Sakura

Not much tbh ~ Like @Zeref said we've been watching that TV show all day and I did play some RS for like 20 minutes or something with a friend but it made me immediately tired so I went to take a nap @.@ I'm actually really glad that I'm going back to classes tomorrow because I feel like it'll help get my mind off a bunch of other emotions I'm going through right now.

3 hours ago, Zeref said:

We're going to Raw on May 12th

YASSSSSSSSSS It's been so long since I've been to WWE in person.. I think like beginning of last year, maybe? I don't remember the exact date but yeah I love WWE lol 

7 hours ago, Animedragon said:

Don't tell @Sakura, she'll be upset if she hasn't got any ..

 

It's sunny here, but still a bit cold.

Of course it would snow in Chicago AFTER I leave, right? Lol x.x No snow here just all this rain and tornadoes the past few days. I'm a bit over all this wind I can't even go outside without feeling like I'm going to be blown down the street ~

2 hours ago, Zeref said:

I don't have that even lol you better to get doing some clue scrolls maybe you'll get it. I checked the price and it seems it came down a bit. The top and bottom are now only 2.5 billion each so you can spend 5 billion and have the set

This is a bit easier to get. 
Platebody currently 343M.
Plateskirt currently 102M.

bwahhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH My cash stack is only around 1B  I mean if I sold my T-Bow and Torva I could afford it but it's not even worth it.. it doesn't even do anything lmfao I honestly just want it to have it in my bank and be like, "I have it" lmfaooo which is practically all I do with anything anymore x.x

13 hours ago, Sarada said:

Fair I guess :V I want 3rd age armor 

Who the heck doesn't lmao 3rd age druid plz @Zeref 

2 hours ago, BoilerJacob said:

Pretty stormy right now in Georgia…High winds, thunder, lightning and of course as with any storm around this time in the southeast, tornadoes are a possibility.

Same thing is happening here ~ we've had tornado watches all day and crazy wind

22 hours ago, Lucky said:

F yeah you are so talented with this stuff 

Tyty Lucky I started working on you a better sig today ~ I'll try to finish it tomorrow 

I loved Death Note to be honest ~ It would be an anime I'd recommend to people so I'd say give it a watch too. I mean if you don't like it, you will probably realize you don't in the first few episodes and you can just turn it off lol 

1 hour ago, Forlorn said:

Maybe, but everyone grieves differently, so, I say listen to what you want to even if it's sad. I'm bad at giving advice though. ^^; ^^; ^^; ^^; ^^; ^^;

Thanks  I think in some ways it helps to

6 hours ago, mohsen said:

I'm feeling better than the last time I posted. tomorrow I'll go see my doctor and take my medicine. hopefully I'll be happier than now during the holidays here. there are only a couple of days left.

Feel free to message me anytime you'd like to chat  Glad to hear that you are feeling better I hope your holidays are going well ~

20 hours ago, Animedragon said:

Crying is absolutely fine and something you should be doing, and don't let anyone tell you different! It's an important part of the grieving process and much better for you than bottling all your emotions up.  It's always hard to get used to a world where a much loved family member isn't there any more, but you will get used to it but it takes time.

Yeah that's true. I honestly feel a bit better now that I've let myself cry a bit

~

Tonight still feels a bit rough though, I can't get to sleep and I'm just laying on the couch watching sad tv and listening to the storm outside. I'm about to go get a giant plate of snacks and sit back down in front of the tv and snack until I fall asleep which will maybe make me feel better

14 hours ago, Sarada said:

CORNEDBEEF AND SEREY SITTING IN A TREE K-I-S-S-I-N-G

The heck?

11 hours ago, Sasuke said:

First comes love, then comes marriage, then comes Serey with a baby carriage?

??????

10 hours ago, Sarada said:

No then comes Soramee from the sideline with a metal chair to the back of CornedBeefs head for touching his wife

LMFAOOOOOO WHAT

6 hours ago, Zeref said:

What is this violence?

Pay-Per-View exclusive sell tickets

Bruh this ain't Monday Night RAW lmfaoooo 

Class, then we went to the grocery to get that out of the way since we can't go tomorrow because we are supposed to have tornado weather all day. Since then I haven't done much. I called @Forlorn and talked to him on the phone a bit and since then I've been watching TV and working on processing some of my emotions from this week ~ I did play a little RS because the clan was having a boss night but I left after a few trips because I just wasn't feeling like it x.x 

It hasn't started raining here yet but it's superrrr windyyyyy ~ so I've been watching tv in the dark and at some points can't even hear the TV over the wind lolll there's supposed to be tornadoes around 2-3AM and into tomorrow

I should probably stop listening to sad music x.x

11 hours ago, Sarada said:

You give sis free stuff all the time!!!!!
 

