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Illusion of Terra

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  1. Just finished reading Chobits.

    I have been thinking about reading it for a few weeks now. Yesterday I spent a lot of my day reading the first sixty or so chapters and finished reading it today. I might write a review of the anime, so I will not say more about what I thought about it for now.

    I have no idea why I have never watched the anime. It is one of those that I saw every now and then on anime lists and I have seen the intro often, but for some reason never watched the actual anime. Not sure if I will watch it in Japanese or English. I will start watching it today (already watched the first few minutes).

  2. I can't really help you with the whole finding Haruhi Suzumiya thing. I can offer some thoughts on something else that seems to be more at the root of what you are looking for.

    To me it seems that you seem to think that normality and boredom are necessarily related, which I don't think is the case.

    Concerning normality, of course normality exists. I cannot understand how people can claim it doesn't. Being normal simply means that something conforms to a norm, as the term already suggests. What form that norm takes depends on what question you ask or what claim you make. One obvious example that normality exists is clothing. Glove manufacturers don't sit around not knowing how many fingers their gloves should have. It's five. People normally have five fingers per hand. There are people with more or less than five fingers, but that doesn't matter for what is normal. That something is normally the case does not mean it is always or necessarily the case.
    When it comes to lifestyles, which you seem to be getting at, then of course normality exists. If the number of entities in a distribution is large enough it tends to become a normal distribution. The question here is how abstract or generic your claim is. I can say that everyone on this forum will have a normal life if by that I mean that they were born, live and then will die. Maybe there were some miracle individuals who did not have that kind of life, but again, it doesn't matter because the claim is about what is normally the case not always or necessarily the case.
    If you take less abstracted or less generic claims, even then normality exists in lifestyles. Like you have said, normally people wake up in the morning, normally people drive to work, normally that drive will fall somewhere between ten minutes and two hours, normally they go home after work and so on. Again, this does not mean that this is always or necessarily the case, but to say it is not normal is simply empirically false, and can be refuted quite easily. Claims about normality cannot be too specific, since then you would not have a distribution that can be normal. If your drive to work takes between ten minutes and two hours you are probably normal in that sense. Not all or most people might take exactly 43 minutes to drive to work like you do, but that doesn't matter, because 43 minutes is still in the margin of normality in that distribution.

    However, just because things or your life is normal in many ways, does not mean it has to be boring. Study on boredom has actually increased significantly in the last few decades, both in psychology as well as in philosophy, so there is a lot of literature there. According to studies in indigenous populations being bored seems to be an innate human experience, not just some modern millennial phenomenon as some might suggest. As with many things, boredom normally will be a function of both your own personality as well as the world around you, which can be shown empirically quite well.
    More concretely in your case, it seems that you seem to think that knowing about something or having experienced something makes it boring, which I disagree with a lot. The more you know, the more you will realize how much you actually don't know. Like @efaardvark has pointed out quite well, people sometimes simply have a false view of things. I think many people who have not done a lot of fundamental science or philosophy tend to think that we have figured out most things. If you look at something we think is well known, you will see that things are a lot more vague than they seemed. If you disagree, try and think of a single thing, whether that is something empirical or conceptual, about those fundamentals you have mentioned and see how much you actually know about it.
    Additionally much of what you describe seems to go after some 'sensational' way to get excitement, meaning something that you experience through your senses. Like others have said, concerning sensational excitement, the world today has more to offer than at any previous point (again to show that boredom is partly a function of the world around you). This reminds me of people who were not able to hear and then hear for the first time which is really exciting for them. After a while they get used to it and it is not exciting anymore. But I think that is just because people don't pay enough attention. I assume that is one of the reasons why so many practices from eastern religions are being misappropriated nowadays to improve western lifestyles. I think there is a lot you can do concerning yourself if you find yourself being bored all the time. This means that another person can certainly help there but it will have to do with yourself as well. Whether you find something to be exciting or a mystery will also depend on your own mindset.

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  3. I haven't thought or written about colors in years, so this might be quite clumsy. I'll put it into a spoiler though since it is long and not sure if it actually makes sense to people or has a point really. Not sure if the art club is the right place even. More some thoughts about colors and an experience.

