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doki doki waku waku suru desu

now that im done studying (until i see results say i pass, which is like 80% chance)

i have a sh*****t ton of things to do

1.) CCTV project that my scamming cousin left us

2.)dream game project

3.) drawing

4.) playing SEQUEL games (eroge)

5.) reading fate/go story 

6.) reading arks story aswell

7.) catching up on Genshin Impact (couse i stopped)

8.) WATCHING MY GOD DAMN ANIME RECOMS AND READING THE MANGAS I KEEP PILING UP

wow, im really busy, how am i gonna do all these, along with if im a board passer, work soon.pneg

...should try to hold off on work maybe until i finish shiz?

nah, time is money or something, need to cash

...and game project requires some helping hand, that i cant pay unless i get a job

ill just have to make do with my time properly i guess and sacrificing sleep, ALLOT

imagine, if i failed, i would have to delay everything again, until march atleast

man, that would suck balls, couse i cant stay up all night

...well i wont worry about it, im confident in my answers

atleast, that's all i can say to myself, look forward, and not backwards!

Done with board exam, now walking home

...its a 3  hour walk >.>

No

f*cking

way

reddit

im done studying

tomorrows the big day, time to #claimit and get my license

FGO has miyu banner up, but i decided to roll on 28th, rather than today, it wont change, as i have mass rolling power saved up for servants i like >.>

unless miyu says no, and forces me to roll 1k+ SQ cost, I WILL MURDERMYSELFASDAJKSIDJADS)

but yea,

lets do this

my mind: POMF POMF KIMOCH- 

oh sh*t wrong lyrics >.>

 this is so what kept playing on my head

#rant warning

Drew tenshi couse i felt sad today (also its her 1st anniversary, and i hope i can help, even if a little, in lifting her spirit up)

Felt some sadness, not couse of approaching board exam, im not scared of it but couse of real life events, and how recent people i know are money driven

Wont go too much into it, but man

Does it feel f*cking bad

Thats life, i guess ~.~

Just feels really bad when i trust my classmate/one colleague, more than my god damn cousin smh

Eitherway, wont let it get into me, i got boards in 5 days and i need to be spit and spiffy at that day >.> (w.e the hekk that means >.<)

Anyway thats about it

Nait everyone

BOI WHAT
i feel bad for uto, this case seemed to be fixed, its no wonder she went silent, didn't notice as much since im more focused on studying currently at morning, rather than being on the PC 

..still, this does feel bad, knowing she's on a break due to trolls

my mood went from wanting to draw slime girl pawrn, to drawing a fanart of uto, on getting better soon, and hoping to see her streams again

i also didn't know that she wasn't part of hololive, i thought she was at first, since she's sisters with amelia

this does, what you say, feelsbadman

board exams: near

my brain at night: draw some slimegirl pawrn

brain, the f*ck, get it together

idk how to even draw peepees >.>

wanna know the balls part of night time?

i have nothing to do, i cant study at night, mainly couse i dont wanna study at night, and there is no need

andddd

i also dont wanna play games

or draw shiz

i only watch some clippers clip videos of hololive moments

im so

bored

also

boards

@

6days

LETS
GU

RA

W

12 days to go

LETS GO

i got gura's back

..wait no, it's suppose to be other way around

i also fell down a rabbit hole, send help, i probably cant escape and its probably too late

uto4lyfe

amelia4fungroundpound

gura4badmaths

ina4best

happy new year~!

it is currently January 31st, of 1:53pm (couse i just woke up ~.~)

and last night, i awaited for W banner to come up (literally everyone had been waiting for her banner to come up, mainly for Weedy, and W, elysium is good too)

and so, last night, i rolled, while take a sh*t, couse bathroom is a holy place-- that of which brings good luck while rolling (man, google it, it really happens >.>)

and so...my results are...

I GOT

3x WEEDY

4x W AND

FULL POTENTIAL ELYSIUM

its really f*cking disgusting to some people >.> 

but to be fair, i started with 222k Orundum (roll power) 6, 10xHH (headhunting), and 21, 1xHH

originally though, i got 2 weedy, and 1 W (in 70x rolls)

but then i realized we had pity rate that DOES NOT TRANSFER TO NEXT LIMITED BANNER

so....i went f*ck it, ROLLED TILL I GOT 300 TO PICK A UNIT ON PITY

which resulted in above > : D

bonus units i wanted and got on this banner

so happy that i got cutter, SHES LITERALLY SAKUYA FROM TOUHOU AND I WANTED HER

but i also didn't want to roll on past banner just to get her, so i delayed the inevitable, WELCOME HOME SAKUYA

there's also Podenco, i will pat Podenco till end of time (and max her along with other units i have maxed)

myrtle...is a DP copy machine, but, i got Elysium now, and his max potential...not sure if i can use myrtle >.>

would also pat her head though, and bully her for using a flag, while elysium doesnt

bagpipe, for waifu reasons, just came home, i also skipped her banner >.>

and greythroat, because she's also op-ingly fun

look at all those extra elysium i got tho' >.>

blessed gacha rolls, the best thing that could happen at the start of the year for me!

