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About SoullessMarshmallow

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    AF's Cannibal Marshmallow

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  • Favourite Anime
    Re:Zero
    Danmachi
    Card Captor Sakura
    FMAB
    Overlord
    Gintama
    Baccano!
    Soul Eater
    Panty and Stocking with Garterbelt
    Kill la Kill
    Mushishi
    Madoka Magica.
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    Spacey Space
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    Student Musician
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    female

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  1. Ne, so nice to finally revisit he site again~ my check ins have been so patchy for the past two months T__T I missed you guys~!!!

    1. Viper

      Viper

      Welcome back 

    2. Roxeg

      Roxeg

      Better than never…

  2. Honestly... I should really stop trying to show people my poems in real life T_T Things are just not working out for me, hehe.

    1. Roxeg

      Roxeg

      Poems are something personal after all.

  3. Guys And Weird Mistakes

    Haha, I know right?! Of course, I totally agree with you. That's what I was planning on doing first. And don't worry - it's just harmless teasing ^^ Nothing that would signal any insecurities, really. It's a good rule, and totally respectable. I have to disagree with you own the young and immature thing, though. Now, I won't argue that I'm mature enough (because really, is anyone at my age?), but I will say that I think it's a good practice for serious relationships or even marriage. Knowing how these things work first hand help me more than just putting it off to the side for a later date. I know that some things in relationships (ex. sex n stuff) should definitely be saved for a later date, I think if the relationship is pretty innocent, there's no harm in it It helps you find what you want in a partner, helps find yourself, and again, lets you know how relationships work and what you can do to make your current (or future) relationship better Of course, that doesn't mean it's okay to just throw yourself one relationship after the other. I mean it as in you find someone you think you're compatible with, and, well you know, give it a shot Definitely. I had to take a few days off, hehe. Blunt is good! Makes your comments much more genuine, especially compliments
  4. Guys And Weird Mistakes

    Thank you for he kind words. He has indeed messages me several times when I shut my phone off from panic and embarrassment haha ^^ Life is strange.
  5. Guys And Weird Mistakes

