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not that im bragging or anything but...

wtf, why did they really have to post this up, i dont want people going up to me and congratulating me for getting one of the highest score <.>

(incase it aint obvious, im the 1st one, that's mai RL name~)

...should remove it next night duty

though, i dont think i can restore it now, my next duty is in a few days, so ill be well known anyway, oh well

oh hey, who's online stuff is back, now i can see who is online and who is offline

TIME TO SPAM EVERYONE, FOR I AM THE SPAMMER, MAWHWAHAH

jk, 

but yea, only 1 month and 2 weeks left before i finish internship, and then like, may 4th for graduation

im almost done with my course, i can almost work and earn money and hopefully make my dream come true !

which is to make games, a studio, and a cute girlfriend

...ahh a man can but dream

anywhoooo, obligatory song post

also, anyone wanna apex legends ?, i suck at it, but shiz fun, and i feel id have more fun if i played with friends than random chinese guys

Can I find some friends here? ⊙︿⊙

S i g h

Trying my best to get people interested in my Bleach project and my discord server is just so damn empty. People seem to lose interest so quickly >.<

Keep wondering what I can do to get people engaged and trying to do a group watching of Bleach on Fridays but nobody has been responding to anything since the Power Parade. What the hell do I do at this point 

S i g h

Trying my best to get people interested in my Bleach project and my discord server is just so damn empty. People seem to lose interest so quickly >.<

Keep wondering what I can do to get people engaged and trying to do a group watching of Bleach on Fridays but nobody has been responding to anything since the Power Parade. What the hell do I do at this point 

S i g h

Trying my best to get people interested in my Bleach project and my discord server is just so damn empty. People seem to lose interest so quickly >.<

Keep wondering what I can do to get people engaged and trying to do a group watching of Bleach on Fridays but nobody has been responding to anything since the Power Parade. What the hell do I do at this point 

S i g h

Trying my best to get people interested in my Bleach project and my discord server is just so damn empty. People seem to lose interest so quickly >.<

Keep wondering what I can do to get people engaged and trying to do a group watching of Bleach on Fridays but nobody has been responding to anything since the Power Parade. What the hell do I do at this point 

S i g h

Trying my best to get people interested in my Bleach project and my discord server is just so damn empty. People seem to lose interest so quickly >.<

Keep wondering what I can do to get people engaged and trying to do a group watching of Bleach on Fridays but nobody has been responding to anything since the Power Parade. What the hell do I do at this point 

welp, confessed mai love to some girl....

got insta shut down, 

and rather than being gloomy and sad about it

im low key, laughing at how fast i got shut down lmao

though, to be fair, i mainly asked her if she has a "boy friend", to which she responded, "i have a boyfriend!", which means i aint touching that, couse man, as much as i like her, i dont wanna mess and ruin another person's relationship

im a vanilla person so, if its not meant to be, iz cool, many fishes in the seaaa~

still, found it really funny

especially the fact that, rather than being sad couse i got shut down, im laughing at it >.>

i need to visit a mental hospital ;o

oh and also, got a almost-perfect score on my exam, shiz toke me a few minutes to answer, couse i mean, its a re-used exam, its too easy

not that im complaining, if it makes my life easier, i dont mind

welp, confessed mai love to some girl....

got insta shut down, 

and rather than being gloomy and sad about it

im low key, laughing at how fast i got shut down lmao

though, to be fair, i mainly asked her if she has a "boy friend", to which she responded, "i have a boyfriend!", which means i aint touching that, couse man, as much as i like her, i dont wanna mess and ruin another person's relationship

im a vanilla person so, if its not meant to be, iz cool, many fishes in the seaaa~

still, found it really funny

especially the fact that, rather than being sad couse i got shut down, im laughing at it >.>

i need to visit a mental hospital ;o

oh and also, got a almost-perfect score on my exam, shiz toke me a few minutes to answer, couse i mean, its a re-used exam, its too easy

not that im complaining, if it makes my life easier, i dont mind

holy hell, my head hurts

remember kids, dont do internship

its hella stress, and does not pay x)

toke some meds thatll maybe kill me heal me, but lets face it guys

natural healing (not taking meds and resting) > relying on meds to do the work

...is what i said, yet here i am, infront of a pc, toke meds, and still going

i am the epiphany of hypocrite >.>

obligatory song postoooooooooooooooo

oh and, also, i started recently playing epic 7, and azure lane, due to peer pressure (my best friend, and my cool friend irl),

so far both are okay, i mean i prefer kancolle over azure lane,

and i prefer fgo over epic 7

but we will see what happens from there on

give take, i can auto on epic 7, while watching anime, so ill probably do that

since my last night duty on serology was....lets just say

NO SPECIMEN ARRIVED FROM 3AM TO 8AM, YOU GOTTA UNDERSTAND THATS A HUGE TIME OF DOING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING

like holy sh*t, i could roam if i wanted to, and no one would care

and the job of guys in serology ?, just 3 drops of serum on the assay, and wait 15 to 20 minutes, and just like reading a pregnancy test, read it as positive if two lines, or negative if no lines

the most benign job, and i have it for atleast until...next week

ah fuck, atleast i remember it being uptil february 14?, before im switched to blood bank section (since BB and immuno-sero share stuff)

oh also, my birthdays coming up, happy birthday me

...im gonna be using up more cash just to celebrate it, and im not looking forward to it >.>....

