XII360

and im done~

so here's my review on the VN

THE START WAS HELLA GOOD
AND GOT ME HELLA INVESTED

and i was, hella dead set on going for Anna's route, (becouse, anna is bae)

the only thing that rubbed me off is.... and SPOILER FOR THOSE THAT HAVEN'T READ IT YET (atleast endings, maybe few things on black souls i mentioned...?)

the endings, SPOILER!

but yea, totally recommend this VN, uptop @RuthisianCodex, it was a roller coaster at start, just the ending...>.>....

Also, for anyone who wants to try it,  

https://andy-church.itch.io/kill-or-love 

link in description, dont forget to smash that like button to get further VN review updates!

...Hows my YooTooBah Act ? 

also, forgot to mention, #nosleepyet

need to catch up on so many things

ESPECIALLY FINDING OUT WHO

heads up, by reading this fangirling moment i will be having, you agree that you are 18+, and are not <18, or that of legal age in your country

with that legal stuff outa the way;

(dont worry, this link is safe for viewing, no lewd scenes or anything, link to translation website by the by)

https://witheredgryphon.github.io/#

TRANSLATION FOR BLACK SOULS II IS FINISHED
MY TRAIN TO FEELS IS READY

ITS ALSO AN EROGE, so yea, its gonna contain lewd scenes not ready for younglings

but, hear me out, i came for the lewds, i stayed for the plot, the god damn story in the first game is just...

perfecto >.>

not gonna lie;

its also the game that influenced me to try and make my game

also, if im not wrong, one maid succubus returns in BS2, and i find this fun

heads up, by reading this fangirling moment i will be having, you agree that you are 18+, and are not <18, or that of legal age in your country

with that legal stuff outa the way;

(dont worry, this link is safe for viewing, no lewd scenes or anything, link to translation website by the by)

https://witheredgryphon.github.io/#

TRANSLATION FOR BLACK SOULS II IS FINISHED
MY TRAIN TO FEELS IS READY

ITS ALSO AN EROGE, so yea, its gonna contain lewd scenes not ready for younglings

but, hear me out, i came for the lewds, i stayed for the plot, the god damn story in the first game is just...

perfecto >.>

not gonna lie;

its also the game that influenced me to try and make my game

also, if im not wrong, one maid succubus returns in BS2, and i find this fun

"I love to draw OC, but I am so bored during this quarantine so do you guys have any suggestions of what I am going to draw? ;)"

attack of the 10 point guest-kun

anyone else ?

wanna be sure if anyone else is getting spammed by a guest,

still reporting to higher ups about this, had 64 notifs >.>

attack of the 10 point guest-kun

anyone else ?

wanna be sure if anyone else is getting spammed by a guest,

still reporting to higher ups about this, had 64 notifs >.>

so fair warning, this is a fanboy/girl moment

AHHHHHHH I GOT ML ANGELICAAAA

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

*breaths*

...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I CANT BELIEVE SHE ACTUALLY CAME HOME, I ONLY DID ONE ROLL AND SHE ACTUALLY DID COME HOME, AND I WASNT EVEN THINKING WHEN I PRESSED IT AND
SADKOASDASD "girly screams"

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

also, before ML angelica/sinful angelica, S. tenebria came home, but i wasnt really aiming for her, but its still nice she went home, but i really wanted ML angelica more than ML teneb, couse, i mean

my team set needed ML angelica more than S teneb,

so yea, i still invested on S. teneb, BUT NOW I GUESS I DONT NEED TOO ?! (still will to respect mai waifu >.>)

this day cant get any better can it ?

just an fyi, will be inactive for a couple of days. as usual don't go setting the forum on fire  

i read that covid-19 seems to come back after you've thought youve gotten better and was like gee glad that wasnt me! but psychei think i might be sick again

im really not feelin great my bros. really not doin peachy keen

ughh its cool thouhg im cool its cool

Oof, they allowed some shops to open from today onwards, intending to gradually lift the quarantine and now people are storming DIY markets and building centres.

