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  1. Hai, atashi study desu

    But less toxic study, more benign study

    Also tomorrow im going to meet up with sempapi to do some pre-records

    After which, on sunday were going to cosmania

    Gonna be my first time in a cosplay event

    Tips on subjects ?

    My best idea is to talk about eroges >______>


  2. well shiz

    didn't reach a passing score on the exam


    oh well, i had a gut feeling i was not gonna pass it anyway


    march it is


    to bad too, i wanted to announce shiz <_>

    it can wait i guess, besides, itll cost me allota cash to do said projects xD


    this way, i can earn my allowance >.>


    though..it feels bad that i wont announce anything even though i afk'ed hard...

    soo; might aswell announce SOMETHING 


    theres only two things really that can happen


    1,) im gonna

    "breaths in"

    C R O S S D R E S S




    read it right


    BITE ME <_>

    not mentioning who, couse idk either 


    2.) ...is im gonna confirm first, i mean, sempapi might not wanna go along with it, knowing im a peasant who couldn't even pass board exam in one-take 


    better to know early than not, expectations are pretty low for me xD


    though; i did gain some weight during my studies ...

    i need to exercise, mainly jog again

    maybe, ill start tomorrow, shock from exam is pretty big, but hey

    nothing like hiding your pain with a smile wont stop anything xD


    after all, "what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger"


    obligatory songggggggggg


    1. Illusion of Terra

      Illusion of Terra

      man, darn it. get them next time then!

    2. Wedgy


      You'll be better equipped next time. Give yourself some time to rest and recuperate, and study hard. 



  4. hAhAAA!

    im back >:3

    but well, waiting for exam results, hoping i made it to top 75% passing rate ( which isnt a top, but i just want to pass and not do this sh*t again man, dont make me go through with it again, not again :<)


    im also announcing something, IF i pass the boards, theres no point if i DONT pass it >.>

    1. Illusion of Terra

      Illusion of Terra

      best part about exams is having written them (and passed). When do you think the results will be up? Definitely enjoy the not-having-to-study-13-hours-a-day-time now :) 

    2. XII360


      @Illusion of Terra results should be up by wednesday (up to friday)

      at max is 5 days, but its usually 2-3days

      gimme that RMT title so i can work and earn money for myself and do my projects >:o

    3. Wedgy


      The anticipation must be pretty awful but, at least you have this time to try and relax. I recommend treating yourself for all the effort you've put forth. I hope you get the results you want! 💚

  5. giphy.gif


    boards in 2 days (technically, 4 days of suffering, two days before last day, and then 2 days of actually doing the board-examinations)

    i got this, i studied hard, lez ikuzo this~!!


    that license is as good as mine, and then my dreams will be next >:o


    and if i pass, first thing i do, is start my surprise announcement(s) <_>


    even other mods don't know what my surprise announcement will be xD


    glad they managed without me too >.>

    (couse i sure could not moderate, play games, or even listen to songs, unless i toke a "bathroom" break/bathe break)


    i would post an obligatory song, but i must requiescat de pache in my bed, for tomorrow, i tackle BB and some clinical chem (probably few CM/bacte too)

    1. Seshi


      Good luck!!! I know you’ll do your best, and give it your all. 

    2. Wedgy


      Best of luck! Show those board exams what you're made of! 

  6. 09/1/19

    Just 20 (19) days left before my death sentence day


    Looking back ive improved allot, but i still cant get a 75 line of score

    Well, whats important is im doing my bestest, im an average at everything i do, just getting a 60 (and hoping a 50 is = 75% calculation) is how they compoote shiet




    But ya, few days of studying and staying up till 3am to go

    Like, 2 weeks left? Couse i need my bioclock to return back to normal before 21 >_>


    Also, #meandtheboisonMTday


    I cosplayed on that day, and for some reason, got thrown to become a spokesperson


    It was a f*cked up day >__>

    (Im the one who has gloves on xD)

    Also if i pass this boards, im forcing my sempapi to pat my head >:o

    (Its messed up, but thinking ill get a headpat by best girl gives me motivation xD)


    1. Illusion of Terra

      Illusion of Terra

      same day as/close to storming area 51? Coincidence? I think not 😂 

      Seriously though, studying for such a huge test sucks, but at least you're almost done with it :) Maybe that helps 😂

    2. XII360


      @Illusion of Terra i cant wait, after my boards, to open my phone, check the news, and see they managed to retrieve catgirls that are imprisoned on area 51





  7. #update

    Idk what to say

    A picture can say more shiz than words xD1565549456583553651746.jpg


    Its 3am though..sooo oyasumi xD

    Tomorrow i finish this, do a self exam, and then backtrack a bit on bacteriology (couse god damn js bacte hard ...)