now lets keep it rolling, and get me a license by 21st of january >: D

well...25th or 27th >.>

tuyu: releases new song

me: and i felt that song personally

highkey, song is mood af >.>

x-mas is upon us!

are you ready to jingle the bells

smingle the cells

all the way?

feeling a lil under the weather

i guess its depression or something, idk mang

lethargic af tho =/

just feel like listening to music more than doing anything ~.~

lost net for three days but got it back just now (like 30minutes ago)

whatdidimiss.exe

...hopefully nothing fun ?!

doot doot

today is break day!

fug studies! i am a free independent male!

...im probably gonna read something in afternoon for an hour, but fug studies!

Weeee +.+

me: DEFAULT THEME IS SO MEH

also me who has been a user and a mod in ths forums for forever: does not know that you 

can switch the theme and pick the best theme in this very spot

i would also like to note that

I HAVE BEEN DOING RL STUFF MORE THAN USUAL SO YKNOW

also, supposedly, the websites update is gonna be friendly on phone-users

...i have yet to confirm this, as i am, once again, devoured in studying/cleaning up typhoon mess 

but its hella visually appealing, the theme i use >.>

WARNING, /RAPID RANT AHEAD

proceed at risk, for i be write sentences in a bee way

had a typhoon, lost electricity, water reached inside house

after typhoon, water level be going down, also family cleaning task be also up, so we clean 

cousins was staying over, cousins be barely help clean house, cousins be watching more and worrying about their "cabinet" that they asked dad to buy

male cousin, same age as me, be scream at my dad, i get pissed but let it slide

day 1 (yesterday) end

day 2 (today); start

me and papi be clean house starting 5:30am

we be clean 50% after whole day

male cousin be majority of time watch us, barely helping us carry sh*t down, 

he did help, but like, 1/5 times he would help carry something, otherwise just watch

be night time, be get electricity at last, be fixing our room, also fix our computers (my and my brothers)

while fixing my brothers pc, be hear some scream from male cousin

be let it slide, for 5 minutes atleast

after 5 minutes

"be chotto matekudawait oni-brother"

be leave room

be SHOUT AT THAT DIPSH*T WHO IS SCREAMING AT MY DAD 

he gets up

he tells me i dont know who im messing with

im like i know, A F*CKING TINY D*CK DIPSH*T WHO SCREAMS AT OTHER PEOPLES FATHERS

be physical a bit, mainly grabbing his neck

be wanting to carry him and throw him on the floor, but...

body weak, no more strenght to do anything

be stopped by dad and big bro

be tell us to stfu even though were both screaming at each other

im the first one to stfu, letting him rant, time to time saying sh*t to him, but majority of time stfuing couse feel bad for dad

he be leave

wanna know the f*cked up part ?

the reason he was shouting at my father was, couse cousins called their parents

and the so called "cousins" told their parents they "helped" clean the house

in which dad said, "help? what help? the majority of work was my sons gf, she cleaned majority of the dirt, followed by "yours truely"

"dad: you only carried like, one box, and then went off doing nothing"

and then that f*cktwad got mad, and screamed at my father, heh

also, while we were shouting at each other, he said "i watched too much of my CARTOONS"

b*tch, you watch too much bike sports, you aint a BMX god, even i can f*cking do "tricks" on BMX

do i wanna? no

im too busy with f*cking life, studying, doing my project, and also arts, and what do you do? F*CKING LEECH AT OTHER PEOPLE?! DECIEVE YOUR OWN UNCLE?!?!?

smh

/rant over

"i am currently semi dead (inactive) for 3 months"

cant wait to finish my responsibilities ~.~

When you find out board exam is coming soon

Fugmiupsempaiinmybuttockaandthencallmeaqtpie

finished watching jojo

part 3 was the best, FITE MI

(/rant warning)you may all be wonder

"where is page 11?"

(probably not)

well to answer that question...

I QUIT

yea that's right

i fukken quit, why? couse i fuc*ing quit

i been supressing this sadness for too long, and i now, quit making the comic!

not like i had anyone looking forward to the comic anyway, felt like i was wasting my time over nothing ~.~

and with that said and done, i am going back to what my passion is -- making my god damn game >; o

main objective was to just gitgud on arts, now that im good at arts, i can go ahead and make the game !

im gonna review my script again, i know how story goes, i already have some written, but i wanna go over it and add/remove some stuff

after which, i will go forward onto mapping, with a side of creating the characters

ah - but i will also start studying -- after jojo (which i will finish today). so pretty much this is how my days will go from now on

wake up (around 7-9pm); do gacha dailies, study till 5pm, 

jog - 5 to 6pm

script - from 6 to 11pm