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  1. My Hands Are so Cold

     

    My hands are so cold
    Your breath so hot
    In my mind I scold
    For I've missed my shot
    Every day is rust, no gold
    Copper coloured ink blot
    In the secrets, untold
    That reside in the bloodshot

    Eyes, they see but what they wish
    Tongue to teeth, lips on your fingertip
    And blood stained clothes make the perfect dish
    When pain comes before simple companionship

    Lost in a world of another's creation
    With my claws continuously aching
    As I carve a path right towards damnation
    With no regard for how my own mind is breaking
    Under the pressure of securing a nation
    That, with my own eyes, I will see as breathtaking
    Yet, even still, I struggle to glimpse salvation
    For I had it once, in your eyes, there was no mistaking
    A beautiful love, grown from hate and starvation
    But I fear I will never have the chance of retaking
    Such, for I cannot argue with your rightful accusation
    I just wish this goodbye wasn't so heartbreaking ...

    My hands are so cold, covered in dust and ash
    And even the fire raging on, leaving Hell in it's path
    Leaving no chance at love, rather only this immanent clash
    Cannot warm my fingers like your hot breath's aftermath ...

  2. Let Go

     

    Pop the champagnes
    And roll out the chains
    Fire in my veins
    Hold a gun to my brains
    And go!

    If three is a crowd we're waging war tonight
    Riot in the streets under flickering candle light
    And no one can stop us, no matter how bright
    For we see the world through touch not sight
    So if anyone dares to interrupt our delight 
    This vision of vampiric gluttony will sure ignite
    Fire in the halls, who would dare fight?
    Listen to the calls and come, take flight
    Let go!

    It's an epiphany, the way we live
    One day at a time is all we give
    No regrets brings no need to forgive
    So we live in lust and in lust we outlive 

    In this castle we drink blood: our own, another's, unknown
    But if you do not wish to taste it, you can give up your throne
    Take solace in the knowledge you are safe, both blood and bone
    For when you give up your commanding and assertive tone
    The power you'll feel under another is just the stepping stone
    Let go!

    Too many delicacies to list in word alone, my boy
    Come, take joy in knowing you can be our eternal toy
    With words sealed within our throats we surely enjoy
    Every minute, every moment every second we employ
    For pain, for pleasure, the line between we doth destroy
    And if you wish to join us ... I could use a whipping boy 

    Lust is ever lasting and in this castle we adore it
    Adorn it in blood covered jewels that glow when moonlit
    For we riot in the midnight hours when God himself has quit
    When candle light is all we have to see each misfit
    Eternally clothed in the roles of submissive and dominate
    For who can hear those preaching the holy writ?
    Holy water hath no power if it cannot stop the hypocrite
    So in the dark and wicked hours we all, in some way, submit
    To our masters, to our lovers, to the lustful acts we commit
    For no one has ever escaped this moonlit candle pit
    Wherein we all indulge on the blood where our hearts split
    Let go!

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  3. Cotton

     

    Cotton hands wrapped around my throat
    And my mind's control is on remote
    Cotton fingers pressing on my pulse
    Can you feel the blood blocked by your impulse?

    You look so sweet while you strangle me
    And I can't help but beg and plea
    For more, for more, for more and more
    'Cause everything I want is right at the door

    Cotton lips pressed to my skin
    Watch you sink your teeth right in
    I guess razor blades can't cut your tongue
    Or else this feverish dream would come undone

    You sound so sweet while you devour me
    And I can't help but beg and plea
    For more, for more, for more and more
    'Cause everything I want is right at the door

    Cotton soft and candy sweet
    Everything about you knocks me off my feet
    Knowing eyes and a sympathetic smile
    Knows when my tears are crocodile

    I've got nothing to lose and so much to gain
    So I let you take my heart and my brain
    Watch your teeth sink deeper into my exposed flesh
    Body carved open as you hold my organs, so fresh

    Cotton hands wrapped around my bloody entrails
    My heart's still pumping, brain's clear in it's details
    But I don't look away or beg you to stop
    Instead I watch you start from the top

    Cotton fingers tracing over my now outsides
    Teeth digging in, making them your new insides
    And your cotton lips, now stained with my blood
    Make me want to taste them, oh, how I wish I could ...

    Cotton lips, so softly, press against my skin
    And I accept you, I let you, I let you right in
    Flesh carved open and, with my own blood, arrayed
    So climb inside this cave you've so carefully made.