At least we got this gem. (Turn on the music :D)

atashi no done with comic~

i-i was gonna redraw yukari, but

i totally didn't get...lazy >.>...

first comic i ever did, since i started my lame artist hubbie~  

though, tomorrow, i plan on writing a script on the game i wanna make

should focus on that before characters, but i already have some characters, and i drew what they look like, like chest-chan (i posted what they look like here xD)

as for the story, i just had an idea while taking a poop in the booptroom (bathroom)

sooo, yea

DOZO~

also, hope everyone's doing well in the recent events of NCOV-19

i sure am, i would do my part in helping, but im unlicensed, and i fear if i go outside, i wont be coming home anytime soon (which i dont mind tbh)

problem is, SOMEONE decided to sell my FACEMASKS

so yea, going outside naked feels bad (being maskless, is pretty much like going outside naked, especially since we dunno' if someone sneezed in an area and stuff)

but yea, my best part is, just staying home, studying, playing, and rooting for the front-liners safety

so doing the "favorite operator" drawing thing that's somewhat famous in reddit /ark/ place

saw it months ago, but didn't have time to do it, couse yknow...

boards

but with boards canceled, i now have time to draw my favorite operators

was thinking of making a thread about this, but decided not to, couse i might be the only one who plays arknights, and its a draw-your-favorite-operator >.>...

nonetheless, just wanted to say im doing this

heres the template incase anyone wants to do it too

i guess you could also change it to FGO-servants if you wanted too, like, favorite servant ?

just a thought

im doing favorite operators tho' ;o

so my boards got postponed due to the COV-19 

goddemet im so ready to take boards and it gets delayed >.>
PRC has yet to announce the new schedule for my boards

incase you didn't know, one im taking is for RMT (medical technologist, or to quote a exam question i had in the choices, the R stood for....REENGINERED 

but yea, if my calculations are right (which they are usually wrong), itll be around a month or two for new board exam sched (assuming i count it with how long others got postponed aswell)

but it could also be sooner, officially, we still have to wait for PRC's final call

this is balls though, i was so ready to take boards, now i gotta keep studying for longer q^q

someonekillme.meme

on the side note, ima just study chillaxingly, doing Q and A's, couse thats the part i need to study the most atm, just question and answers >:o 

obligatory post song share~

animation is top tier though, holycrap

OH AND WHILE WERE ON THAT TOPIC

i got Ch'en on arknights, while in the bathroom, (few days ago)

and im unsure if i shared it, but ima share it again, IM SO LUCKY TO GET HER JESUS

currently; gonna throw all my resources onto her E2 upgrade

then ill throw all my exp items on maxing my current units, so they can be more better

i still have yet to get ptilopsis, warfarin, skyfire, and eyja (and i rolled on eyja banner, alas, she didn't come home, ch'en did tho <3)

i must share my current squad >:o

Im lucky enough to get both skadi and specter, funny thing is...i didnt even roll on their banner, yet both of them came home

This seriously scared me, but also made me scream >.>

May aswell drop these too

the main lounge of base, because why not (funny thing is its not the highest ambiance buff)

2nd room (also highest ambiance/morale restore) i just threw stuff from event here

okay, i never really wanted to do ch'ens room, and even if i did, i didn't wanna do an exact replica (ruins the edit if i just copy others)

BUT WHEN I GOT CH'EN I JUST MADE IT, THE POWER OF COMING HOME IS STRONK

and this is the penguin logistics base

because

#penguinlogisticsbestlogistics

frostleaf is still bae  tho'

this turned from sharing my cancelation of boards, to a game share

jesus ryu, wtf >.>

So lost a close friend

Got blocked and all

And...it would have affected me badly, sadly, i made my best friends worry too much

So i decided to forget her, she didn't cherish our friendship enough as much as i did

And if a mere confession destroys our friendship, then she aint meant to be my friend >.>

Funny thing is, when she said, *she never disowned me as a friend*

Yknow, that says allot when you suddenly block me, after 1 month of not talking

Sure my actions were a bit drastic (like burning my cosmatsu ticket,) but what did you expect, you didn't talk to me or assure me, i was left hanging/ditched, and whats worse is when i dmed her, she just *seen* it, she didnt reply back, until i actually texted her

Funny thing is, if we were still friends after my stuff, that would make us hella closer as friends, couse she knows me so much, and i know her allot, and we fought with one another but still ended up as friends

But nope, thats not the case, when shit hits the fan, she just ignores me for a month, i panic and do stupud shit, she tries to defend herself, and then i feel bad about what i did, and then she ignores me till we met up, and then after meeting up, blocks me

Well

Not gonna let her shenanigans bother, im not dissing her btw, shes by far the best girl i met