    (Also sticky note stuff is just a joke, dont take sticky note seriously <_>)


    edit: though in a way...i guess help is somewhat accurate ?

    i do get depression bs when i study hard, and not interact with anyone

    i get filled with "despair" that im not good enough, and ill fail and shiz >.>

  8. obligatory song post~

    incidentally, gonna finish bacte (not including mycology and and the other viruses) tonight

    already drank 5 coffee's, and got a...

    what was it called..ah crap, um


    got a red bull in fridge ready for when i grow tired, used up 80php, so it better wake me up, and shiz xD


    i doubt it will, but eh, placebo effect and shiz could happened xD

    its a pretty fap op tho' tbh


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    2. Seshi


      Lol! You know it’s not really good to study with jitters. You concentrate better when you’re calm (supposedly)... wouldn’t you think that having the jitters would be distracting? It’s not like your brain will work faster. It’s not a smart pill 🤣 

    3. XII360


      @Seshi i knowwwww

      but i wanted to "experience" the so called "jitters" >_<

      that and depression was catching up on me like a succubus after her lunch

      im wierd ;3


    4. Seshi


      Maybe you can’t get caffeine jitters 😮 XIIs super power. Caffeine immunity! 😜

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  9. so, i was studying bacteriology, and memorized some of the test reactions

    after a while, (like an hour ago) talked a bit to my sempai


    and, told her im getting good at microbiology, and then she told me a question, going "--/++"


    my dumbass never saw anything like that, so i told her, to give me options, so she gave me 3 options, which i gave descriptions of each (e.coli and kleb, s. aureus aint tested)


    managed to answer it right, but she told me it doesnt mean just "MRVP (methyl red- voges proskeur? (idk spelling of VP)


    but anyway, she told me, those four dashes meant for INDOLE-MR-VP-CITRATE


    and i was like, MY MIND IS BLOWN


    i know of IMViC, but i never "understood" it, i sure as hell do now


    sempai is bae/waifu material for sure <3

    she sure as hell is helping me a huge lot >__> 

    {images of my notes made for each positive/negative reactions)



    1. Seshi


      Gotta admire that smart woman 

    2. XII360


      @Seshi she's finished in board exam/licensure exam, and already working xD

      aside from being smart af, she's talented af in drawing, and easily sociable couse of how we can we can relate on things (e.g drawing, meme's, and youtube stuff >.>)

  10. Rare puto of me preparing to sell myself after failing licensure exam


    (Was to lazy to put on twintail wig >_<)


    (Also, im just joking about selling myself <_>, but i may do something messed up in near future after board exam xD)


    (Already got my sempai involved in it, so i fear im in it too deep to get outs)

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    2. XII360


      @Illusion of Terra i actually already have knowledge on how to check if i have STD or not >__< (its just dropping a serum in a test kit after all xD, anyone can do it ;o)

      and yea, not to mention, board exam is like, 6-7 topics (Immuno-sero, blood banking, hematology, clinical chemistry, Analysis of urine and bodily fluids, histopathology, Medtech laws, microbiology and parasitology), being two days (3 subjects each, i think first day is IMSBB, microbiology/parasitolgy and CC, 

      day two is hematology, AUBF, and histopath/mtlaws)


      and man, do i suck at hema/bacte so far, the rest are ok-ok, not hard, but not easy either, i can manage by choice-removal, hema/bacteriology though...ahh i even bought a book to better understand them, i thought i was a pro at hematology, i did not think i would suck at it jesus christ


      and im doing fine on CC, which is the subject i thought i sucked, wtf >_>


      @Beocat ill take that to heart, especially since i heard, the choices in board exams are very hard, and will make examinee confused x_x


      @Seshi i know what you mean, im actually a proscratinator, that's why i didnt get any awards during my school days (couse i didn't bother doing anything, and i played more than study xD, if i studied for real, i bet you i would get awards and be smarter and shiz >.>, but i dont regret it, having fun in kiddy-days is the best~)


      sure hope i pass, if i pass and get that license, im gonna do something really wild, like, life-changing-wild >.>

      (which mainly includes my dreams when i was a child xD, thus one step closer to my dream)

      ill probably do something wierd for AF too xDD (after consulting with other guys that is xD)


      but for now, i must fighto~! lets go go go~! i got 50 days or so, ryu, IKIMAS~!!

