Sakura

5 hours ago, Animedragon said:

I agree, I'm always happy when I receive an email saying "Sakura has sent you a message"

That made me smile to read that : D 

3 hours ago, Zeref said:

Everyone loves talking to you @Sakura. You're fun to be around. We all overthink  sometimes but don't let it consume you. 

I think the #1 thing I keep overthinking is the fact that some people only message me when they want something and it's starting to make me feel like the only time anyone wants to be around me is when they want money or whatever ~ 

I did my laundry AND put it away on the same day, honestly I deserve a medal for that alone  I even did the dishes and took the trash out so @Zeref didn't have to worry about it *proud* 

I did a lot of Firemaking on OSRS and I'm officially only 1,000 XP to 99. I logged out after I got that though because no one is really on and I don't want to get 99 alone lol 

Oh~! I also started working on organizing my makeup closet today because it's kind of a mess and I need to get it all sorted. 

3 hours ago, Zeref said:

It's a really nice day here. Clear and warm and sunny. 61F outside. 

I DON'T LIKE IT MAKE IT STOP  I want the snow back lol It's going to be 74F this week and like.. HUH?? I will probably melt and die x.x On the bright side though I'll be in Chicago a day or so this week and it's cooler there. 

I like to have a house to come home too that's like mine, but traveling, I can do all the time lol I love new places, new cultures, I hate people but I like people watching in new places? Makes no sense eh lol I like wandering around new cities and getting lost and seeing all kinds of things but yeah coming home to like my personal space, that I do need ~

3 hours ago, Forlorn said:

The final result~

Avy: 

Sig: 

AAAAAAAAAA YES AWESOMEEEEEE ~

I really like the icon it's so cute  nice job though awshummm new work ~! 

4 hours ago, Animedragon said:

Thank you very much. I'm tending towards making larger pieces because they're often more fun to do and allow for a lot more creativity. As to SAO, well it's not one of my favourite series but I do like it quite a lot and Kirito and Asuna are such great characters, there's also some nice renders of them out there and it would be a shame not to make use of them

I agree I like making larger art much more too. I feel like I have more spaces to work on and it lets me be more creative ~ I like making sigs and stuff but the space is so limited so if I had to pick what to work on it's usually large art. 

I've been finding a lot of good Kiri x Asuna renders on Insta tbh ~ 

2 hours ago, Zeref said:

Really good as like everything you do lol. 

Thank yuuu Pessikins <333

1 hour ago, Lucky said:

Sup bois what's the rs grind lookin like tonight?

Yo Pessi gd here havin a chill night wbu?

Yo whats good? 

Is that the soda guy?

LUCKYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY 

Ya that's soda/sofa/sora, whatever his name is.. LMAO

I'M 1K XP TO 99 FIREMAKINGGGGG AAAAAAA and then I logged out lmao 

Thanks you guys  It was nice to make something new for the first time in awhile ~ Thought I still feel a little bit uninspired lately x.x 

6 hours ago, Sarada said:

Wow that's really good sis I bet Lucky loved it :V 

He seemed to so I hope lol Oh and he joined AF

1 hour ago, Animedragon said:

I've been working on a new GFX piece, it turned out a bit larger than I intended but it was a lot of fun to create and I'm quite pleased with how it turned out.

 

WOOOO MORE SAO  I love when you make large pieces like this too ~ Looks absolutely fantastic, awesome job. I may be a lil bias since I love anything SAO but whatever I love it  

So when that dropping? You got us excited lol

13 hours ago, Animedragon said:

I think everyone feels like that at sometime in their lives and it's often easy to think that your friends aren't interested in you any more and when you're talking to them you feel like their minds are actually somewhere else and they're not really paying attention to you. This often happens to me and when it does I usually find out later that they had something going on in their life at that time that was occupying their mind and while they appeared not to care about me any more it's just that they'd got things weighing on their mind at the time.

You're not alone in sometimes feeling that it wouldn't matter if you weren't there and no one would miss you if you left, and would only miss you when they wanted you to do something for them. I get like that sometimes, but I know it's not true and that it's just me being miserable, I think it comes with being single in a world geared to couples.  Anyway, enough of my rambling, we would miss you @Sakura and we did get worried when you went totally off-line a few days back.

Thanks <33 It is very easy to slip into that mindset, especially when you're an overthinker like I am lol I can be having the best time with someone and they can literally tell me  how much fun they had with me but then that night I'll be laying in bed thinking that "they looked at me strangely for 0.5 seconds during our time together and I'm certain that means they hate me" @.@ I know it's not true but it still gets in the back of my mind sometimes. 

