Now, those who know me well, and some people who don't, always seem to comment on me being a "good person" or at the very least, a nice young man.
This post is in no way negative, but I would like to openly admit, that I'm not a good person.
I mean,
I always try my hardest to make everyone around me happy,
I always make sure I try to be well mannered, and never rude towards others,
I always give up things for others,
I am probably the most happy go lucky person I know,
And in all fairness, that's what makes me such a bad person
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Trying my hardest to make everyone happy means that I have to throw away my own opinions and ideas to comfort everyone, even if it goes against my core.
Being well mannered and polite always ends up with me being trode over since that's how society works.
Giving up personal possessions means that people easily take advantage of me.
And lastly, being happy go lucky means many things. It means that everyone else around me feels down because they try and compare their emotions to me. It means that I'm socially threatening since I'm classified as weird, as I talk to myself and great people randomly. There are many more faults, but I will save you the list
... There are many, many things, that justify me as being a bad person. And I like it.
Being a good person means you have to lie, you have to cheat, you have to fake your emotion, and you have to stand by the side of a larger figure to express your hive mind thoughts.
I'm just proud that i can say I'm bad, and socially unacceptable ^w^