, thats nothing, to bad i couldn't speed run it xD, but to be fair, im not a speed runner >.<
im the opposite too, i like horror games, couse i wanna scream to the top of my lungs like a little girl when a jump scare section happens
to bad i played most of the horror games there is now, i am a sad boi =(
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