I just have to tell myself i hate her, to not feel anything

Also on the way home, i kept repeating to myself, *you cant break something, that is already broken*

Couse i mean, im already broken, so losing a friend, being rejected, that wont destroy me more xDDD

Also also, the omamori thingy ?, i toke it down, it didn't work at all, i wished for *things to go back to normal between us*

WELL IT DID THE TOTAL 180DEGREE OF MY WISH

cant say i expected it to work, i rarely believe in things nowadays <.>

but anywhooooo

Daz all

I got

To share

For today

Im off to sleep, couse review sentar calls theeeee

Naito everyone☆

So allota sh*t happened, both good, both bad news

Ill start of with bad news so i can end stuff in good news

Dewa dewa, hajimemashokaaaa ╰(*°▽°*)╯

Bad news (may or may not be rant ?)

1.) My pc is slowish and needs upgrade, but i wont be upgrading it until after i pass board examination (which is scheduled at march 18th and 19th, if im not mistaken

2.) I lost a really close friend (who i treated as a senpai) couse i sortaaaaaa fell inlove with her, and then she rejected me (big surprise there kiddo), we haven't talked since, and well, if things keep up, i guess im not going to cosmania (couse i initially bought ticket, since she invited me, but, i cant go there if she hates me, ill feel too wierd, so unless we be friends again, im cancelling, and most likely burning the tickets if it passes deadline of cosmania (28th and 29th)

After losing a friend, i semi became depressed, welllllll

i always had semi depression, but it has now escalated to the point where, when i think about it, i cut my own hands, but not feel any of the pain, i-ts pretty emo

But, i feel its a way of atonement for the stupidity i did, begging is the lowest of the low a person can go, and i feel until we be friends again, doing such stupid acts will be a fine ass atonement (but im sure ill stop someday even if we aint gonna be friends again xD)

Also yea, i know, its stupid, (especially knowing IM IN THE MEDICAL FIELD ?!?!) if i wanted to kill mah self, id aim for vital organs, or the artery to bleed out, wont lie, i have imaginations of wanting to experience it, but i stop mah self couse, it aint gonna be atonement if i fawken game over myself 

4.) I also HAD a hallucination

It started when i cutted muhself, i could see blood clearly in walls and stuff; but after a few days, the hallucinations disappeared after 2-4days (day one it was clear, day 3 it was minor, day 4 i could faintly see them, and 5th i could no longer see them)

I had a similar problem in the past (hallucinations), but it wasn't blood, rather, it was minecraft blocks, i termed it *MC syndrome*, i had the urge to punch walls couse i could see everything as blocks, and my mind kept telling me if i punch trees or walls repeatedly BLOCKS WOULD FALL

but, the same as blood syndrome hallucination, MC synd. Went byebye in 2-4 days

So in conclusion, i am hella prone to hallucinogens, holy crap >.>

5.) I have stopped playing games (even mobile games) to focus on studying, and only turn them on if i have nothing to do and cant study (e.g outside), but most of the time, its reading a manga now, currently reading nozaki-kun mango xD)

THATS ALL THE BAD NEWS, YAAAAY ꉂ(ˊᗜˋ*)

Now onwards to good news

I only have a few as opposed to the bad news

1.) My scores so far in the review center is high (its not the same as when i first started, being 50/200 or 80/200, so far my scores have been pretty nice being 100/150, 60/100, or 143?/200

But the tests so far was minors (CM and MTLAWS), they aint 75%, but they are higher than my old exam scores, im also able to catch up and answer question the professor says

ヽ（≧□≦）ノو

2.) We changed internet providors, and our internet speed is now 80mbps dl speed, and 80mbps upload speed (shimakaze says; *OSOIIIII*, i say HAYAII DESU WA NE ?!?!)