  4. Lightning

     

    Pillowy soft
    Neon signs
    City loft
    It all aligns ...

    Watching the rain come down like it's about to thunder
    But there's no way either of us are going under
    'Cause a little lighting never hurt anyone
    And you've got the marks to show it, you son-of-a-gun!

    Fingers circling skin lit up by the night sky
    Everything and everyone has a time to die
    But in this moment, we own it, and death won't get by
    'Cause lighting doesn't strike twice unless we get high

    I'm busy in the bedroom fluffing pillows for tonight
    And you're busy in the kitchen trying to get dinner just right
    'Cause we've been in bed all day just taking in the sight
    Of you, of me, of each other snuggled up all cozy tight

    Neon signs cast shadows on the walls
    Reminds me of horror tales about halls
    Haunted by ghosts and caterwauls
    That send shivers to the heart as it stalls

    The sight, so haunting, looks gorgeous on you
    And I wouldn't trade this city for a million or two
    'Cause money can't buy the things we've gone through
    In this city and it's alleys, all the fantasies we've made true

    Sitting in your soft bed with my feet off the floor
    Dangling 'cause I'm too small to reach anymore
    And you're standing in the kitchen, back to the door
    And I wonder if you know how long I'll love you for

    'Cause every time I stand on tip-toes just to kiss your cheek
    You smile like an idiot and tease me about it for a week
    But when we're hiding in alleys and trying to sneak
    Your lips are sealed like you'd die if you even made a squeak

    Like the lightning pattern on your skin
    I think that's about as far as I've fallen in
    Two become one, lightning for the win
    'Cause you set my skin on fire with a simple grin

    Neon signs
    Electric lights
    Everything aligns
    In neon light nights.

  5. Routine?

     

    I feel like I've lived a million years but my card says seventeen
    And I feel like I've seen you before but maybe it was just a dream
    'Cause even though I remember your name maybe it's just a scene
    I made up in my head when I was lonely ... lonely on the balance beam
    But then again I feel like I've said your name before, under covers when I was nineteen
    Nineteen? Can't be, I've only lived seventeen years, see, it says so right here in my bloodstream
    And I know we couldn't have met 'cause you say you've been sick since you were in between
    And you couldn't have made it out of the hospital, not even with the best darn scheme
    But, still, in my bones, every day, I feel like I've touched your hair while we were in the limousine
    You looked so nervous on the way to the prom even though you fit the "Beauty Queen" theme
    And I knew right then and right there I wanted to marry you with a wedding like the ones on the silver screen
    And when I think about it hard enough I can kind of remember sitting outside in the middle of a daydream
    And you came up to me, smile so wide, you looked so darn pretty and said, "My name's Jean.
    It's real nice to meet ya, I don't mean to keep ya, but would you like to be on my team?"
    So we played all day and your skirts got all muddy but you still looked as elegant as a queen
    And when you went home that night I remember, I was sitting in my room late December gleam
    And I couldn't forget the way your eyes lit up like the 4th of July when you said you were a year older than my fourteen
    But now that I recall I'm a year older than you, June ... can't be! I vividly remember you bathed in a moonbeam
    Hair tied up with curls framing your face, freckles on your nose not a single one out of place, something I've never unseen
    So how then, tell me, how can this be? You're a year younger than me? Sick in your room with a sickness so extreme
    You can't leave the hospital for a second. Where did this go wrong? Tell me, who changed the leaves? They're no longer evergreen ...
    Now I'm sitting on your bed, my hand on your head, watching your eyes tear up and you light up like a sunbeam
    "Marco ... is that you?" And I feel my heart tear in two, why does that name sound so familiar? Is this simply routine? 
    "Jean?" I whisper, my lips trembling with the effort and I feel like I might scream
    Seeing you their, your name unknown to me, I feel like I'm next up for the guillotine
    "I knew it," you whisper, your voice so soft, "I knew you'd come back!" you say all agleam
    And I can't manage to do anything but cry as my shoulders shake and I feel like I swallowed gasoline
    "Don't cry," you smiles and though it's weak it calms my soul, "I know we'll meet downstream
    And when I see your smile, next time we meet, no sickness, death or things unforeseen
    Will have the power to keep me away from you, for I will break out midstream
    If that is what it takes to live a life with you, in love, like when we were nineteen."