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    They say that people who are colorblind can't see violet. I wonder if that is true. But I have heard that you can't really mix colors in a way to get pure violet anyway. Either the colors you use to mix are not pure themselves. or there will always be a hint of a bit more blue or a bit more red.
    I guess that is true. Even when you use a color for the first time it has usually been tainted a bit, because of an accident or carelessness. And I think when you don't really look out carefully you will smudge more black into the color every time you use it and you give away some of the original color. I do think you can get some of the original color back if you work on it though and remember what it looked like. The violet you then get won't be pure and you will know that there is some black underneath it, but it can be a beautiful violet anyway.
    I guess it is also true that you won't really get pure violet, because there will always be a hint of a bit more blue or a bit more red. But I am not sure if that is bad really? While mixing colors you probably always get a bit more blue or red at first, then the other way around, and so on. The violet you then get won't be pure and you will know that there is some more blue or some more red, but it can be a beautiful violet anyway.

    I have to say though, I really am not an artist. I haven't really tried mixing colors often. It took me a long time to get something like the color I had in mind when I tried before, but honestly trying to get something just perfect sometimes leads to messing up in the end.
    I have to say though, I really think how much you can learn from an experience depends on how much you value it and take your time to think about it. I think if you really think about even a single experience you can learn more about it than if you just randomly mix colors and just discard or replace them if you think it is too much work in the end.

    Even though I am not an artist or actually wasn't interested in any kind of practical color theory or color mixing, I stumbled into an art shop yesterday. I didn't really want to stay but the owner was really nice and seemed genuinely interested or surprised in why I apparently wasn't interested in colors at all. I can't really remember the last time I had been to such a shop before and it was kinda strange to see it again. 
    I am too curious though. When the owner was gone for a bit I kinda looked into the drawers behind the counter to see what was there. But you know, if you don't really understand the story behind how things get there, it often doesn't make sense or you make your own story. I did tell the owner though and just wanted to go because I felt bad. But the owner was not really angry but rather surprised that I was interested in something that seemed so uninteresting like what is in the drawers in an art shop.

    That whole experience got me interested in whether or not to try and see if I could mix some violet myself and see if I am colorblind.

    Even though I had a different opinion on quite a few things and I am quite stubborn, it was interesting to hear what the owner thought about colors, and it made me rethink some things. Anyway, the owner didn't really have much time. I did stumble into that shop at a really bad time, so my timing was quite off. Even if it was difficult sometimes, I really would have wanted to see how the whole color talk would have gone. But the owner had to close up shop for the day and I think felt quite bad about it as well.
    I am too reckless though. Late at night I looked into that shop because I wanted to know about the owner and what was going on. The owner had told me about a sketchbook the owner had since age fourteen. I saw the owner looking at that sketchbook and writing a new page in it. I didn't really see much of the old pages though and it felt wrong to look too closely. But I could tell what the new one said. Apparently it had to do with regretting something that happened yesterday and wondered if it was about the color talk. What a coincidence though that the artist name is the opposite of my real name.
    I would still like to look and see when the owner is in the shop and I would really want to know if the owner will ever continue that new note. But I feel bad. The owner seemed really lonely and like wanting to talk to someone, but since the shop was closed we couldn't really talk. I shouldn't look or try to find out what is in that sketchbook. It has been special to the owner for a long time. I still worry about what the new note meant and what else will be added, but it is nothing I should taint by looking at it. I guess if I care about the owner, I shouldn't do something like this.

    That whole experience got me thinking whether or when I should visit that shop again and if the owner would tell me about the sketchbook even after that whole incident. I think for now I will not look at whether the owner is in the shop or at that sketchbook again. I will wait until I talk to the owner about it. You do feel kinda less alone though if you see that someone is there at the same time. I wish I could help with the loneliness and difficult situation though. It is kinda stupid how some things go. Sometimes you have two people who are alone at the same time and that could help each other but they still can't.

    I have to say though, I really wasn't interested in colors, but after the color talk I would want to know if I am colorblind or not.
    I have to say though, I really think that if you want to you can get back to the original colors more and see if you can get a beautiful violet.

    Yesterday I sadly only got the red color and just a glimpse of the blue. 
    It is not enough to get violet today but it is still interesting to think about it.
    Maybe I will visit that shop, talk to the owner and even get the blue color tomorrow.