unless qt junior comes and greets me, it wont be fap >.>....

holy hell, my head hurts

remember kids, dont do internship

its hella stress, and does not pay x)

toke some meds thatll maybe kill me heal me, but lets face it guys

natural healing (not taking meds and resting) > relying on meds to do the work

...is what i said, yet here i am, infront of a pc, toke meds, and still going

i am the epiphany of hypocrite >.>

obligatory song postoooooooooooooooo

oh and, also, i started recently playing epic 7, and azure lane, due to peer pressure (my best friend, and my cool friend irl),

so far both are okay, i mean i prefer kancolle over azure lane,

and i prefer fgo over epic 7

but we will see what happens from there on

give take, i can auto on epic 7, while watching anime, so ill probably do that

since my last night duty on serology was....lets just say

NO SPECIMEN ARRIVED FROM 3AM TO 8AM, YOU GOTTA UNDERSTAND THATS A HUGE TIME OF DOING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING

like holy sh*t, i could roam if i wanted to, and no one would care

and the job of guys in serology ?, just 3 drops of serum on the assay, and wait 15 to 20 minutes, and just like reading a pregnancy test, read it as positive if two lines, or negative if no lines

the most benign job, and i have it for atleast until...next week

ah fuck, atleast i remember it being uptil february 14?, before im switched to blood bank section (since BB and immuno-sero share stuff)

oh also, my birthdays coming up, happy birthday me

...im gonna be using up more cash just to celebrate it, and im not looking forward to it >.>....

unless qt junior comes and greets me, it wont be fap >.>....

holy hell, my head hurts

remember kids, dont do internship

its hella stress, and does not pay x)

toke some meds thatll maybe kill me heal me, but lets face it guys

natural healing (not taking meds and resting) > relying on meds to do the work

...is what i said, yet here i am, infront of a pc, toke meds, and still going

i am the epiphany of hypocrite >.>

obligatory song postoooooooooooooooo

oh and, also, i started recently playing epic 7, and azure lane, due to peer pressure (my best friend, and my cool friend irl),

so far both are okay, i mean i prefer kancolle over azure lane,

and i prefer fgo over epic 7

but we will see what happens from there on

give take, i can auto on epic 7, while watching anime, so ill probably do that

since my last night duty on serology was....lets just say

NO SPECIMEN ARRIVED FROM 3AM TO 8AM, YOU GOTTA UNDERSTAND THATS A HUGE TIME OF DOING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING

like holy sh*t, i could roam if i wanted to, and no one would care

and the job of guys in serology ?, just 3 drops of serum on the assay, and wait 15 to 20 minutes, and just like reading a pregnancy test, read it as positive if two lines, or negative if no lines

the most benign job, and i have it for atleast until...next week

ah fuck, atleast i remember it being uptil february 14?, before im switched to blood bank section (since BB and immuno-sero share stuff)

oh also, my birthdays coming up, happy birthday me

...im gonna be using up more cash just to celebrate it, and im not looking forward to it >.>....

unless qt junior comes and greets me, it wont be fap >.>....

so what is up my shizzle of the nizzle ?!

as for me, well, lets just say, today, i "had" plans on playing RE2 remake, or atleast finish claire's story, since i finished leon's last time in one go (only toke me 8 hours of my life xD) but...well, i kind of, came out of night duty today, and after night duty, went to dentist to remove some knitting they did on my teeth, and then went to my semester which ended at 3pm, (and in long short version, #sleepisfortheweak, #awakeforatleast24hours #nofilter #pureheadache

holy hell, my head hurts

remember kids, dont do internship

its hella stress, and does not pay x)

toke some meds thatll maybe kill me heal me, but lets face it guys

natural healing (not taking meds and resting) > relying on meds to do the work

...is what i said, yet here i am, infront of a pc, toke meds, and still going

i am the epiphany of hypocrite >.>

obligatory song postoooooooooooooooo

oh and, also, i started recently playing epic 7, and azure lane, due to peer pressure (my best friend, and my cool friend irl),

so far both are okay, i mean i prefer kancolle over azure lane,

and i prefer fgo over epic 7

but we will see what happens from there on

give take, i can auto on epic 7, while watching anime, so ill probably do that

since my last night duty on serology was....lets just say

NO SPECIMEN ARRIVED FROM 3AM TO 8AM, YOU GOTTA UNDERSTAND THATS A HUGE TIME OF DOING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING

like holy sh*t, i could roam if i wanted to, and no one would care

and the job of guys in serology ?, just 3 drops of serum on the assay, and wait 15 to 20 minutes, and just like reading a pregnancy test, read it as positive if two lines, or negative if no lines

the most benign job, and i have it for atleast until...next week

ah fuck, atleast i remember it being uptil february 14?, before im switched to blood bank section (since BB and immuno-sero share stuff)

oh also, my birthdays coming up, happy birthday me

...im gonna be using up more cash just to celebrate it, and im not looking forward to it >.>....

unless qt junior comes and greets me, it wont be fap >.>....

