XII360

they aint even wasting time with the show now, the start of the video, someone's already dead, jesus christ >.>

that end clearly got me to kek though, ran-ran clearly, went forever alone in that rehearsal, probably died too, out of screen <.>

meow~ 

wonder what shift i am today, if its inPx. ward, id be busy at early morning, but around 8-ish, i can relax and watch anime

...after i finish my gacha games, and burn out my AP and do the sidequests and etc

have yet to start on "happy sugar life" couse, well, yknow, last R3 InPx, i-i sort of, had to play FGO all night, to finish some events,

the AP burn (energy) was 10, and i had like 150, and battles dont take 10 seconds to finish, so i sorta, toke all day to finish it >_>

though today, AP burn is 40, so i just gotta farm 3x, and then im good to go.....

FOR ALCHEMIST CODE AND FEH !

though, both of those are mainly for daily log in now, and maybe dailies, maybe

depends on my mood really >.>

now for the long awaited, OBLIGATORY POST SONG~!~!~

should really, have more balls to post these kinds of stuff, been somewhat, having doubts on my post's again

i bet its cause of that "judas incident" >.>

i has trust issue's again lmao, that's hella funny, for some reason >.>

Night duty, and got nothing to do, 

Downloaded happy sugar life, so after gacha games, gonna watch it assuming.im not toxic

so today, helped a colleague out, and the thanks i get was being reported and told off that what i did was wrong ...

and i was starting to open up to everyone, guess those people are the same, tsk,

cant find good friends/trust people now a days, 

its a good thing im used to "judas", or else id be really sad or cry on the spot, yay for me being semi emotionless again

well w.e, if they want me to not help colleagues out couse "i make them look unprofessional infront of patients", then i just wont help them aslong as its not my duty, its not my problem, they can go f*ck themselves

got semi emotional there, but meh, who cares, 

obligatory song post i guess

oh and, ill probably finish the drawing tomorrow, f*ck studying, f*ck those f*ckers too smh

bonus points if i finish today couse f*ck sleep smfd

extracted over like, 25? people today on ER (emergency room), and boy, was that sh*t toxic as hell, was fun though, was giggling the whole time while i was placed in a spot, full of pressure (i.e, "CATCH" (term used to call ER personel to let blood drip for some test, before other staff add some, "swero" (in english, um..needle?) well, not sure what its called in english, but yea, "catch", "blood extraction of a Px", "HGT (blood glucose test), result releasing, and random questions they ask like "is the result released yet doc?"

kinda funny, but also bad, but also really really funny >.>

oh and, as for drawing, i am of, like, 60% done on it ?, should be able to finish it by 10/26/2018, if not, then i guess itll be done in 10/27/2018 ?

atleast, if i dont finish it by 27th, i clearly wont have time to finish it, and i cant have that, not when im 60% done >:o

ended up playing games almost all night, since im r3 tomorrow (night duty), i think ill go an draw a bit tonight for that contest, and i just had an idea on who to use

heres a hint: shes a yandere, has blue aqua hair, and shes best girl

now how do i do "HELLO"ween styled..hmm, time to scratch it~, gotta finish it by monday too couse i wont be free probably~

i am become literal death

but yea, been busy with OJT work, which i think i posted, but i also feel i didn't

that and pc monitor was busted so no way to use pc, and using a phone is..well, not the easiest, so i was sort of in a "away from internet" in a way, (also our quarters has no signal for data, wtf)

my bad for everyone, if anyone even missed me >.<

its a tradition~ OBLIGATORY SONG POSTTOOOO~!!

internship starts @ monday, and itll take 3 days of my life away from computer, being in hospital-area, its gonna most likey, be very toxic

send help, maybe chloride so i can bleach myself

i also bought my tools, mainly 4 boxes of gloves, and 2 box of mask, couse lets face it,

i can leave mask on for whole day, but gloves will be removed time to time and i wont be able to reuse them >.>

oh and bought an easier to use torniquet, now all i need is to actually learn how to find a hard-to-find-vein, and im all set

to bad im also stuck in the CC section, i-im not good at clinical chemistry x_x

gotta study, this is my last 6 months, gambatte, ryu-kun/xii-kun~!

Huh, was cleaning tables, couse im still backing up files on my.pc (which, holy crap is gonna take all night wont it ?)

And found these drawings, aside from notes, so ima post em >:o

looking back, and comparing it to my recent drawings (i.e, starting from the 3 original characters i drew[miyo, mia, eteline], -> demon lord drawing im doing) my drawings have clearly gotten better huh

atleast, proportions dont feel off anymore, so thats a plus sign that i improved, yaay meee "pachi pachi pachi"

incidentally, urge to re-draw last girl, "somewhat intensifies"

Huh, so my brothers monitor that im using broke, well crap

Only monitor.left is PS3 monitor, and its kinda bad for pc ?

