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im so try harding this page >.>

and is that really a bad thing ?

lolno, if anything im having frustrations fun >.>

should finally be done today, i just had to redo- this one >.>....

a very tiny, WIP preview of my comic page im doing!

...

im not sorry

>when you gotta study, but at the same time you gotta art

this is my life now >_>....

give take, break time, and im not really drawing while listening

... sometimes

drawing snowsants hair is hard though >: o

..just felt like sharing

i finished death end: ReQuest 2

IT WAS SO GOOD, like bloody hell

the ending -- the god damn ending

it was so good, i felt some depression that it ended >.>

the depression -- was by the way -- feeling of nothing, emptiness, the usual when you finish an anime and stuff -- yea i felt that >.>

with that said -- after watching jays vid -- im somewhat back to normal (seeing this brought some sadness back, but ill get over it, its probably couse im impressed with the art more than anything, to be honest >.>)

with that said --

I FEEL INSPIRED TO DRAW SOMETHING LIKE THIS TOO, I NEED TO GET BETTER AND DO GLITCHED ARTS, FOR ITS MY CALLING

rottie/rotten best girl, first it was Mai, but then rottie grew on me, rottie a god damn angel >.>

so, i was just chilling, about to play that one game where dead ends are imminent

but i browsed a bit on internet -- including youtube -- and i saw this

TUYU CHILL

ITS TOO GOOD AND I CAN FEEL YOUR SONGS JESUS

i-i know i said i wasnt gonna draw

but i suddenly had this wierd urge to draw her in yandere eyes

no thanks to the game im playing, THE INFLUENCE THO

needless to say -- i rushed it (like, an hour-two hours of drawing+coloring, toke me long couse i fudged up on breasts >.>)

and i hella rushed the shadows (i just used one shadow layer for clothing, its all on opacity 65, minus hair being 35 (couse back hair is the only one i rememebed >.>)

also, i have lost count on how many times i've watched 11:22 - 11:40 skill animation -- when i use it while playing the game

ITS JUST SO GOOD, JESUS CHRIST

dat POV of her walking, and with each closed eyes -- she jumps closer to you, and then holds you up and then smiles before killing you

so

god

damn

good

anone, anone, x-kun, your yandere love is showing

i fininished deathend;Re Quest (1st one)

i originally got a bad end (i didnt do the side quests >.>), but in my defense, I WANTED TO PLAY THE 2nd GAME MORE THAN FIRST

BUT I ALSO DIDNT WANNA PLAY THE 2ND GAME WITHOUT PLAYING THE FIRST ONE BECAUSE MY GAMER AND VISUAL NOVEL INSTINCTS TOLD ME NOT TO SKIP OR ILL BE MAD AT MYSELF

...and yea, i got lucil ending, 

what i liked at the first game: 

the god damn death cg, jesus f*cking christ, some were fun, some were gore, but most were fun, i mean, theres one scene where ...

what i didn't like:

the god damn choices felt stupid, like, theres one scene in the game where

sooo

>be me

>be sleep at 12midnight

>be lucid nightmare

>be triggering the nightmare events (like around 3? or 5?)

>be wake up with tachycardia (tl note: tachy cardia is when your heart goes "badunk ba dunk badunk ba dunk" in an abnormally fast rate"

>be bath

>be turn on pc

>be here now

i clearly, have been playing too much death end re;quest >.>....

wont stop me from NOT finishing it

before vs after of skirt physics, thanks to @Wedgy-senpai's suggestion

i still feel wierd about just leaving it with the upper lines on the darkened side (extra lines)

aka; 

but...it also feels, lacking if theres no lines behind her skirt, sooo....

though, the flare seems better than before, just gotta keep in mind that skirts should pan out -- rather than being stuffed in >.>

and done

well, partially, i plan on doing the same thing i did for sora-chi (which is multiple expressions)

but i feel proud...sooooo.....KOREWA DOWDA~!

