Faeding

Make shift word play,laxodazical  word "Eb' And Flow'".

Constricted, entwined 'entangled 

A cacophony of word show.

A stuck-strapped to the bottom of your boots

Sinking feeling you know.

You lost, remembered. Forgot and found.  

Quietly stuffing the brightest and quietest dreams you've allowed.

Stricken and stitch meaning to all but that and this.  

The Curved and curling meaning stretched just out of grasp. Bending at the balance for what you wish to take...but they had none to give .

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Make shift word play

Eb and Flow 

A cocophany of word show 

You lost...remembered... forgot and found-

The Curved  and curling meaning  stretched just out of grasp 

Laxodazical,  constricted.. entwined.. entangled 

A stuck strapped to the bottom of your boots quietly stuffing the brightest and quietest dream you've allowed

A sinking feeling bending at the balance for what you wish to take

Stricken and stitch meaning to all but that and this for I have much to give.

20 hours ago, The History Kid said:

I don't have issues with other people not doing their work - it's just that I'm kind of a single point of failure right now.  So some things pile up that no one else can deal with - and it sucks.

Need to vent? Everyone is wonderful.. sometimes we fuck up wonderfully as well. 

Hopefully Wedgy is on tonight...with less terrifying dolls. 

5 minutes ago, The History Kid said:

I've got the Spotify going this evening.  Decided to take a second day off work...we'll see if that bites me in the rear later...

I almost took today off for no reason. But didnt have the courage <.<

Chill out room Bump. Ganna be posting in here tonight if no one wants to hang out in amv land XD. 

Is anyone interested in some more. I dont want to spam

Keep audio  muted 

For some reason I cant see under any of my last post

 So i cant click your links? Can you try re posting please. 

7 minutes ago, Amane_Miko said:

Sounds better with headphones on. Something about this sends chills down my spine.

Dazai's voice, most probably.

Wow that one is spooky o.o

If anyone is into visualizes or has any good ones similar to these three I'd be more than most interested 

 visualizer#2

#3 

Ehhh we'll go with four for the variety 

Anyone lurking?

Had an incredible auditory experience with someone involving this song one time o.o

4 minutes ago, Amane_Miko said:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g7XrnHFNHEc

I'll post some kozu/baka if youd like.

Kizu cluster!!

Kiss shot uwu

I remember when I first realized I loved Animations paired with music...sometimes more than the music itself... I have fairly poor rythm... I can remember songs based on pictures much more easily than eith names of artists.

I'll be at work till 4am paf- so I'll be posting some amvs/animation  while I'm out and about to pass the time.  Feel free to YGYL.. request- or post!!

17 hours ago, Wedgy said:

I'll echo what @Faeding said; there's so many layers to this question and due to its nature alone, answering in full is a wall of text about some very personal experiences.

I used to think I was a more logical person, but the older I'm getting the more I find I have to rely on empathy for dealing with most situations I find myself in. Thinking of myself as a stone cold and forwardly-thinking individual was in hindsight awfully obtuse of me. Realistically, humans are complicated. We all feel a colourful range of emotions but where we differ is in how much we choose to acknowledge them. I now see it as a sign of maturity being able to balance decision making between thinking with your brain and thinking with your heart. Leaning too much in either direction causes turmoil on the opposite end. 

Answers and reasons used to be very clear... very linear thinking... it's not hard for me so that level of expectation put on others was simple.  Now I'm afraid of the walls and I'm continually middling in every aspect possible out of.. fear of my passed failures. 

On 9/29/2019 at 8:50 PM, ArchieKun said:

Where I am it is thunder storming and cold. 

So jealous!!

When the welling crawls 

You're aware...as the itching heat spills a crossed your sanity. Your mind turns to run...to hide its head in the dirt 

..only to fill you with acknowledgment. To run is to have something to run from

" I'm not okay". 

Your mind...Racing...racing through vulnerability that overflows ensnaring your senses..trapping your vision and feeling into a spinning image of dread your mind refuses to stop playing 

Every part of your body is hanging off the bed. 

"I cant cant feel this way ". 

Is a terrible way to have to feel. 

This question is dense and to be honest I'm not completely comfortable leaving a wall post around on something like this... but I'll kinda quote and talk about it slowly spilling the conflicts in my mind that fill me with anxiety and longing

Blue green algae 

Spooky stuff

Anyone here a night owl? I work night shift and it gets so boring! 

Also

Hi!

13 hours ago, Endynyp said:

People say that coffee is dehydrating because of the caffeine (as a diuretic) which would apply equally to both coffee and tea. However, neither tea nor coffee are dehydrating. Caffeine is a mild diuretic (which makes you pee) and it is a stimulant (which drives you to poop) but it does not dehydrate you. A diuretic causes your kidneys to flush excess water and sodium out of your body, but your body will obtain more water from tea and coffee than it expels. If you are counting your daily 8 glasses of water (which you shouldn't, but that is another story) tea and coffee should absolutely count towards your total.  

I like this a lot >.> but I think the reason its considered dehydrating is that caffeine is a vaso restrictor making your blood vessels smaller carrying less oxygen and and water?  Could be 100% wrong though  

1 hour ago, Seshi said:

Took this while camping earlier today.

What area is this around if you dont mind me asking? Reminds me of my mountain forests

Do I get a detailed gun breakdown? This is m16a1 from girls frontline

Thanks so much! I'll look into Big o right  meow 

 What are the arcs in that image leaning into each other? Also Its California.  Here's a little bit higher in the mountain if interested. And no worries. I almost did chit chat at first but then liked the entertainer idea. 0/19big deal though 

Love driving when the sun sets...wish I wasn't always driving to work.

Just a general wowzer  today guys. On my End shift last week yall helped me pull through.  So tonight I'll be providing the entertainment! YouTube videos and music as per customary. Feel free to chat along... contribute...ask questions...skulk about and not post  it's all good! To start off heres a little clip of part of my drive to work tonight!

Embrace the new Gen o.o

https://youtu.be/QsuYZ-1ZP00

18 hours ago, Endynyp said:

Lol. @Illusion of Terra Not as stressed out as I'd be with caffeine withdrawals and it keeps other people from stressing out too. No one should have to experience me without caffeine.

@Faeding Welcome to the cult! Muahahaha. Though I feel honor-bound to tell you, herbal teas generally don't have any caffeine in them. 

Very interesting!I usually check the packs to make sure but I'll have to check now!! Thank you