    Hello everyone! I know it's been a while since I've posted, but for the past week, I couldn't get this off my mind. So, I can't stop thinking about this guy. And, that's absolutely crazy for me. Like, how can I possibly be thinking about a guy I met just last week?! Well, um, I mean we text everyday. Often. And it's not even me who texts him first! And um, well, we talk for a while. At least an hour everyday. Nice chats. Very nice chats. He's really funny, and he offers to help me with homework when he learned that my school's curriculum is extremely behind in math. He once tried to convince me to go attend public school (he currently attends one), or even switch this year, and he's fun to text. He's not bothersome, he seems mature, and he gets my sense of humor (as eccentric as it may be). He sounds really smart, and from the short amount (or perhaps long?) of time that we've talked, it seems that he tries to give different views for different situations, and I'm not sure... AGH! I don't know how to handle this T_T It's been... a while since someone drove me this crazy. I don't even know if I like him! I mean, maybe I do since I think of him often? but I mean, I think of my friends often too! But I mean, I can't possibly like him since we've known each other for just a week! That's insane! I'm Insane! Oh god, what if he actually thinks I'm insane? Oh my gosh how do I handle this? Okay okay, maybe I should give some backstory. We met through a mutual friend during an orchestra rehearsal last Saturday, and we exchanged snapchats, League accounts, and phone numbers after the concert. He texts me everyday without fail, and everyday, we talk for at least an hour. Well, at least for the past week. And he's almost all I can think about. And I'm pretty sure I'm insane, because it's just insane to be thinking about a guy I've only met for a week. He teases me for my height, and asks me to play League, and it's really nice and I'm not sure how to handle it. But last night, I think I really screwed its up. We were talking again, not a big surprise. And he started teasing me for my height again, and of course, I get super tsundere when people do that. Then he said, "So this is the tsundere personality you told me about in All County, huh?" And like the idiot I am, my brain just LEFT ME and I said something really stupid. "Well, I'm not actually a tsundere." LIKE WHAT YES I AM A TSUNDERE WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MYSELF. and then we went on a huge conversation about how he thought fort the last week I've been pranking him that I was a tsundere by acting like a tsundere when I actually acted like how I would usually act. And then he started to say things like "Wait, so then you must like it when I tease you, right?" And then I panicked, I told him I was going to bed, and the last thing I saw him write was, "SO YOU SLEEP TO AVOID YOUR PROBLEMS" And I have no idea if he was joking or not, but I know he didn't mean to be mean, just blatantly realistic, and uh, yeah. Like, I feel like maybe.. oh god how do I explain this? Well, he's not necessarily wrong that I do sleep to avoid a lot of my problems, which, I know, isn't a healthy decision, but what I'm hoping is that I'm worried he's beginning to see through me when I know nothing about him? Maybe I'm just really bad at being supportive, or I just suck at trying to get to know people in real life.. I think I'm worried I'm going to have to open up, but technically, I'm the only one who can make myself open up, but if he actually sits me down today and asks me about my sleeping habits honestly and really wants to know what's going on with me, I don't want to lie either, so do I cover it up for now or do I just let it all spill out? But maybe he'll just find me weird if I tell him about everything, but I was planning on just opening up little by little, and this is really overwhelming me and I'm probably just overthinking everything, but I'm not sure what else to do at this point except overthink because he's just.. No, that's actually impossible. I've only known him for a week, and I can't possibly like someone who I've only known for a week. He probably thinks I'm insane and weird - no, he definitely thinks that. Oh god, I just messed it up for myself. I'm just so worried, you know? it's been such a long time since this has happened to me, and the last time I let my feelings out there, it just led to a really unhealthy relationship. I forced myself to open up and do everything to please my partner, but I just ended up destroying myself and all of my relationships. I... I want to change, and I always thought I grew from that situation. But now that I'm thrown back into this crazy rollercoaster again, am I doing the right thing? Am I forcing to do things I don't want to? Am I forcing this guy to do things he doesn't want to? Do I feel comfortable? Have I really changed? I know I've only known him for a week, but, I get really cautious when anyone - may it be potential partners, new friends, or old friends who're trying to get close with me again - try to open me up. It's stressful, and I don't want to go down the same unhealthy road once more. One time was enough. I don't need to do it again, and I don't want to bring someone along with me. I think I'm also scared that if I do open up, he'll either abandon me completely and never talk to me, or he stays and he tries to help. I'm scared of the only two possibilities that could happen, because if he just books out (which, I wouldn't blame him for. He has his own problems to take care of), it'll take forever for me to get over it, and it'll always be in the back of my mind how I'm just a stupid girl who's looking for people to dump her problems on. but if he stays, I'm just gonna drag him along on this insane road of my stupid problems and my slowly deteriorating mental state. And It might affect him too. Either road is a bad road, because I'm still very selfish. And I don't even know if I'm ready for a relationship again. Will I be able to handle the responsibility of being someone's girlfriend again? I don't even know if he's ready for a relationship. Maybe we're still just immature children looking for someone to accept them for who they are. Maybe we're just meant to be friends and support each other in the long run. Maybe this is a one time thing I get for still hanging in there. Maybe this is the last time we'll talk and I'll never actually see or talk to him again. Maybe he really does think I'm a weird, eccentric girl. Maybe he thinks I'm the weirdest girl he's met. I'd definitely think that if I met me. Maybe he doesn't care for me at all, and I'm just an afterthought to text when he has no one else to text. But maybe, even though I've known him for only a week, maybe things could happen. Maybe healthy things could happen. Maybe this could become something. I mean, he's not a bad person, so it's not entirely impossible. Right? I mean, I guess I kinda like him.
  6. Rainbow's End.m4a

    hoping to get some feedback on this song I’m working on ^_^ It’s the first time I’m playing a piece after being MIA for four years on the piano 

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    2. Roxeg

      Roxeg

      Greatest thing ever

    3. Wodahs

      Wodahs

      I enjoyed it

      listened to it twice 

      I think you've done well 

    4. Roxeg

      Roxeg

      @Wodahs It sounds so good, doesn't it?

