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and i finally finished black souls (a dark souls parody, thats R18! (contains ecchi scenes, and guro in some way, felt soft-gore to me though)
i came for the ecchi scenes, and i stayed and went home for the story, holy f*cking sh*t that was good >.>
like, i only got 2 endings so far (minus the other endings, being normal ending, and character-specific ending), endings i got was 3 and 4, but jesus, not gonna spoil it for anyone who will attempt to try it
but one thing i will say, you will be disgusted, but also intrigued
jeanne best girl by the by
also, while playing it, if you played <dark souls>, you will 1000% notice some stuff from dark souls in it, like places, items and such
also reminder: its a <DARK SOULS> parody, thats all im saying
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made the club i was planning on making
but its currently under maintenance, sorry for the inconvinience~!
ill try to finish everything today
assuming i dont get caught up in whole graduation stuff, and cleaning house couse my mami is coming homi
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almost done with sekiro, thats why i stopped drawing, couse god damn sh*t got intense
same for shinjuku on FGO, though i think today fate/CCC event is coming out, dunno yet, its on extended maint. and i dont mind at all couse, we get free extra quartz
(edit before posted: it seems fgo maint is finished, lets see what i get >.>)
also incase anyone wondered what it looked like when i stopped
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started drawing again, couse im dont with hospital, i finally have breather >.>
gonna do my stuff time to time, not finished on sekiro though, or fgo shinjuku, so yea
tomorrow i sekiro more, and fgo moare
also, characters thats somewhat inspiring me atm are, karin from epic 7, and wolf, from sekiro >.>....
karin a total qt i could lewd at
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gonna finish shinjuku story today on FGO, and then beat the living sh*t outa that ghost monk on sekiro, then i can proceed to draw and or finish my corvo mask project >.>...
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oookaaaayy, just a rant post,
be warned, its a long post!, iz really really long couse, seriously, screw my group...
atleast the other group, being GROUP 2 accepted me, and im not even part of their group,
meanwhile my group...even my partners..."dissapointment increases"
welp, my grand duty got ruined thanks to some f*ck face, trying to make me look bad again, even though i went through the f*cking trouble of using my own money for our grand, to make it the "best" grand, and final duty, f*ck face still went and got me pissed
basically, we got a weak junior in warding, and me, being helpful before just made her mad at me, so i chillaxed on helping anyone since then
our last day today, i wanted to go morning pick (which means we extract people's blood who have went fasting, or not eaten/drank water in the past 8-12hours), and teach her some few tips and tricks
she said "ok", and mind you, i told her this really early, like, sun is still up-early (and were night duty)
time by 10 hours, i got stuck with CBG/HGT test, thats about 30+ patients, even though we had 3 machines, juniors felt lazy, thus i toke it, and didn't go along with her on the morning pick i wanted to go with
no problems there so far, couse to be honest, im fine with that anyway, i mean, i wont be losing anything if she doesn't want to learn from her seniors
the problem starts AFTER our duty, like, end of duty
i told her, she needs to improve more, couse, well, seniors are gone now, theres only 14 of them left, and not many of them are good at extraction, but this f*ck face went and said, im being "rude", or "boasty" or whatever
nigga, when our seniors said sh*t to me, no one f*cking said anything, i was as bad as her before too, heck, i was worse than her before, but i improved, i got better, im one of the best now too couse of my own determination to "git gud"
it really hit me so hard when, even after all the shit i did, all the fucking shit i did for this group, buying them gifts, taking on their endorsements without second thought (endorsement, as in, they couldn't obtain blood from Px. due to "hard to extract"), buying everyone a keychain with their name and a "GROUP 3" keychain tag in it, and even trying to make our final day the bestest, by giving everyone that was about to leave, minus me, a gift, and even foods,
i used 3000php (58$!) just to make it the best, the f*cking best
and then i get hit with the
"STOP BULLYING MY PARTNER, SHES DOING HER BEST, YOUR HURTING HER FEELINGS"
well excuse me for not being fucking hurt by what the fuck you said, i fucking did everything, im even thinking of her well being, but then got said im being boasty and or rude
what sucks more is, even though they know im getting depressed, my partners didn't so much as to try and cheer me up, other guys of group 3 went and tried, but well, when im depressed, i get really numb, and i dont think well
i sit down and think, and once im alone i cry
and since i got better at extraction, i even dont mind doing self-extractions on my self, whats worse is, when i did it to myself this morning, i didnt feel the needles pain, guess thats what being numb means...
still really dissapointed my partners didn't cheer me up, oh well, im used to being alone anyway~..."sigh"
but yea, rant over, tldr: fuck group 3 smh
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