Sakura

1 hour ago, Zeref said:

That was the idea of this survey it is not going to be implemented after the community feedback being more than clear

Personally I don't distrust j-mods or North but I mistrust this new company a ton lol

3 hours ago, kyson said:

Nothing has ever felt this authentic to me, other than maybe pain.
This is new to me.
You read the stories and love is this all powerful magic and its so **** powerful that it scares me. It scares me that this thing, this emotion, may rip my heart out of my chest and leave it in a million little pieces.
I’m not scared of you,
I’m not scared of us,
I’m not scared of a fight,
I’m not scared of love,
I’m not scared of forever,
And I’m definitely not scared of heartbreak, my heart has known its scars and I’m not afraid of gathering more.
I’m scared of an ending that’s everything but happy,
I’m scared of the strength of my feelings,
scared I’ll let you down,
scared I’ll hurt you,
scared of anything and everything, all my demons coming out to play and every inch of me is screaming run.

Did you write that? It very much encompasses exactly what it's like to feel love but be terrified of it at the same time ~ 

On 3/5/2025 at 9:35 AM, Sarada said:

And if they don't they weren't the one. Someone else will love you back with the same energy you give them. 

I know you're right lol and I've been thinking about that thing you told me the other day too "you can't say the wrong thing to the right person". That phrase has been on my mind all morning x.x

3 hours ago, Zeref said:

I haven't done much in today since I don't have work the rest of the week. I went to Taco Bell to get @Sakura crunchwraps but that is the only time I left the house. I did some chores with laundry and cleaning up dishes and floors. 

And I thank you a billion and one times for bringing me the Taco Bells  lolll 

Mostly all I did was stay in bed, eating tacos, sleep, processing the events of last night, watch tv, sleep, scroll my phone, sleep, pet the ferret, scroll more videos, sleep, played some RS for about an hour ~

I think I'm going to go get a hot shower now and then get back in bed and watch scary stuff on my phone ._. 

3 hours ago, Zeref said:

It's snowing here right now.

This is honestly the only good thing about today lol I really liked laying in bed and just staring out my window at the snow ~ nothing stuck to the ground but it was nice and peaceful to just watch it fall for a few hours tbh 

8 hours ago, Sasuke said:

 

Sorry that you both are going through this. I know it's not easy to lose a family member. If either of you need anything I'm here for you. Give me a call anytime regardless of time if you just need to talk. 

Thanks Ori

I haven't felt very good today but I stayed home from school to process things and I think that helped a bit. 

6 hours ago, Animedragon said:

I went for a walk in my local park today, it was a nice warm sunny day and the park was an oasis of peace and quiet, but it hasn't always been that way.  From 1776 to 1927 the area was the site of a large gunpowder mill. Making gunpowder is a dangerous business and there were quite a lot of explosions at the site, one so large that it was heard 10 miles away and shattered a lot of windows locally. Today the area around the old millpond has been turned into a nature reserve.

This photo is of the only surviving building of the gunpowder mill it is known locally as the "shot tower" but there are those who say it never was a shot tower because it is not tall enough. It was set on fire a couple of times by arsonists but has now been totally restored and is used as the base for the local wildlife trust. The tower is also a listed building.

 

 

This photo was taken along part of the river that flows through the park and at one time powered the various mills.

 

Oh wow that looks like such a nice place ~ and very peaceful  I love walking around places like that. The pics are great, was this from your new camera then? I bet this place looks really pretty in Spring too, it looks like the kind of place that would ^^

Yogi Bear

A koala bear

Steal

8 hours ago, Sasuke said:

I'll be honest, I don't like it. Pip was the main reason MTX was kept out of OldSchool and the change feels like a move by the new company to possibly push that in the future. I don't want to write North off yet but time will tell. 

I think after the recent protests of just the idea of that kinda stuff being added was enough for them to realize that people wouldn't just be quiet about it ~ I mean I won't say they won't don't it because they did it before but I think they learned lmfao Everyone would basically leave they wouldn't have many people sticking around on OSRS and of the 2 games that's the one that brings them in the most money sooooo hopefully they ain't about to do that o_o

I think the recent surveys were just seeing the "what if's" of things because they had to ask those questions because of the new company. I don't think they would really do it and I don't think any of the current mods would be like, cool about that, and I don't think Mod North would be either. Overall usually the Jmods have our backs but I realize ofc there is only so much they can do too ~

13 hours ago, Sarada said:

How long before you finish the 99?

The plan is to get 98 Friday-ish I guess and maybe 99 over the weekend ~ I guess it really depends on if I feel like playing that much RS or what else happens with everything going on

^Also thanks you guys for the grats

12 hours ago, kyson said:

oh my bad my family I'm slow most of the time 

 

Lol it's alright but...

13 hours ago, Sarada said:

I think that's exactly what the entire poem is about Based on what ik about the situation. Correct me if I'm wrong sis @Sakura but I think the entire concept of this poem is loving someone you can't say it to with the only thing you can do is write it and wish they knew. 

Yes, what she said is right. It's about that. That's why it's called "Writing Love Letters To No One" because it's someone you care deeply for but you can't tell them so you have to write it out to "no one". It's not something you can share, or are ready to share, for reasons exactly as that, what if you ruin something that's already good? Or another worse thought is of course, rejection. That's my main one is I haven't cared about someone in so long and caring about someone is scary when you realize you could feel all of these things for them and in the end they feel nothing. I think that's the worst thought, finally giving yourself permission to like/love/care for someone again and they don't feel it back. 

On 3/1/2025 at 2:56 AM, Animedragon said:

It's 1st of March so here's one I made quickly for a bit of fun.

(The background is one of my photos taken at Hestercombe gardens in Somerset.)

 

TOTOROOO  YASSSS I love it!!!!! I love how he just blends in there so nicely lol so cute~

7 hours ago, Animedragon said:

Here is my latest effort. Noir is a good series, but a bit violent.

 

Nice work here too~! I like the splatter type brushes behind the render and the way the one girl is positioned in that orange frame liek thing it looks like she's "popping out" of it and I like that kind of effect ;D 

A spider in his bed bwahaha

Hug him

Anime

Soramee

5 hours ago, Zeref said:

Mod North becoming new CEO of Jagex thoughts? 

I like him so I'm actually kinda hyped about it ~ he seems like he has a lot of really good ideas to move OSRS forward and Jagex as a whole I think will benefit from him. I know a lot of people are iffy on the transition but I always felt like he was a good J-Mod who listens/understand the community and I think he'll take that going forward as a CEO and improve the game even more ~

5 hours ago, Zeref said:

Next time she has to come with me when I leave the country

NoopppEEEE NOPE NOPEEE You won't catch me on a plane anytime soon with the way they keep dropping outta the sky XD

I went to class this morning but it was at home due to weather, which was nice ~ I had a doctors appointment in the afternoon and I got some really relieving news that I'm very happy about.

Despite that though I don't feel very happy because this evening my Uncle passed away. I think he was definitely my favorite uncle too, he's the one I have the best memories from childhood with, so it kind of overshadowed the good news I got earlier I guess. 

It's storming and raining here right now, lots of wind and stuffs ~

4 hours ago, DylanMax said:

There’s something so freeing about pouring your heart out without expecting a reply. It’s like a love letter to yourself, or maybe to the idea of love itself. Keep it up it’s art in its purest form.

Thank you it's really nice to write it all out and just have gotten it off my chest. Writing has always been very freeing to me ~ 

33 minutes ago, Ohayotaku said:

Sometimes it’s a tempting notion

Yeah that's kinda what happened lolll