3.) I got a new phone, i gave my s7active to my dad couse he wanted it, but mom bought me a brand new note10+ as an early x-mas gift (andholysh*t i love this phone, ITS LAGLESS SO FAR ON ANYTHING I DO, EVEN FGO ISNT LAGGING, EVEN AF IS LAG FREE HOLYCRAP

AND THE STYLUS, I LOVE THE STYLUSSSSS OH MY GOD I FEEL LIKE A WIZARD WHEN I WAVE THIS SH*T AROUND AND PHONE REACTS

ehem, anways, mom was suppose to give me ipad air 3, but i told her, i cant use an ipad air 3, how do i use something so big ? I DONT EVEN APPLE PRODUCT

So thats why she bought me a n10+ >.>

In the end, the ipad was given to my dad (where he will watch movies at, and his overjoyed at it

And my brother was give a s9 (which was my moms old phone) 

My mom went and bought a s10, thats why she gave her s9 to my brother

And yea, dazaboutit

Gonna donate blood tomorrow, ill post a pic about it tomorrow

Im semi-back guiz ( •̀ᄇ• ́)ﻭ✧

(Still more focused on studies tho, but browsing af aint a pain couse of lagless fone xD)

So allota sh*t happened, both good, both bad news

Ill start of with bad news so i can end stuff in good news

Dewa dewa, hajimemashokaaaa ╰(*°▽°*)╯

Bad news (may or may not be rant ?)

1.) My pc is slowish and needs upgrade, but i wont be upgrading it until after i pass board examination (which is scheduled at march 18th and 19th, if im not mistaken

2.) I lost a really close friend (who i treated as a senpai) couse i sortaaaaaa fell inlove with her, and then she rejected me (big surprise there kiddo), we haven't talked since, and well, if things keep up, i guess im not going to cosmania (couse i initially bought ticket, since she invited me, but, i cant go there if she hates me, ill feel too wierd, so unless we be friends again, im cancelling, and most likely burning the tickets if it passes deadline of cosmania (28th and 29th)

After losing a friend, i semi became depressed, welllllll

i always had semi depression, but it has now escalated to the point where, when i think about it, i cut my own hands, but not feel any of the pain, i-ts pretty emo

But, i feel its a way of atonement for the stupidity i did, begging is the lowest of the low a person can go, and i feel until we be friends again, doing such stupid acts will be a fine ass atonement (but im sure ill stop someday even if we aint gonna be friends again xD)

Also yea, i know, its stupid, (especially knowing IM IN THE MEDICAL FIELD ?!?!) if i wanted to kill mah self, id aim for vital organs, or the artery to bleed out, wont lie, i have imaginations of wanting to experience it, but i stop mah self couse, it aint gonna be atonement if i fawken game over myself 

4.) I also HAD a hallucination

It started when i cutted muhself, i could see blood clearly in walls and stuff; but after a few days, the hallucinations disappeared after 2-4days (day one it was clear, day 3 it was minor, day 4 i could faintly see them, and 5th i could no longer see them)

I had a similar problem in the past (hallucinations), but it wasn't blood, rather, it was minecraft blocks, i termed it *MC syndrome*, i had the urge to punch walls couse i could see everything as blocks, and my mind kept telling me if i punch trees or walls repeatedly BLOCKS WOULD FALL

but, the same as blood syndrome hallucination, MC synd. Went byebye in 2-4 days

So in conclusion, i am hella prone to hallucinogens, holy crap >.>

5.) I have stopped playing games (even mobile games) to focus on studying, and only turn them on if i have nothing to do and cant study (e.g outside), but most of the time, its reading a manga now, currently reading nozaki-kun mango xD)

THATS ALL THE BAD NEWS, YAAAAY ꉂ(ˊᗜˋ*)

Now onwards to good news

I only have a few as opposed to the bad news

1.) My scores so far in the review center is high (its not the same as when i first started, being 50/200 or 80/200, so far my scores have been pretty nice being 100/150, 60/100, or 143?/200

But the tests so far was minors (CM and MTLAWS), they aint 75%, but they are higher than my old exam scores, im also able to catch up and answer question the professor says

ヽ（≧□≦）ノو

2.) We changed internet providors, and our internet speed is now 80mbps dl speed, and 80mbps upload speed (shimakaze says; *OSOIIIII*, i say HAYAII DESU WA NE ?!?!)