Crap me, gonna rely on phone for now then

Probably gonna post that thread soon too, since im gonna, kinda of do a *clean format* of my pc, moment i get my new HDD

Tho', thats after im done transfering my 1tb of pornography games and backing them up

Especially save file of games, anyone know if steam has a backup save system ?, teach me how to back up my dying light save

so i wont lie, i was suppose to finish this 

today, but i...i got side tracked on an eroge, and now i have no will to finish it today

eh, theres always tomorrow, all i really need to do anyway is, to do shadows, and design the weapon

no idea what weapon design is so just doing random scratches

but hey, he looks pretty, dope, so thats a plus sign that i am of "improve" 

even though i haven't drawn as much lately >_>...

also, obligatory ProZD post 

everyday i stray further from god

i mean, almost there, but just a little more push, aside from usual, time constrain, mainly

so bs how, my day gets taken from me, when i coulda finished this drawing in a day >.>

and i wont really

draw at night time couse, muh game time

oh well, one small step, is one giant leap or something something quote

so lets see, woke up, derped, did some stuff that ill post on certain day, some editing (#stillgotit) and then went to school, forgetting to change back my profile avatar >.>

oh well, guess now im free to change it back to PEACCHETE~!

after i finish some other task, mainly one last requirement for internship, jebus

thinking for that, "something" is hard

i lowkey stared at my monitor for 5 minutes, thinking of what to write down, and have not thought up of a good way to say the stuff i wanna say

this is hard, this is impossibru-tier

but with great impossibru-tier difficutly, comes greater lootboxes rewards, THUS I MUST PREVAIL !

oh and, i guess ill post a, drawing of sort, of that demon lord character i was doing, tho' i didn't really finish it yet, couse well, school requirements, deadline, games, etc etc

not to mention events on fgo/alch code, etc etc

(and also im full of sh*t for making excuses lmao)

see tho', his hair is pink-red, thats clearly not laharl ^__^

welp, this is hard,i dont wanna feel like im copying laharl, when im using him as inspiration, but its hard >.>

refference im using by the by, (+ doujin otome eroge MC), i just have this wierd vibe of wanting to draw a demon lord >.>, and it feels like a must to have that, long sleeve thingie

hmmm, i need to think of something original, since this is an original character, somewhat inspired by some characters

hmm

hmmm

hmmmm~!

wonder how this will end out, hmmmmmmmmm

now then, to think up of that special stuff, before end of month, or before internship begins

ikuzo...~!

welp, done with my scratch, time to study for BB i suppose,

drawing went from,

to

 

got rough idea on how ill do it now so, thats a plus sign, just gotta remember, im drawing a male, not a female, i almost added boobies, couse im so used to drawing female characters >.>

incase anyone's wondering, why i aint drawing yet, or done any updates on stuff that im drawing

its couse im not even drawing atm lmao

playing ARK with my besto friendo, so go figure >.> 

so in the end, i passed all those exams

im really sugoi, really really sugoi 

>->

So in the end i didnt study one bit

Eh screw it, eta 30min before someone in school, mostlikely the prof, offs me

i think, i burned my will power off,

i have no motivation to study for tomorrows final exam, FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

well whatever, ill probably still get an overall passing grade tomorrow anyway,

and i probably wont 100% fail tomorrow anyway, just maybe get around 40-50% of total score, so good enough

so lets see, new schedule;

tomorrow, MT day, being wholeday, ill probably go there at around 10 though, for being late on purpose reasons

saturday exam day, not a fun day

sunday no class day

monday no class day

tuesday last exam day

other days nothing follows

sweet, i think im gonna start on a new project then: DRAW A DEMON LORD MC, AND A VANILLA CHARACTER FOR HIM!

oh and, make ren-san (one of my male, old drawing), into a female

...please dont ask where i got this motivation/idea's from, its a pretty messed up. and unless you play eroge's, i dont think you will like what you hear if you ask >.>

oh and, play some games with my BFF while i have no schedule~ (probably dying light, or ARK, gotta make good use of my 1 week break >:o)

so got asked to be a MR. Medtech on/representative of our class...

AHAHAHAHAhahaharoflmao

no

just

no 

i aint going to front stage, with a random girl, and doing wierd things in there, im not the right man for that job lmao

sure i might be able to compose myself and do it, if forced, but wtf talent am i even gonna do, im neutral on everything lmao, i cant do anything amazing >.>

at best id make myself a laughing stock infront, which, i will pass tyvm

but yea, feel like drawing, but also playing, but then theres also reading for exam on saturday ....

guess ill read a bit -> play dying light -> duraw, monsta cardo (either finish af-chibi-chan, or practice drawing heart pupils, i-i may be influenced due to recent doujins of kyutihime, and azur-lane heart pupils)

like what is up with those heart pupils >.>

oh yea, obligatory song post~

lez go babeyyyy im finally back to being active

i mean my exams still aint finished, i still have saturday and tuesday final exams, but i wont sweat it tooooo muchhhh~ my tuesday exam is pretty set on getting a passing grade, which is what im only after

for saturday, well, crossing my fingers, ill probably study hard af on it, but for today, and tomorrow, IM GOING TO REST BABYYYYY

ITS TIME TO DURAWWWWWWWW AHAHAHAHA

oh sh*t this is bad for me >.>