  7. The embarrassment from dying so many times without killing anyone while playing LOL is unmatched xD@_@

    1. Muco

      Muco

      Stop feeding @SoullessMarshmallow :D

      Which champions/roles do you play?

    2. SoullessMarshmallow

      SoullessMarshmallow

      @Muco I usually play support with Annie since I can’t kill for my life xD how about you?

    3. Muco

      Muco

      I prefer midlane or jungle, mostly playing champions like Twisted Fate or Warwick. :D

      Nice to know a fellow LOL player.

  8. Any Otome Game fans out there?

    I'm a huge fan of them! I've played things like Mystic Messenger and Midnight Cinderella and Liar!, but I haven't revisited the community in a while ^^; It makes me sad that I can't be apart of a harem like in the games!
  9. Glad to be apart of this forum. People on many parts of the internet are so quick to judge. 

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    2. Muco

      Muco

      We're glad to have you around, @SoullessMarshmallow

    3. Wedgy

      Wedgy

      While it's true that some places are more toxic than others, this place is happily not one of them. : )

    4. Wodahs
  10. Thanx for the reply,

    I'm glad you liked my video as it took a lot of work ^_^ 

    Its great to get opinions from other anime lovers

    please feel free to like and subscribe as I'd really like to get more of your opinions on my futur vids :D

     

    1. SoullessMarshmallow

      SoullessMarshmallow

      Of course~~ Thanks for reminding me about subscribing! I almost forgot this week, haha xD 

  11. I have never felt smaller today than ever before. 

    1. Roxeg

      Roxeg

      Come on, you're anything but small on the inside and in some people's hearts.

      Did everything I've said mean nothing? I refuse to think that.

      I have faith that you'll make it through.

  12. Anime villains ^_^

    Ahhh, I’m only a few seconds in, but I really like it! I expected it to be mediocre, but it’s pretty good. The way you talked wasn’t boring. Unlike most anime you tubers who do these things, you sounded very clear and interested in the video. However, I recommend that you add more personality into your voice/video to attract more people and set you apart from others in your genre. Try going a little off script occasionally, or make a joke in some parts. You’ve got a lotta talent, but just add more personality in the video, and it’ll be awesome! I also suggest making the transition from your intro to your topic more smoothly. Something about it just doesn’t sit well with me. But anyway, Honestly, really good job Can’t wait to see where you’ll go!!
  13. YURURIN!!

    Where've you been? :o 

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    2. yururin

      yururin

      ah, i should've gave a heads up, sorry 'bout that! haven't had the flu since i was a child, but man let me tell ya' it's worse then i remember! it literally sucked all of the remaining life out of my body, but i'm all good now! ~ ┏(^0^)┛

      and thank yoooou! ~

       

    3. SoullessMarshmallow

      SoullessMarshmallow

      It’s okay~ Hey, at least you came back, right? Geez, that’s horrible! I’ve never had the flu, but if I did, I’d probably die because I’ve got asthma ;-; I also wouldn’t like the remaining life sucked out of me either xD Good to hear you’re feeling better!! And no problem!!!

      also, you still need to tell me your useless clam fact of the week xD 

    4. yururin

      yururin

      ooooh, of course! who could forget about the useless clam fact of the week? my hands are getting clammy just thinking about all of the amazing clam facts i've neglected. detective clamster is on the hunt for clam facts and will report to duty soon. ~

  14. Slightly scared I won’t be able to save my husbando in Fantasy Life today D: I hope I don’t screw this up xD 

    1. Mars Terra

      Mars Terra

      Mallow-chan, fight on! >=3

    2. Roxeg

      Roxeg

      Don't let it happen easily though.

  15. Writing and The Arts

    Depends on the character. Sometimes, if I have a really good feel of what I think they’re like, I jump to the letter. If I’m still hesitant about how to design them, I create a profile.
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