time to play that game from compile heart tho'

before; and after skirt drawing

im still not used on drawing skirts -- or legs -- so theres that >.>

also -- gonna finish this -- and then play death end re;quest, mainly couse of the glitchy/yandere vibes i saw on the 2nd game >.>

 aka this >.>

what can i say ?, im a simp for yanderes

i could die, but hey,  as the 2000's would say, yolo

K, so my new canvas size should be 800x900 for full body arts

lowkey, toke me like 2-3 hours, drawing the legs

COUSE I KEEP DOING MY OLD LEGS DRAWING

which gave the character im drawing...dwarfismn >.>

girl, those tiny legs? with those big thighs ? 

i cant even >.>

but i get it now, THIS IS HOW IM GONNA DO IT

I DRAW THE BODY (up to stomach)

I THEN COPY PASTE AND USE THAT AS REFERRENCE ON HOW FAR I CAN GO >.>

seriously, how do great artists, art >.>

and here i did some lewds already <_>

ghost of tsushima getting co op ?

now i really need to save some cash to buy it >.>

and since it can be played with story, i guess i wont be playing it, so i can be surprised when i play it with a friend

also; update on drawing mi-tan

im having a hard time on armpit, probably couse im not used to it >.>

also, its a known fact that, im not good at drawing hands, sooo...

had a few help on this

and by few help -- i dont mean i watched the vid, i mean, i just looked at the lines, and somehow, i understand how things works >.>

seriously, breasts are somewhat connected to body, im no girl, so i cant imagine how boob physics work <_>

tho'

poses i draw are -- generally ones i did irl, NGL

which means, i actually am doing that peace sign

i get stared at by my brother too >.>

lastly: god bless digital art; i cant draw this well, had it not been for digital

you have no idea how many erasure i did for hands >.>

huh, i thought i drew mi-chan in her regular clothing with my new artstyle, but i cant seem to find one...

guess that's what im drawing >.>

i guess ill start with a new character sheet ?

was planning on doing a manga with my OC's, but since its lacking character sheet...>.>

guess ill do just that

ANDERSEN SSR!

saw this and i had to share

cant wait for him to hit NA >.>

and im done with sora-chi art-sheet

did so many expression, this is my first time doing so many in one panel, i went from 800x600 to 800x800 >.>

incidentally, just a short intro on sora-chi

Miyakawa, Sora -- often referred as "Sora-chi" by Mimi (the green-haired mimic) and "Sister Sora" by her fellow Nun/Religion, and "Miyakawa-san" by his childhood friend, Kou (haven't made character design or story of him yet >.>)

and that's about it

...what >.>

i said short intro >.>, i didn't say her backstory >.>....

internet slowed down (someones probably downloading pawrn.meme)

and phone is lowbat..soooo...

may aswell finish this to lessen my art load >.>

but yea, today, i plan on catching up on the current FGO event (summer)

which means --- i aint drawing jacksh*t >.>

its almost done, just two expressions left (well, 1 and 1/2, couse i already did the rough sketch for other one...sooooo)

should be done in a day or two, drawing them doesnt really take long tbh, due to being half body and shizzles

but yea, long post ahead, skip to bold text for tldr;

woke up at 8am, ate foods, and then rested a bit, at 9am i went and walked/jogged a bit towards hospital i used to intern at with a single goal in my mind: to donate blood!

...arrived at 10:30am, didn't see a guard in the entrance, but i figured theres not much changes anyway, so went up to Blood bank section, saw few people in line, so waited a bit

was wierd in the hospital, i knew a few, but i also didnt know allot of people (go figure, they hired new staff couse there are no more interns in there, due to covid)

i still greeted some of the staff who went pass me, but i didn't bother trying to enter the pathology section, due to whole social distancing and stuff, and i wouldn't know what to say, aside from greet >.>

might just get in their way

but yea, waited a bit, 11:00am, nurse-chan asked me if i had a clearance (covid questionare), and i was like "wait wa", and she told me to ask the guard for details