  6. Pretend, Play, Puncture ... Pretend

     

    The feel of your skin against my tongue
    Devilishly sinful yet so delicious
    I've always had trouble, ever since I was young
    But watching you squirm under me has me feeling avaricious
    And I can't think of a single thing that has ever been sung
    That sounds better than you when you're trying not to be suspicious ...

    It's like the feeling I get when I claw at your skin just to see if you can persevere 
    It's the feeling I get when I bite your lip just to taste the blood
    The feeling I get when I burn your eyes so it's a struggle just to see clear
    Yes, it's like the feeling I get when I tighten the rope just to hear your heart thud ... 

    Everybody likes to play pretend but none like it as much as I
    'Cause I can be the sweetest little boy who would never do wrong
    Until I flip the script and decide it's the time you either cry or accept the lie
    Because even though you may sing the chorus I'm the one writing the song ...

    Devil in me or devil in you? Who really cares to tell?
    I'm too busy downing whiskey to set your lungs afire
    So if you think I'm the devil just wait 'til you're his shell
    So you can try to put out Hell's fire before you expire.

    Hush now, don't say a word ... I'll show you how to handle it
    Breathe in, take a breath, hold it 'til it hurts your lungs
    Feel my hands around your throat, sorry sorry hypocrite
    Tried to sell me down the river just to speak in tongues!

    Nobody lies to a liar and escapes the devils wrath
    Don't try to trick a trickster or they'll trick you right back
    But no matter what I say you won't learn your lesson in the aftermath
    For my greed is more than king Midas' and without the drawback
    I have no need for mercy, empathy or tears when I have a bloodbath
    And if I can bathe in your organs when all is said and done I'll gladly attack
    No mercy for a liar, no mercy for your tricks, no mercy from a psychopath
    Who's sick of your detestable melody and harmony, no longer my Prozac
    I'll write a better song anyway, and she'll sing it like she's on the warpath
    Little nymphomaniac, angel turned devil, yeah she'll be my insomniac!

    The feel of your skin against my tongue
    Devilishly sinful yet so delicious
    I've always had trouble, ever since I was young
    But watching you squirm under me has me feeling avaricious
    And I can't think of a single thing that has ever been sung
    That sounds better than you when you're trying not to be suspicious ...

  7. My Girlfriend is a Garden.

     

    My girlfriend is a garden and she grows every day
    Her green hair looked so pretty when I watered it today
    And her brown skin's sprouting flowers just like it's child's play
    I just hope she doesn't get too big to keep this way
    But if she does at least she won't have withered away ...

    My girlfriend is a garden and she likes when I sing my song
    They say music helps grow flowers and she says it helps her along
    'Cause she believes I could never sing a single note wrong
    And I just hope she doesn't get too big 'til she can no longer belong
    But if she does at least she'll have heard my song for so long ...

    My girlfriend is a garden and she's started growing trees
    The flowers on her fingers are the same as on her knees
    And she's got birds coming to greet her with happiness and ease
    'Cause I opened up a window so she could feel the breeze
    And I just hope she doesn't get too big for me to please
    But if she does at least she'll have the birds, bugs and bees

    My girlfriend is a garden and I give her all my love and time
    For she makes me so overtly happy, especially in the springtime
    When she lights up with flowers and holds her wind chime
    I just hope she doesn't get too big for me to kiss at bedtime
    But if she does at least she'll have natures company and thyme ...

    Yes, my girlfriend is a garden and I love her with my whole heart
    She's eternally joyful, full of light and such a sweetheart
    And I just hope she never grows too big that it keeps us apart
    But if she does at least she'll know my love for her will never depart.

     

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  8. Dangerous Game

     

    It's a dangerous game we play
    Up late at night when no one's awake
    Yeah, it's a dangerous game to stay
    This close to you when we might break
    And it's a dangerous game to look your way
    When I know we're both hiding, so fake
    Yeah, it's a dangerous game for us to lay
    Under the stars, back of your car, beside the lake ...
    What a dangerous game, but I can't stay away
    When you look at me like that, I begin to shake
    And even though it's a dangerous game we say,
    "Nobody can catch us if we make it back by daybreak."
    What a dangerous game we play in the middle of the day
    And sometimes it's too hard to wait, oops, my mistake
    'Cause this dangerous game is starting to weigh
    On my heart, my lungs, causing this headache
    And this dangerous game may just get us today
    And I swear, I hope this doesn't end in heartbreak
    'Cause this dangerous game feels like a holiday
    When you're the one I see right when I awake
    And in this dangerous game we're no longer targets or prey
    When we're in the back of your car, we don't have to hit the brake
    'Cause in this dangerous game you get my mind back on that hallway
    Before your puffin' on a cigarette like you need the smokey intake
    Yeah, in this dangerous game you live like such a castaway
    That the smoke makes your lips taste like an earthquake
    'Cause in this dangerous game you make my earth sway
    Every time you look at me like you have to do a double take ...