6 hours ago, CornedBeef said:

And it hasn't been long since I got here so no one knows me deeply and I feel left out sometimes.

But I would worry if you stopped posting here.  I hope you feel better, Sakura.

Thanks, also you're the coolest corned beef I know and yeah we do like having you here too

6 hours ago, Sarada said:

Yeah no as Soramee said we noticed within hours last time and went into full meltdown mode and would do it again :V I get how it's easy to feel this way because I do it too sometimes. Just gotta keep reminding yourself your head is lying to you. Listen to what @Animedragon wrote because he is wise and knows what he's talking about.

We are enjoying getting to know you here Cornedbeef

Yeah IK you're right and honestly I feel a little bit better today so thanks <33

1 hour ago, Sasuke said:

We'd notice. Probably immediately. I hope that what I said before when we argued didn't start any of these doubts in your head and if it did then again I'm sorry, I really could never express to you how sorry I am. If you need anything I'm here to talk. Your messages don't bother anyone and it makes my day when I see I have one from you as I'm sure it does most. 

Nah it's fine no worries Orion ~

2 hours ago, FlamingFan25 said:

I see you also like Sword Art Online? I don't really know anyone else who does.

Yep!~ I love SAO it's probably my fave anime lol I know quite a few people on here that do like it though so you'll prolly meet some other fans

1 hour ago, Sasuke said:

How close are you to 99?

At this exact moment I'm at Wintertodt but I'm at 522k to 99 ~

1 hour ago, Soramee_ said:

Honestly if we hear nothing from you for a day we probably would get worried LOL. I mean we did last time lol. Hope you get better soon, idk if i can play games today or tommorow but I’m mostly free anytime 

Yeah I know what I think has no basis in reality and it's more of a me-problem with overthinking. But thanks, having you around means a lot <33

Crazy stalkers 

Eating

Some beef jerky

Hello ~ welcome to the forums. I hope you enjoy your stay here and if you ever feel like chatting feel free to drop me a message

Sometimes I just feel like deleting everything, deleting my discord, removing all my contacts, deleting everyone's phone number, deleting all social media, and cutting all contact with everyone I know.

I feel like I bother absolutely everyone and no one really wants to talk to me. I usually have to call or message people first and when I'm talking to them I feel like they don't really want to be talking to me and they just kind of humor me for a few minutes before they go back to ignoring me. I don't want to make any of my friends feel bad by saying I feel like no one cares about me, but somedays it feels like that.

I know it's just me in my head and I'm aware of that, but I don't know how to get out of that mindset some days and a lot of the times lately it feels like it wouldn't matter if I was here or not & it would probably take people days or weeks to even realize I wasn't here anymore. There are some days such as today that I honestly don't feel like trying anymore and being around just feels like it's pointless. 

11 hours ago, Sarada said:

I got up early this morning and made pancakes for myself and my dad and we sat on the porch and watched the sunrise and just talked. It felt kind of nice because I haven't sat down in quiet with my dad for a long time maybe not since I was a kid. Everything in life always feels so busy but it's weird how things seem to slow down after someone passes away and you suddenly have time for little things and sitting down and talking to someone suddenly becomes a priority. 

It's nice you guys got to do that ~ sometimes mornings like that are honestly the best 
I'm really glad I'll get to see you both on Wednesday but I wish I was coming home for better reasons x.x 

Today yeah I haven't done much, I haven't felt like it. I went grocery shopping as Pessi mentioned and that's about it. 

11 hours ago, Colu said:

Never thought I’d meet a crazy fish lady! How did you discover this field of training? Glad to hear you’re enjoying it

I'm not really sure where my fish romance started XD My dad was always a big fishing person, he would take me out fishing with him when I was a kid and I went just because I wanted to see the fish. I got in huge trouble once when I threw his bucket of fish back in the water trying to save them LOL I also used to love to go to the zoo and stare at the fish exhibits for hours. I mean, I still do that but yeah lol ~

I really started my love for fish and marine life when I started watching Discovery Channels Shark Week. I've watched it every single year since I was 5 or 6 and never missed it lol As soon as I discovered that you could have a career helping fish, I knew I wanted to do exactly that and I've been determined to do that since then ^^ 

11 hours ago, Sarada said:

No she has to stick to the plan, the plan is all!!

THE PLAN!! STAY TO THE PLAN!!!! 

Only because it's for you to finish what you need to process. 

@kyson I'm glad it worked out for you that's awesome. Good luck in your new relationship

Nya you're probably right. Now isn't really a good time anyways with all this stuff going on ~

It was cold but it felt too hot in the house even though we had the heaters off ._. Though idk I may be getting a fever because I don't feel very great ~