How do I get random people to just come up to me and give me rare expensive stuff because this seems like a skill I need to learn Don't give it to Sora give it to me tf Sora gets everything and the only thing I, your family, your dearest most loving sister gets is left on read

Bruh idk I don't do it on purpose lmfao ~ also what are you talking about because I've given you like 100m in stuff you ungrateful lil shit LOL 

1 hour ago, Lucky said:

If you learn share the knowledge? I need that power too  but fr ppl give Sere stuff all the time esp in the clan. Someone she never met before came up and gave her a fang last time I was bank standin with her like wtf is this lmao I think ppl just like her because her energy is chill. 

No I think people give me stuff in hopes that I'll take it and go away lmfafafooo

Good 

Haunted graveyards and ghosts 

A tractor 

1 hour ago, Lucky said:

Amazing wtf  Thx so much for takin the time to make me somethin' Sere <333 Don't rush the otha stuff tyt you good. 

Glad you liked them
And thanks all ^ 

2 hours ago, Sarada said:

Do you want to find out?

FIGHT HIM LOL No no nevermind don't he's been nice to me today  

On 3/12/2025 at 10:20 AM, CornedBeef said:

 

Make sure you're safe when you're out alone at very late hours.  I am concerned.

On 3/12/2025 at 5:00 PM, Animedragon said:

Be very careful when you go out alone late at night, it can be dangerous as there's some strange people about at night.

No worries I don't go outside here at night ~ I did in Chicago because I felt safe where we lived but here I don't really know much about it so I don't go out after dark except on the rare occasion when I drag Pessi to the store on the corner lol 

3 hours ago, Zeref said:

I work out regularly and do body building and even I don't want to go 1v1 with Sakura if she is mad in that day  As in very actually mad and ready to throw down mad lol. Probably not @Sarada either but never yet seen her mad in the way that she is ready to fight someone.

COME AT ME BRO I'VE GOT A STICK AND I KNOW HOW TO USE IT ~flails~

I'm still trying to sort my emotions out from the past week. There's really a lot of them after the funeral in particular which is normal I guess. I just always feel weird crying as if I'm not supposed to be doing it regardless of the circumstances. Especially in this situation when I feel like I should be able to keep it together for my dad. It's nice being home though where I can be in my own bed and room and sort through these feelings and get them out ~ Also just processing the feelings of actually how much I'm going to miss my Uncle is really hard. 

On 3/12/2025 at 5:55 AM, Animedragon said:

No one looks forward to funerals, especially family funerals and it's always hard to see your loved ones upset because it's very hard to know how to help and comfort them at the same time that you're sad and upset. On the one hand you've got to keep yourself together to support your dad, but on the other hand your heart is ready to burst with grief and sadness, balancing the two can be very hard (I know I've been there).  Just silently give thanks for your uncle's life and remember to good times you've had with him, the coming days will be hard but they will get better and his passing will get easier to bear.

Yeah it was definitely hard to get through but I somehow managed. I was able to get through the funeral and be there for my dad and then afterwards when I was alone later at home I was able to let out all my feelings/sadness. 

3 hours ago, Zeref said:

Aside from work, I had to pick up @Sakura from the airport as she flew home today. I'm going to make dinner in a few minutes. I'm thinking chicken curry tonight. Trying to help out where I can at the home right now because I don't think she will feel like doing very much after this week and she shouldn't have to. 

Thank you for picking me up bestie & all you've been helping me out with lately 

~

I had to get up early and fly back home from Chicago today but before I left this morning I did get to go to Giordano's Pizza with my sister @Sarada, which is our fave pizza place and honestly the best Chicago style pizza place you can go to lol I really only came home and took a nap and ate dinner and now I'm playing some games before I go back to bed ~

3 hours ago, Zeref said:

Currently here is 74F and soon to be some rain and wind. Tomorrow night is when a pretty large storm system is coming in and we are going to have tornados Friday night into Saturday evening. 

Yaaaa TORNADOSSSS WEEEEEE ~ I hate tornadoes on one hand because I don't want anyone to get hurt but I love to look at them. I'd just wish for no one to get hurt or any damage to property. It does seem like tomorrow into Saturday though they are saying we are going to have high winds, hail, tornadoes, etc so it'll prolly be a pretty crazy weekend weather-wise. 

Hiya hi ~ Welcome back to AF since you've been here before  I hope you have a great time here, make some friends, and if you ever feel like chatting feel free to drop me a message ^^

I also play FF14 though 90% of me playing it is me running around lost and confused screaming at @Soramee_ "WHERE ARE YOUUU" while he's literally right next to me XD but it's such a fun game 

Ooo and FMA: Brotherhood is a really good anime choice, that was one of my early faves when I first started getting into anime. 

And side note, your husbando YASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS YASSSS