3.) I got a new phone, i gave my s7active to my dad couse he wanted it, but mom bought me a brand new note10+ as an early x-mas gift (andholysh*t i love this phone, ITS LAGLESS SO FAR ON ANYTHING I DO, EVEN FGO ISNT LAGGING, EVEN AF IS LAG FREE HOLYCRAP

AND THE STYLUS, I LOVE THE STYLUSSSSS OH MY GOD I FEEL LIKE A WIZARD WHEN I WAVE THIS SH*T AROUND AND PHONE REACTS

ehem, anways, mom was suppose to give me ipad air 3, but i told her, i cant use an ipad air 3, how do i use something so big ? I DONT EVEN APPLE PRODUCT

So thats why she bought me a n10+ >.>

In the end, the ipad was given to my dad (where he will watch movies at, and his overjoyed at it

And my brother was give a s9 (which was my moms old phone) 

My mom went and bought a s10, thats why she gave her s9 to my brother

And yea, dazaboutit

Gonna donate blood tomorrow, ill post a pic about it tomorrow

Im semi-back guiz ( •̀ᄇ• ́)ﻭ✧

(Still more focused on studies tho, but browsing af aint a pain couse of lagless fone xD)

9IM FINISHED IN INKTOBERRRRRRRRRRRRRR 
IM FREEEEE

that was a fun event >.>

and donzo

im proud of 10/13/19 one

MUSTACHIO MADE THANOS PERFECT

also 10/15/19, i feel i really did well in it

10/15/19 was based on this by the way

and also sempapi's OC, she and my best friend were the only things i considered as "legendary" >.>...

hAhAAA!

im back >:3

but well, waiting for exam results, hoping i made it to top 75% passing rate ( which isnt a top, but i just want to pass and not do this sh*t again man, dont make me go through with it again, not again :<)

im also announcing something, IF i pass the boards, theres no point if i DONT pass it >.>

09/1/19

Just 20 (19) days left before my death sentence day

Looking back ive improved allot, but i still cant get a 75 line of score

Well, whats important is im doing my bestest, im an average at everything i do, just getting a 60 (and hoping a 50 is = 75% calculation) is how they compoote shiet

Otherwisefekimsoded

But ya, few days of studying and staying up till 3am to go

Like, 2 weeks left? Couse i need my bioclock to return back to normal before 21 >_>

Also, #meandtheboisonMTday

I cosplayed on that day, and for some reason, got thrown to become a spokesperson

It was a f*cked up day >__>

(Im the one who has gloves on xD)

Also if i pass this boards, im forcing my sempapi to pat my head >:o

(Its messed up, but thinking ill get a headpat by best girl gives me motivation xD)

obligatory song post~

incidentally, gonna finish bacte (not including mycology and and the other viruses) tonight

already drank 5 coffee's, and got a...

what was it called..ah crap, um

RED BULL

got a red bull in fridge ready for when i grow tired, used up 80php, so it better wake me up, and shiz

i doubt it will, but eh, placebo effect and shiz could happened

its a pretty fap op tho' tbh

obligatory song post~

incidentally, gonna finish bacte (not including mycology and and the other viruses) tonight

already drank 5 coffee's, and got a...

what was it called..ah crap, um

RED BULL

got a red bull in fridge ready for when i grow tired, used up 80php, so it better wake me up, and shiz

i doubt it will, but eh, placebo effect and shiz could happened

its a pretty fap op tho' tbh

obligatory song post~

incidentally, gonna finish bacte (not including mycology and and the other viruses) tonight

already drank 5 coffee's, and got a...

what was it called..ah crap, um

RED BULL

got a red bull in fridge ready for when i grow tired, used up 80php, so it better wake me up, and shiz

i doubt it will, but eh, placebo effect and shiz could happened

its a pretty fap op tho' tbh

so, i was studying bacteriology, and memorized some of the test reactions

after a while, (like an hour ago) talked a bit to my sempai

and, told her im getting good at microbiology, and then she told me a question, going "--/++"

my dumbass never saw anything like that, so i told her, to give me options, so she gave me 3 options, which i gave descriptions of each (e.coli and kleb, s. aureus aint tested)

managed to answer it right, but she told me it doesnt mean just "MRVP (methyl red- voges proskeur? (idk spelling of VP)

but anyway, she told me, those four dashes meant for INDOLE-MR-VP-CITRATE

and i was like, MY MIND IS BLOWN

i know of IMViC, but i never "understood" it, i sure as hell do now

sempai is bae/waifu material for sure

she sure as hell is helping me a huge lot >__> 

{images of my notes made for each positive/negative reactions)

Rare puto of me preparing to sell myself after failing licensure exam

(Was to lazy to put on twintail wig >_<)

(Also, im just joking about selling myself <_>, but i may do something messed up in near future after board exam xD)

(Already got my sempai involved in it, so i fear im in it too deep to get outs)