    Until then I will just call that hypothetical kind of violet veird violet

     

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  4. 6 hours ago, OtakuKid said:

    Hey Illusion, how do you tag people? Also, I have a regular one and a longboard.

    you just write the @ symbol, and then the name. for example in your case I would write @Otaku and it would bring up a list of users and then I just click the one I want to tag.
    Longboards to me seemed more something for casual riding along. I would prefer them over the really small ones I have also seen. But I think if I bought one now I would again buy a normal skateboard.

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  5. the negatives definitely outweigh the positives in being older 😂 yeah you do get to do stuff, but someone has to pay the bills, insurance etc., your body starts falling apart 😂 enjoy your youth dude 😂

  6. hi there, and glad to see you are interested in anime that make you think as well! Unfortunately there aren't too many anime that are as explicitly thought-provoking as Death Note in my opinion. (but I agree, Death Note is really something else)
    One that makes you think, but in a different way, is Neon Genesis Evangelion, but you do need some general background knowledge to get some of the symbolism and allusions.
    Yet another rather old one is Now and Then, Here and There. This one is largely a take on war and power I'd say. It does contain some scenes related to sexual abuse though, not really in an explicit sense that you see much, but rather that everyone gets that aspect of war as well.
    Another (but you will see everyone else here disagreeing with me 😂) is Naruto, the first one also but especially Shippuden. This one is a rather mainstream fighting, i.e. shonen, anime but the general theme touches on different views concerning deeper topics. that being said, it is a long series and this aspect of the show takes a lot of time to develop.

    Also, I envy you that you get to watch anime with your kids 😂 

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  7. Am I the only one who still keeps forgetting every week that there isn't a weekly episode? 😂 I was wondering when they will announce the release date of the new season and where exactly to look?

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  8. this week I think the episode was interesting and entertaining, but I wanted to see more about the whole devil thing. but maybe this is related to it.
    I know I have said it before, but I find Charmy hilarious 😂 Obviously Nero seems to know something about that dungeon and I also think it has to do with why she wanted to see that hot spring.

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  9. 2 hours ago, Tonari-chan said:

    I wasn't sure if I should mentioned that I am Fujoshi, but I am hoping that maybe there's is someone with same weird taste :D

    judging by some of the members here, I think there probably are 😂 

    Recommendations, let's see. maybe you would enjoy Hunter x Hunter or Rurouni Kenshin. both are a bit older though. as for more recent stuff Rising of the Shield Hero might be interesting, but there is only one season out yet. and right, just thought about this, Black Clover might be right up there as well

  10. hi there! I was going to say you are a person of taste when you said Naruto, but then looked up what Fujoshi means 😂 not my taste at least 😂 
    Jokes aside, I am a fan of Naruto as well. Also, you don't have to be nervous about anything here 😂 just look if you find a topic that interests you and let us know what you think

  11. 10 hours ago, Amali said:

    Dostoevsky is my favourite author and because Russian is my native language I actually read the originals. What I like a out Russian classics is that the make you think.

    it would be great if I could read them in Russian, but I don't know any Russian. the 'making you think' part is exactly why I wanted to read them. I am interested in their ideas and the interesting cases they describe. I enjoy thinking about stuff 😂 

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  12. On 4/19/2020 at 9:04 AM, EnviousEnvy said:

    Dragon Ball Z Kakarot (PS4)

    Spent 12 hours yesterday into the game. Actually enjoy it for what it is. 

    have you played previous titles? how would you say it compares? I used to play Dragon Ball games and found them to be vastly different in quality.

  13. where did this thread come from all of a sudden? 😂

    I used to be quite interested in computers, but that was quite some time ago before I started university and work. Nowadays I don't have the time for it, but I must say that the laptops I use, your average brand in the range of five hundred bucks, are garbage. I don't know if is the difference between laptop and desktop tower computers or something that applies to current hardware generally, but I am really surprised at how poorly many mid range laptops seem to perform.
    If I find a new job which pays better and have the time I might get back into all of it. I was interested in building a new desktop tower computer from scratch, but not sure if I would really have the time. as for cooling I only used water cooling on some camera for work. I can't really remember what we used it for but it was a really expensive camera which had an 'error rate of one electron' or something strange like that. anyway, since I had never configured a water cooling system I really thought I might mess it up and destroy the camera. it wasn't that difficult though, when you know how to use tubes and those tube screws or what they are called in English. Your average air cooling is much simpler though.

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