    3. Wedgy


      You're an immensely hard working and diligent student @XII360 and even I have witnessed you are clearly very passionate about what you're doing. Keep up that attitude, bring your fullest arsenal to those exams, and give it everything you have. It won't stand a chance. Don't forget to celebrate and reward yourself, too. 😊

    4. XII360


      @Wedgy, sure hope so, the reason i study very early is couse im not confident in my memory (its not bad...just, not the best when absorbing notes-knowledge, especially if i cant find a logic in the sentence x_x)


      Already have a reward planned out if i pass the licensure exam xD

      But i wont spoil it, its gonna be only when and after i pass the exam -- which is september !

      Grabbing that RMT in my name 😆

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  11. anyone else heard about what happened to kyo-ni ? (kyoto animations)

    its all over facebook, (or atleast my sempai is posting it, thus i heard about it)

    and it makes me really mad that a man killed so many people, ruined so many great artist's lives, and did a lowblow on the anime industry, just for a "they stole my artwork idea" (which was claimed to be false?)


    like dude, seriously, the fuck did you smoke to go up to a building and kill fucking innocent people ?

    usually id say, give me some of that sh*t, but, hell no, i say no to drugs, especially if its that bad

    1. XII360


      @Seshi already went and wrote them a letter (2 days ago-ish)

      as for money...i did want to support and send, but

      well, my bank account is telling me no (its literally 100php'ish atm <_>)

      (which is roughly around 2$ or 3$, and my allowance has yet to come ;s)

    2. Seshi


      Same.. I feel you on the money end lol

    3. Seshi


      I'm sure everyone loved your letter <3


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  12. Dont worry guys

    Punks not dead

    I mean im not dead yet <_>


    Just really focusing on board exams more, couse itll change my life drastically if i pass

    If i fail...well shet, my life wont change, i need to pass to make my life move on >_>


    So ya, without spoiling shiz, have a picture of what im studying <_>


    (Yes, i study while in bed, bite me >_>)


    1. Illusion of Terra

      Illusion of Terra

      just looking at it gives me flashbacks. biggest hurdle is the amount of it, but if you portion it over enough time it is manageable. pass that test! 😂

    2. Wedgy


      I envy your ability to take on such a mentally taxing task in the comfort of your bed. I lie in bed and my brain shuts down and wants to just sleep.

    3. XII360


      @Wedgy, idk how, but i can study better laid down in bed, rather than sitting in my chair

      being in relaxed state is what gets me going

      though...it will also depend on my light source, if lighting is bad/my shadow is really bad (e.g its getting in my notes), studying in bed is hard ;s

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    kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, sempai drew my OC character (mia) the yandere one xDDD

    aka her,



    felt it best to post her artwork <3

    (generally she's my senpai in internship days, and she helped me allot and teached me the ropes, i also respect her couse she's a great artist >.>)


    also, just so everyone know's, she's...generally one of those people like me, who are hella wierd >.>


    like, not your typical everyday person ?, she's fun to be around with tho', and shes a huge anime fan xD

    also yaoi fan/bl fan, holyshet


    still, respect for sempaiii, i am honored she drew my favorite daughterfu <3


    1. XII360


      shes a....unique one, that's for sure,

      high respect though', that's why i call her sempai xD

      idk why she calls me papi though, im even gonna trust dignity to her xD

      which i wont spoil now, wait 2 more months, couse im gonna post it, one things for sure, it'll ruin everyone's image of me xD

    2. Seshi


      What img? the lady chaser? XD

      But WOW yea she did a really good job on your OC

    3. XII360


      @Seshi i-it could ruin that image of me, heck, itll ruin everything about it >__>

      im surprised she even agreed (not really, i expected her to agree, knowing how she likes those stuff, and has experience >_<, truely a sempai i can rely onto)


      ikr, she's amazing, a great artist, fun to be around with, and easy to talk to, even though we only knew each other for like, 4-5 days on internship xD


      strangely enough, i dont think ill grow any feelings for her, even though she's hawt, probably couse of how different she is to majority of girls out there >.>

      she will always be mai sempai <3

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  14. 12312312312313sda.thumb.png.632a2bcbddab65f7f4dc04ace6d9826f.pngaccurate meme i made of me, and what everyone around me probably things im doing majority of my time >.>


    obligatory song post~


  15. 231231231231231213.thumb.jpg.60cfc0f68dbcdf1f376c8979b6e3ec09.jpgjust gonna leave this here


    now idk wtf to do ...