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  9. Ash.

     

    Cigarettes as painkillers, why did I think that would work?
    Drown my sorrow 'til tomorrow with the flick of a spark
    And I'm working on something that needs more teamwork
    But I'm busy choking on smoke out in the dark ...

    Alcohol and painkillers mixing in my throat
    Choke back the pills just to fight back the smoke
    And I thought I could calm my shaking with a coat
    But my bones seem to ache as if they've been broke

    She says I taste like ash when I kiss her lips
    I guess I don't taste the same as I did when we met
    And she says my hands shake when I touch her hips
    So when she falls asleep I smoke another cigarette

    I can't keep her happy anymore, I think that happened a while back
    'Cause she used to kiss me like I was her world, everything she needed me to be
    But now she stares into space when she thinks I'm busy with another pack
    And barely kisses me at all when we meet ... so why does she stick around with me?

    Swallowing back another round of painkillers I try to force my hand to stop shaking
    It's been trembling all day, the veins visibly pulsing with alcohol and ash
    Every breath and every step sends my head reeling with thoughts that send me quaking
    And I can't seem to figure out how to fix my problem, I'm down to my last bit of cash ...

    She says I look like I've been crying but I swear it's just the smoke
    'Cause I'm on my last pack of cigarettes and the rooms filled with their scent
    She says my eyes look darker than usual and I can tell she hopes it's a joke
    But I've never been good at those, jokes I mean, they never come out how I meant

    In her eyes I see the coldest shade of fear and she takes my shaking hands in her steady ones, tight
    She looks me right in my cold, dead eyes and swears she's gonna make this night worth my time
    So I try my best to focus on her, on the way she's focused one me, but my mind wanders back to the sparks light
    Sitting beside me she looks so heartbroken and I know my silence is nothing if not a crime 

    Standing outside the store I can't help but wonder how my eyes must look in this light
    Red shades casting shadows over my face that I fear make me look like a devil
    And as I look up at the sky with smoke in my lungs, I let this cloud out into the night
    Watching it twirl, separate and vanish I go back to our springtime revel ...

    In the smoke filled room she caught my eye with the way she kept on dancing
    Like some sort of mystical creature enclothed in smoke and lights
    Her eyes locked on mine and she flashed me a smile so entrancing 
    That I kept coming back just to see her light up even the darkest nights 

    And as I sit outside, my knees aching as they press into the concrete
    I can feel the blood in my lungs starting to rise and I clench my teeth
    Imagining her finding my body sends me down a backstreet
    And I hope to God, if He's up there, he has pity on those who're beneath ...

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  10. Isn't She Perfect?

     

    It's a cold, cold day in late, late fall
    And you look so pretty walkin' through the mall
    Hair let down past your waist, your high heels makin' you tall
    And I can't help but think about everything I love about you, I love it all!

    You long hair curled around your finger as you talk with your friend
    Laughin' like you're an angel and I hope that beautiful smile never has to end
    'Cause you look so beautiful, rosy cheeks, a beauty I can't even comprehend
    And I know you're perfect in every single way, 'cause you're the perfect girlfriend

    And every time I see you, I can't help but stare
    'Cause you always look so pretty and it just isn't fair
    It's like God sent down an angel who walks on air
    So perfect, so beautiful, you answer every prayer

    And someday I hope to have a child with you, my dear
    I know you'd make the perfect mother, I can tell from here
    And I know someday we'll be married and I'll cry when you come near
    'Cause I know you'll look so pretty, all in white, so perfectly pure and clear

    Yeah, it's a cold, cold day in late, late fall
    And you look so pretty walkin' through the mall
    With your high heels makin' you look so tall
    And I just know it's my name, not his, you're going to call ...