Im window today

Fuck help me im scared

just finished this horror game, which seems to have its own anime? (didnt look it up, but i assume its got an anime too), and my god, did the story, somewhat remind me of that one horror game i played, but was more brutal/fanfictioned than this

lowkey dont blame the doctor though, ray's eyes were...kinda neat >.>

#thedoctordidnothingwrong

this resulted in me not drawing though, but hey, that was a fun story to read, so bite me >.>

#totallyrecommendthistorpgplayers

also incase anyone else wants to know what that other game im talking about, check out pocket mirror, shiz was funsiz

also spoiler-ish, so open at your own risk

GRAB LIFE IN THE BALLS - protag-kun, a quote i will from now on, use >.>

forgot what i was gonna

oh wait i remember now,

that feel when, a student knows how to extract blood better than a doctor

tfw a patient thinks a doctor's are better in extracting blood, than med techs

i find this relatively funny >.>...

i mean, to be honest, some nurses/doctors actually, lowkey dont know how to extract blood from patient, they know other stuff, like diagnosing the disease, but extraction is, kind of hard for them ?

unless that specific doctor studied extraction atleast, but from my time in the hospital, some of those doctors aint really a professional in extraction of blood

major respect for those doctors that have "RMT, MD." in their names tho', that generally means they are doctors, and a registered scientist >.>

in which case, that also means they are hella professional in blood extraction, aside from being able to diagnose disease's

forgot what i was gonna

oh wait i remember now,

that feel when, a student knows how to extract blood better than a doctor

tfw a patient thinks a doctor's are better in extracting blood, than med techs

i find this relatively funny >.>...

i mean, to be honest, some nurses/doctors actually, lowkey dont know how to extract blood from patient, they know other stuff, like diagnosing the disease, but extraction is, kind of hard for them ?

unless that specific doctor studied extraction atleast, but from my time in the hospital, some of those doctors aint really a professional in extraction of blood

major respect for those doctors that have "RMT, MD." in their names tho', that generally means they are doctors, and a registered scientist >.>

in which case, that also means they are hella professional in blood extraction, aside from being able to diagnose disease's

Can someone help me? 

I really need advice on how I can I have confidence in facing or even approaching other people especially people I know too well. It 's just that, we see each other all the time but I just don't have the confidence to approach her and talk to her. Moreover, I'm about to teach them a presentation regarding world war 1 ( she's my kouhai ) and I really don't want to embarrass myself in front of her. 

Can someone help me? 

I really need advice on how I can I have confidence in facing or even approaching other people especially people I know too well. It 's just that, we see each other all the time but I just don't have the confidence to approach her and talk to her. Moreover, I'm about to teach them a presentation regarding world war 1 ( she's my kouhai ) and I really don't want to embarrass myself in front of her. 

I am so sick of hearing how ‘All I want for Christmas is You’ is supposed to be everyone’s favorite Christmas Song 

well that was sh*t

did so much and she seems to have either 

A. not noticed my gifts

or B. is ignoring me 

or C. hates me

idk, but that's kinda balls, i worked hard and didn't get any recognition, hurts right in the feels man

good thing im semi used to depression, thus making me immune to this sh*t

incidentally, obligatory OLD SONG POSTOOOOOO >:O

we listening to west life songs now boi's, #backstreetboi's

decided on, rather than buying my senior a gift for her grand duty, i would rather "use my talent" and "craft something" out of junk i collect in house

and none-the-less, i've decided something grand and fun to do, a sort of puzzle

since she likes "highlighters", ima put a puzzle game of sorts on the highlighters ill buy for her, and see if she can notice it/solve it, its gonna be fun, atleast, in my brain

itll end in two ways, she solves it, and i go "oh shit she actually solved it and found out my secret message", or "she wont notice a thing and thank me" >.>

oh and the, crafting stuff im doing is, this thing, though its incomplete, gonna probably finish it tomorrow, or continue on it tomorrow, couse for now im gonna jog~

though to be honest, im just gonna add a kitten (keychain) somewhere in this thing (whatever it is lawl), and a bell  

You always have such nice avatars You must spend so much more time on yours then I do when making mine.