    1. XII360




      though i guess ill just sleep this depression off, soo

      naito~, tomorrow i gotta get back to normal and study hard

      if i can ugh, sozzz


  16. boom


    gonna go draw couse im a numb person who didn't feel the rejection at all

    i expected it a mile away, but, meh, drawing and song is my anti-depressant (even tho' im not rly depressed)

    or i could be just telling myself im not depressed, to not feel it ?! who can knowww xD

    1. Seshi


      Sorry you were rejected- that hurts. *hugs* you’ll find someone that’s meant for you, just keep on pursuing your interests and acknowledging that you have those feelings when they come up. No regrets right?

    2. Wedgy


      Ah pal just get some sleep and take care of yourself. It happens to the best of us, so there's no reason to let it beat you up. Instead be proud of yourself for taking that leap and use it to keep looking forward.

    3. XII360


      @Seshisome regrets being its gonna be wierd to be around her -- or help them,

      + partners know i like ger so they may tease her

      If that happens idk what to say soz

      @Wedgy mhm, slept after drawing, didnt feel all that better but i did get past it

      On the wierd side...i get to keep my money, couse i dont have to go on dates or buy gifts and stuff

      So bright side of it all is...i can be rich ?

      And being rich means i can buy myself things i dont need or want, thus leading to happiness


      Im even thinking of thinking to cross dressing after losing more weight, just couse (im currently 70kg, so if i lose 20 more, and have someone experienced make me up, it should maybe work ?)


      Its messed up, but god damn is it funny enough to make me forget about love <_>

      pretty gay tho' rofl


      Give take, she friend/brother zoned me, but that doesnt mean i cant out of that zone, gonna be hard but if i act flirtous, theres always that one tiny chance she will say yes >_>

      So all hope aint lost tbh

      Unless she likes someone else and gets a boyfriend, i dont wanna mess with a girl who has a boyfriend


  17. WARNING; sh*tton of words ahead, and maybe possible bad english? couse i mean, i just wrote stuff based on what happened, i dont wanna proof read this either >.>

    just check TLDR if you dont wanna read it all xD


    so i couldn't confess to her with words, mainly couse it was a night duty, and she was window, and i was somehow invited to help ER couse they lack man power there, (but so did INPX), so i told the leader "sure, until other guys arrive ill help out here"

    so around first 4 hours of duty, i ended up being in ER, being slightly toxic, after that, the "late ins" interns arrived, only problem was, thats when the real toxic arrived, (e.g patient after patient)

    and then doctors kept following up something, the staff got a bit mad at the intern's, so i semi sped myself up on duty, she got mad couse all the interns in ER was mass warding, while she was left alone in the ER lab 

    when i heard that, i stayed in ER longer and decided to do most of the things fastly (e.g update PC log sheet, charged new patient tests, etc)

    basically i toke window role, which is my most hated role in internship...

    but i had the fastest writing speed, so i could update it 10x faster than anyone (only problem being, its so hard to f*cking read their hand writings >.>)


    so fast forward to 3am, toxicity finally subsided, and i was able to ditch to go to where i really wanted to -- INPX where waifu at <3


    only to be slapped by morning pick stuff, and so many people in there that i cant get a moment of her time (+/- she was toxic, so i didn't wanna disturb her for my stooped reasons)


    in the end, i went morning pick with a junior who wasn't confident in extraction, was slow af and stuff, and

    basically, everything about me when i was just starting out >.>

    though i told her ill do the rest, after teaching her proper collection on ARD bottles (couse ill collect morning pick faster if im going at it alone)

    give take i needed to hurry too, couse it was 5am, and i had like 6 extractions, and 12? HGT/CBG (glucose test)

    ended up finishing them all by 6:30am, and gave her the samples to less toxify her


    after which it was benign-ish for me, like regular, checking trashbins for sharps and pranking new interns that im a "staff" or "a girl" (couse i brought a wig that day, to fool INPX window, and act like a patient -- she saw right through me though, and told me that "the exit is that way" 

    i was like

    the f*ck ?! how did you know ?

    "gut feeling" - qt junior 2019


    so yea, in the end, i couldn't confess to her by words; butttttt

    i ordered everyone gifts, hers having a special extra one, and i wrote everyone letters (including hers)

    outside, i wrote "dont open it with people around"

    inside, i wrote i liked her, and the other was me going asdjfhsdfhsajfh couse i was cringing >.>


    so yea, other's saw, and was like "yieeeeeee" and others were "how does she get two ?" (couse i only gave one to everyone)

    and i was just like "yknow "winkwink""

    she incidentally smiled which made my day even though i was 24hours + awake now (couse i went from review center, then home, then straight to night duty >.>)


    so yea, TLDR;

    1.) confessed to qt by letter/gift, but she has yet to log in since, so idk her answer yet, im expecting to get rejected though if its taken this long, (which could hint she's avoiding me? and probably doesn't wanna make me sad?)