  11. Moment of Peace

     

    Reality gives way to fantasy
    I can be everything I want to be
    And in this moment there is safety
    In the space that hides inside reality

    Not everything is always as it seems
    Sometimes happiness is only found in dreams
    Sometimes safety is found inside of the screens
    And almost always that is where my heart leans

    Evading reality like the black plague
    Diving in deeper 'til my heart starts to drag
    But it brings me such peace, I can't raise the flag
    No white colours waving, on the branches they snag

    "Sensory overload!" my mind starts to shout
    Too much time spent in reality, I need to get out
    So I turn away again to return to my hideout
    Where I am free in the space between reality's roundabout

    A million miles away somebody says my name
    Somebody sees my face and somebody knows my pain
    A million miles away somebody plays the game
    That leaves me smiling ear-to-ear as I do it all again 

    Detaching from reality I find a moment of peace
    Suddenly all my insides start to increase
    My lungs coughing up blood create a masterpiece
    And I don't bother wondering when it will cease

    I have safety in my land of fake friends and memories
    And these moments give way to momentary remedies
    So I'll wear these smiles like their my accessories
    And when I return to reality? They'll go in the treasuries.

  12. Dream Dreams.

     

    In a world full of melancholy, I could not sit around
    Just watching every day pass as the world turned upside down
    It was my wish to make it, create it, and build it up from the ground
    A magical moment, a mystical sound, a thriving ocean in which for us to drown!

    Behind the glass lay the desolate kingdom of smog
    Humanity let the world rot and vanish in the fog
    But I built a new one, a perfect prologue
    To the pre-post-present world of my own monologue!

    With magic and whimsy alight in the air
    And perfect pink parasols light and fair
    I started a tune and didn't stop there
    For I needed a song so impossibly rare ...

    With my mind on over time I wrote a symphony
    Lyrics over lines shall play for all eternity
    And to this perfect tune I spin dizzily
    'Round and 'round into infinity!

    Dreams on dreams creating dreamy dreams of dreaming 
    Every time I close my eyes my mind is teeming
    With so many dreams I could never stop screaming
    Lyrics and lines, dreams and visions eternally streaming!

    Forget the world I left behind so many years ago
    I used to lose my mind on alibis and eternally insolent woe
    But, as you may be able to tell, I've learned to let it all go
    Lose my woe on this eternally imperfectly perfect one-man show!

    With so many thoughts running through my mind
    I have to find the time to stop and rewind
    Take my brain out and write down all I find
    So every room is full of this intricate design!

    In this, my perfect world, I find no one to stop me
    Not a single soul can ever, the things I've built, see 
    And, on the tip of my tongue, is ever present glory
    Looking on in wonder at this vision of ecstasy!

    My creation is mine own and this world mine own creation
    If I deem it impossible to meet it, no one ever shall see this nation
    For I have built it with mine own two hands and formed the foundation
    By my own work I've created an entire world of eternal liberation!

    So in my dreams I dream of dreamers dreaming of my dreams
    But instead of the thoughts that fill my head, their own burst at the seams
    And with my dreams within their dreams they dream of dreaming streams
    Streams of gold and lilac sunshine on the world's face as it beams ...

    So forget the world with all it's woes, lies and alibis
    Instead dream dreams and believe in all you fantasize 
    For you will bring it all to life through your very own eyes
    So, my dear, dream dreams of symphonies you will bring alive!


     

    "We are the music-makers and we are the dreamers of dreams."
    -Willy Wonka (1971)

  13. Regretful Reputation

     

    When you make a reputation for yourself, it tends to stick
    Maybe somebody should'a told me that before I got sick
    'Cause on my dying bed now I still got this tick
    And no way to make it better with the clouds this thick
    They rolled in fast and turned grey quick
    Rain came down and I felt slick
    'Cause I felt like nature was in on the trick
    Maybe I was wrong, yeah, I was a skeptic
    Spent all my time second-guessing the arithmetic
    Got off on hearing people call me a lunatic
    But now I'm just feeling really homesick
    Wondering if I'll ever again get to see your lipstick
    Wondering if you're feelin' real seasick
    On your way out, lit your lamp's wick
    And I remember our sea-side picnic
    Your face lit up by the fire of the candlestick
    You looked like you rode over on a broomstick
    Witch-like beauty but you'd never be my sidekick
    So I never told you about my part in the uptick
    Of deaths in our town, 'cause it'd have been a kick
    Right to your stomach and I couldn't stomach seeing you panic
    But now you're all I think about as I hear the clock tic ...

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  14. Fake It 'til You Break It

     

    I hate faking smiles 'cause I know you'll believe me
    And nothing else, no, that is all you will see
    And when I speak you say, "How can that be?
    Because to me you look awfully free."