so went to guard, did some covid screening (there really wasnt though, just some fill up of some questionare form), and went back, being in line

at 11:30am, i just knocked and saw a nurse that i knew during internship days, so she allowed me inside, and i easily filled some other blood donor forms, -- and everything was going well, until they checked my BP (blood pressure)

it seemed my BP was high, and i somewhat knew why -- ITS BECAUSE MY DUM-DUM BRAIN WALKED ALL THE WAY TO HOSPITAL ON A HOT DAY, AND I WAS FULL OF SWEAT

so yea, i got checked twice but my BP was still high ish, i told them im active in life in terms of exercising, so that helped me a bit (couse there are different values for those whom exercise allot)

in the end though -- i had to meditate for a full hour to lower my BP -- at 12:40pm, i got my BP checked, and it was still semi high (not high high, but slightly), nurse-chan said it was fine i guess, since i really wanted to donate blood, i guess it wont hurt, + i looked good, and its not really hypertension-level high BP, sooooo

got my blood drawn, and after 5 minutes, blood donation was done, i then rested for 15 minutes -- 5 minutes laying down, and 10 minutes upward sitting position -- to avoid being dizzy and stuff

and then, i said my thanks, went to the blood bank laboratory -- and said my greetings, and i quote

"Hi maam...Bye Maam" >.>....

basically i just wanted to greet them couse one cool staff saw me, so i felt it would be rood to just leave without saying anything

and then they said hellos and asked wtf i was doing, and then i told them and stuff on how im a donor and stuff

one staff there went and said "wait have this"

and gave me a ballpen -- WITH ALCOHOL IN IT

IT LOOKS SO CUTE HOLYSH*T I LOVE IT

i then thanked them, and went home --- walking >.>

did stop a few times couse heart rate: ITS OVER NINE THOUSANDDDDDDDDDD

oh and i guess, my sweat level: moist AF

and then i got home at around 2:30pm, or 3pm, unsure -- rested a bit and also ate until 5pm (by rest, i mean play gacha games), which is the start of my online classes -- segwaying my art shiz while listening to the professor --

and yea, thats about how my day went

TLDR: woke up, went to hospital to donate blood, delayed for 3hours to relax a bit, went home, studied while drawing

here are pics of my adventure today

so i was drawing angry face

while studying

and somehow

this happened >.>

IS THIS A MEME FACE, A KONODIODA?!?!?!?!?!?!?

welp, 2 few more artsy's and im done with this drawing

give me an expression, and ill draw sora-chi in that expression

(gonna draw one where she's angry, but should still have space to draw other expression's too!)

i saw this on YT Recoms, so im obligated to post it

hm...

yes,

i believe this is what people call

boredom

i am become the embodiment of boredom

i would draw, but my brother is using it (edit: my headset, i generally listen to songs while drawing, i probably forgot to write this couse, brain_dead.exe)...couse voice chat reasons

so right now, i am, absolutely, bored

...ima go download pathologic 2, it looks fun <_>

dont wanna invest too much time on playing though, seeing as how im studying, and wanna draw stuff

give take; 

im somewhat done on drawing sora-chi's character sheet

i just wanna draw a few more other expressions/positions, cause, why not

doing a proper sora-chi character design, and not a lewd one >.>

it was suppose to just be a face -- being i wanted to test a new style on eyes -- which barely changed -- was trying to copy/learn how this eroge's way of drawing eyes was

and idk, all i did was put an extra white line on eyes >.>

maybe couse your way of drawing eye's doesnt use blending x-sama, you dum-dum

ill probably finish this....tomorrow?, if not tomorrow, probably this week, depends really, how studious i will be

i posted it on my gallery, feel free to check it out

its prettyyyy NSFW tho'

drawing saliva was....hardfun

and with this, i am return to studies >: o 

i got 3 eroges in line to finish though, this is gonna be challenging for my....mentality >.>