    2.) couldn't get to study yesterday, due to over fatigue, lack of sleep, body ache from over working, etc


    3.) i ended up going all night duty, when my initial goal was to just give her gift, and ditch home by 10pm


    "thats about it; ryu is out, gun go kms after this incident ._."

    1. Seshi


      From what you said the interaction seemed to go well. Not embarrassing at all, because you played it off cool. And she laughed. So... that’s usually a flirty thing, and a good sign. 

      Anyway, if things don’t work out, you at least tried. You didn’t waste away your time wondering if she liked you, and never giving it a shot, because you did. Good for you 😊

  18. im over-studying/over working my self

    jesus christ x_x

    and its not helping that im being bugged about wanting to ask qt out ...

    ughhhh why must i fall inlove at such a crucial time ?!?!


    just reject me when i ask you out, so i can focus more after being sad for a few days >___<


    or accept my proposal, that would make me really happy too

    1. LonelyPoet


      Watch 90s shows that makes me feel better. 


  19. been so busy with studying that i barely play games -- even mobile gacha games (which we all know, or atleast old users know that i abuse allot >.>)


    also, gonna confess to some girl (that's my junior in hospital) next, idk when, and by confess, i mean, ask for her number : D

    she might get the hint xD, at worst, ill be rejected, which is what im expecting, at best she will accept, and then, idk wtf to do beyond that point lmao


    im only planning on the failure path, couse i know i might fail (though, i feel i have like, 50% chance this time ?, compared to my last love that is)


    well anyway, only time will tell~ couse i mean, for now, i prioritize studying on review center for my board exams > helping juniors out > sleeping in house > playing games


    oh and, ill ss the thing i ordered for that group next time (next time is when the order arrives), wasted 1.8k php for it, but i feel its worth it, since we get a sort of "group bond" (even though im finished in internship, and technically aint part of hospital/group anymore xD)

    they still count me in though, so thats a plus sign 

    i just feel sorry for them, since they lack man power, that's why i help out when i notice them having low man power -- and im doing nothing, like tomorrow


    they gonna be so toxic tomorrow, and i would help...but...

    review center sched tomorrow happens, so shiz happens bruh



    TLDR: 1.) ima confess to some qt in near future

               2.) gun give my juniors a keychain gift 

                3.) review center is sh*t couse i cant play games as much as i used too -- much less use the PC as often q-q

    1. Seshi


      Good luck! I really hope you get to go on a date with your hot junior 😜

    2. Wedgy


      Best of luck to all of the above!

  20. i just realized its 1:30am and im still studying


    gotta study uptil BB page, i gotta not waste time couse my scheds booked

    heck on sunday im gonna flirt with that one intern help in hospital couse they will 10000% be lacking manpower


    theres only like, 7? of them, so every man power is gun help them

    but first, ill finish my own problems, which is studying sh*t infront of me >:o

    its also 10 pages before BB page

    lets go ryu~ fighto~

    1. LonelyPoet


      Studying is like eating dry bread

  21. gonna wake up early tomorrow for review center stuff, got a long bicycle path to go, gotta learn how long itll take me to arrive, ill record the miles xD


    meantime naito, my brain is, to be honest dead atm, so my english may also be dead af x.x

  22. going to hospital today later, to give a gift to my old partners, since today is their grand duty in the hospital (which means their last day)


    also gonna crash and talk to one artist, she wanted to see that gaomon s260? thingie, i invited her over to the grand just for that xD


    maybe ill even stalk teach that one qt junior ^_^


    also started watching danplan youtuber vid's

    his vids are actually...funny af >_>

    probably gonna subscribe xD


  23. yatta, i got luluca from e7, iz a new waifu <3


    and it only toke me


    9000 gems and 200 bookmarks to get her


    its totally worth it, aslong as they dont do a collaboration soon


    i need to get to challenger asap to get 600 gems per week >_>



  24. i did a thing mom 


    that thing wasn't studying, but its'a thing >.<

  25. >when you have a dope ass idea for a game, but have to take priority to studying for an upcoming exam, being 4 months away


    my life is pure suffering q-q

    oh well, i got nothing to say, so ima just post this song~

    (or atleast, music list xDD)


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