    I hate faking laughs 'cause I know you'll believe them
    Completely ignoring the blood on my hem
    Completely ignoring the ever growing stem
    Of darkness, despair and inner mayhem

    It feels like a lie
    Every time I reply
    'Cause I'd like to die
    But I still have to try ...

    I don't know why I do it, try to keep up this facade
    When I'd rather be casting blood on the house of God
    No, I don't know why I do it, look away from where I've clawed
    But every time I play this game of lies you all applaud 

    It is really quite a  funny thing, living with my brain
    Sometimes I think I'm a genius, other times ... insane
    'Cause nothing ever pleases me as much as grotesque pain
    So I suppose I'll tear it down, drop the mask and bathe in your blood rain

    Yes, I suppose I'll burn this town and everything it holds dear
    Watch everything go up in flames as my eyes, filled with blood, clear
    For I am now your rightful god, your ruler and domineer
    I am no longer fake, no, I accept my fate ... as a lonely pioneer.

  15. Who's Is It?

     

    I wake up with blood on my hands
    From whom? I know not
    But crimson covers my tangled hair strands
    And I fear they soon will rot ...

    Give way to another day
    And spend everything I bring
    All these words I will say
    Have no affect on anything

    I wake up with blood under my nails
    From whom? I know not
    But this crimson forms liquid details
    I fear bring too much thought ...

    Give way to another night
    And spend everything I am
    All these things I scream in fright
    Paralyze my diaphragm 

    I wake up with blood on my teeth
    From whom? I know not
    But my tongue, crimson hides underneath
    And I taste every drop ... sickening, coppery, hot

    Who's is it?

  16. I Want to Go Back

    Who stopped the wind from blowing?
    Who jammed up all the gears?
    Who stopped my body from growing?
    Who started this ring in my ears?

    It's a silent day for dying
    A cold day for trying
    A good day for lying
    Is that what you're implying?

    Silence doesn't exist in my mind
    No, my mind's not too kind
    Spends all it's time confined
    So it confines me wherein it lined

    Stupid words fill my head
    I wish I were simply dead
    Tie me up with your thread
    And send me off to bed ...

    I can't sleep and I can't dream
    Nothing is as it does seem
    Shine your electric beam
    And I swear I'll scream 

    No threats can scare
    A nightmare
    You're aware
    So you don't care 

    Send me back to darkness, send me back to death
    Send me back to tear stained nights and my last breath
    Send me back ...
    Send me back ...

  17. Hidden

     

    Blindfold over both your eyes, living like you're half blind
    Gloves cover up both your hands, fingers never touch their kind
    Large hat a'top your head, covers the thoughts in your mind
    Mask over your unseen mouth, take it off and what would we find?

    "Impersonating a monster has never gone well
    Last boy who did it ended up in Hell!
    Last girl who did it, well, no one can tell
    'Cause her body was curled up like a shell
    And her eyes were as white as when the snow fell!"

    "Falling in love with a monster has never been kind
    Last girl who did it lost her whole mind!
    Last boy who did it we didn't wish to find
    'Cause his body was no longer aligned
    And his eyes were gone, they were his fine!"

    But even in the darkness I can still see you
    And even in the darkness you see me too
    And even though their warnings may be true
    I can't help but want to see this through ...

    Taking off your blindfold you look at me
    And pitch black ink is all I see
    Can this really, truly be?

    Taking of your gloves you touch my skin
    And an icy cold crawls within
    How can this begin?

    Taking of your hat you let your hair fall
    Long, starry locks to my heart call
    How can this be real at all?

    Taking off your mask you smile at me
    Sharp rows of teeth finally free
    How can this even be?

    "So beautiful a creature ... I never have seen
    With eyes like an inky, deadly ravine
    And hands with nails like a guillotine
    With hair like a starry, midnight scene
    And a mouth full of a silver dagger dream ...
    Oh, dear Lord, let her be my queen!"

