pathospades

So i know i've been gone for a long time

But man, it was because i became somewhat lazy in life

From all the rejections i get from girls, even though i try hard and all

But i have two good news, since i've been gone

Maybe one bad news to

Ill explain more in detail

But to sum up one of them, I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND AND I LOVE HER SO DEEPLY

Visual novel backgrounds are weird. They take a long time to make. But players only look at them for seconds.

IT WORKS

IMA GENIE-US

now i just need to draw more expressions

also the raw drawing i did of mimi, im just gonna do a bit of expression changing now : )

still need to draw her in a monster box though, couse she a mimic

one step closer to completing my project!

OH BY THE WAY

STAY SAFE FROM COVID EVERYONE

an experience i wanna share working in a private hospital

we have (read; had, since his decided to leave today, after refusing blood extraction from me) a covid positive patient

and the first time i saw him, his room was cleanish

after 2-3 days, his IV line was removed by accident while he was moving around, and he bled (or his IV bled?, im not really aware of how IV lines works) staining the floor

to which i asked, and that is how i learned of why the floor was dirty (of blood stains), my initial thought was he was coughing up blood, but that proved wrong 

so after another 2-3 days or so, i start smelling something foul on his room, im double-masking, mind you, (doesn't protect as much as n95 masks, but its better than no protection)

after another 2-3 days, i start to smell something really foul in his room, and i am, again, PPE'ed up

and today, he had an extraction for Na/K/other chem tests, to which he said he wanted it "held off", and so i had him sign the back of the paper about his refusal to be extracted, he agreed to with no problems, after which i informed the nurses of his refusal, so they wouldn't look for results on the laboratory

his a great guy that didn't deserve this treatment, his paying for a private room after all, so why would the social cleaners not clean his room at the very least

most likely due to the fear of catching covid19, is the answer

funnily enough, even nurses didn't know he planned on leaving the hospital to a different hospital

why you ask?

couse nurses are somewhat avoiding him too, i know some of the nurses dont avoid him, but some nurses are still scared of even entering his room

so with all that said

as the way i always talk to my mom,

remember to wash hands, wear face mask, and KETCHUP

yes, i always add a random word when saying farewell to her, bite me, its my way of joking around

OH BY THE WAY

STAY SAFE FROM COVID EVERYONE

an experience i wanna share working in a private hospital

we have (read; had, since his decided to leave today, after refusing blood extraction from me) a covid positive patient

and the first time i saw him, his room was cleanish

after 2-3 days, his IV line was removed by accident while he was moving around, and he bled (or his IV bled?, im not really aware of how IV lines works) staining the floor

to which i asked, and that is how i learned of why the floor was dirty (of blood stains), my initial thought was he was coughing up blood, but that proved wrong 

so after another 2-3 days or so, i start smelling something foul on his room, im double-masking, mind you, (doesn't protect as much as n95 masks, but its better than no protection)

after another 2-3 days, i start to smell something really foul in his room, and i am, again, PPE'ed up

and today, he had an extraction for Na/K/other chem tests, to which he said he wanted it "held off", and so i had him sign the back of the paper about his refusal to be extracted, he agreed to with no problems, after which i informed the nurses of his refusal, so they wouldn't look for results on the laboratory

his a great guy that didn't deserve this treatment, his paying for a private room after all, so why would the social cleaners not clean his room at the very least

most likely due to the fear of catching covid19, is the answer

funnily enough, even nurses didn't know he planned on leaving the hospital to a different hospital

why you ask?

couse nurses are somewhat avoiding him too, i know some of the nurses dont avoid him, but some nurses are still scared of even entering his room

so with all that said

as the way i always talk to my mom,

remember to wash hands, wear face mask, and KETCHUP

yes, i always add a random word when saying farewell to her, bite me, its my way of joking around

Wow I have been MIA for a hot min sorry about that. Life can get busy. Anyways good to be back.

so here's an update on what happened while i was gone for 2 days 

it seems my account, aside from being hacked, had some changes into it

changes in which my profile pic most likely was changed to very very VERY r18 images

it would seem that all mods account (including optic) was being targeted, and my account was the most prone one, since i still used god damn yahoo services 

sooooo...i went and deleted my yahoo accounts, good. god. damn. bye. to my childhood account

hello gmail account i will mass spam use from now on

im gonna remake xii360 account on gmail, just couse its my main username online

THE LEGEND GOES, JUST AS I REACHED RMT LEVEL, SO TO DOES MY EMAIL ACCOUNT

also im frankly, tired of getting hacked, i literally got hacked on twitter before too, and thus beefed up my defenses

and man, i got hacked again

this means for my account to get some beefier email 

...is what i hope helps stop hackers, hacking my shiz >.>