  18. Will You or Won't You?

     

    It's nights like these I forget if I'm even human at all
    The night's silent and I'm defiant to the curtain call
    You won't take me ... you won't take me

    In the black doom of my room I sit awake
    There's nothing to shatter, nothing to break
    'Cause everything's plastic and fake
    Smash it on the floor, watch it deflate
    You won't take me ... you won't take me

    Everything's silent in the world around me
    But I can hear Hell screaming at thee
    My own reflection, turns to be free
    Hear the Devil's unholy decree 
    You won't take me ... you won't take me

    My fingers are bloody, the nails clogged with flesh
    I swore I'd never eat anything so fresh
    You won't take me ... you won't take me

    Sustained on this liquor, my lips burn with fire
    Throat aches with heat, my heart with desire
    And I think of your body, alight on the pyre
    Let my blood drip on thee, drink it up, Sire
    You won't take me ... you won't take me

    Drowning in my own blood like quicksand
    I see you standing over me, tall and grand
    but If I beg you and take your brand
    Will you let me drink my blood from your hand?
    Won't you take me ... won't you take me?

    It's nights like these I forget if I'm even human at all
    The night's silent and I'm complaint to the curtain call
    Won't you take me ... won't you take me?

  19. Honestly, I would actually prefer to cosplay as male characters. Mostly these boys:

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    These boys because their outfits/designs are cute as heck and I would love to create real life versions of them:

     

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    These boys because they're all very important to me (and I believe cosplay is a great way to pay respect to the creators and characters you love):

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    I would also love to cosplay some genderless/non-binary characters such as these ones:

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    (I haven't seen Sailor Moon, but Sailor Uranus is just so cute and I love their outfit/design so much!)


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    (I've absolutely adored Leo ever since I saw them and I love their outfit/design so much.)


    I'd also love to cosplay these female characters as well:

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    These girls because they're all such wonderful characters and I love them.

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    (I love Touka because she's a brash, rude and vulgar while still being such a lovable lady. It's quite rare to see female characters like her so I absolutely love the fact that she's not seen as a "b*****" but rather a normal, realistic female character who's allowed to express her emotions, whether negative or not, openly and without any labels being pushed on her.)


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    (I love Sugu because, well, her character design is so cute and because she really made me feel for her and had such a real, human aspect to her that most of the characters in SAO don't really seem to have, for me at least.)


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    (Confident, tough women with cute/soft sides are my literal weakness so naturally I fell in love Riza Hawkeye right away and would love to express my adoration for her through cosplay. Also, her design is so strong and pretty at the same time I would really love to try and pull that off.)


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    (Okay, so maybe strong and angry confident women, soft side or not, are my weakness because I absolutely adored Olivier as well and would love to cosplay her since her whole style is just so intriguing to me.)


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    (I love Mei's design, that one stray hair is just so cute! Plus she was such an interesting character that made me feel for her and love her so quickly.)


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    (I haven't seen much BNHA but, my gosh, Uraraka is cute as heck! I would absolutely love to cosplay her because her outfit/design is just adorable.)

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    I'd also love to cosplay the Shera: Princess of Power characters because I love them all!

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    I would also love to cosplay as Pidge from Voltron because she's so adorable, her design is cute as heck, she was such an interesting, adorable and lovable character that made me like space.

    I mean, just look at her expressions (especially the way her smile curls up like the Cheshire cat) and her little spiked up strands of hair! 

     

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  20. I really like all of these anime hairstyles:

     

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    These hairstyles would usually be an automatic "No!' for anyone else but I can't not include my boys because they make them look so cute!

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    (Sorry I couldn't find a picture of Recon where you could see the whole style of his hair very well but I think those three pictures show it nicely. Also, I just posted two pictures of Armin because, why not?)

     

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  21. Like I Love You.

    I don't think I've ever loved somebody the way that I love you
    Moon drop eyes, city wide thighs, morning's glistening dew
    No, I don't think I've ever loved somebody the way that I love you
    Sun kissed skin, sweet tea grin, sunset's perfect hew
    And I don't think I'll ever love somebody the way that I love you
    Sand covered breasts, cold night breaths, midnight's gorgeous view 

    I don't think God ever made anything better than this
    Your gorgeous eyes closed so lightly as we softly kiss
    No, I don't think God ever made anything better than this
    Your nimble fingers threaded through my hair as we reminisce 
    And I don't think God could ever make anything better than this
    Your laugh lilting through the air as we fall into this bliss

    I don't think I've ever found someone as perfect as you
    Holy lips, soft fingertips, cotton candy blue
    No, I don't think I've ever found someone as perfect as you
    Breathless chanting, cherished panting, taste of honeydew
    And I don't think I could ever find someone as perfect as you
    Pure diamond teeth, permanent marks, like a tattoo

    So, my dear, I swear ...
    I'll never love somebody like I love you.

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