Tefutakato

all has been

rollercoastery

my girlfriend left me, 

i became depressed, but i moved on and met new people

what hasn't changed was about me is...

MY WEIGHT, IM STILL 80KG KIFJSAJDOIJGASDJAS (176lbs)

IM DOING MY BEST TO REACH 70KG AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (154lbs)

Damn, that’s rough. I’m happy you’re still trying reach your goal though, I hope you do achieve it. It’s been awhile since you’ve visited AF, hope you come around more. 

i wiiilll, try

cant promise, i've been hella boring as of recent, wahahah xD

So you’re my senpai when it comes to how long you’ve been on this site, but half my age 

if it makes you feel any better Ohayotaku in both those situations Tefutakato would be my kohai

and maybe yours as well in both aspects

Belated Happy Birthday Tefu-kun! I hope you had fun on your birthday.
 

Woooaaah Time really flies by. I was only 16 when I joined here and well hihi. I think I’m the ultimate senpai here for now

What’s up?! It’s been so looong!! Just been coming on and off here tbh. 

9 more days of work to go then a 11 day break here

That makes us co-rookies! Haha though you are familiar

@Tefutakato They stirred the mix a while back and it reset things to zero.  Ranking up again is easy though.. just keep posting.  Personally I would have done that anyway so I didn't/don't really care what my rank is.    I think you can rank up faster and get different badges if you do different things though, if you're into that sort of thing.  Can't find it now but I seem to recall a post to that effect early on.

I was promoted to rookie today but understandable does that mean site vets were all demoted? 

Hoping to add an anime flavour to it soon.

Little does not mean impossible

Keep fighting, TATAKAO DESUKA

WAIT WA

IT COMES OUT TOMORROW?!

tomorrow im night duty, so when i come back i can play it

SUPERYES

@XII360 I think I need to modify what I eat because I eat mostly garbage. I need vegetables and fruits in my diet. Exercise would be essential too considering I usually don’t get exercise. A food diary could work for you and @Kurosaki27, I seen people on weight lost shows do that. Not sure if you’re serious about actually wanting to team up in tracking each other’s progress. 

Not sure if you’re serious about actually wanting to team up in tracking each other’s progress.

bery sirious (very serious)

it would somewhat help motivate us on losing weight, in terms of us wanting to show off to each other that our weigh's are going down, rather than up

tho', if you don't wanna, then you don't gotta'..>.>...

@XII360 I appreciate the kind offer but I think I’ll be okay on my own. Thanks buddy. 

There was something called "getting out of the comfort zone" i believe, I have been reading a book lately named "Do the work" and it covered about how we get tired mentally when doing the same things over and over kinda like a routine. Perhaps a change towards a new field could help you, like idk swap games for a bit with watching a sport maybe? Sorry if the recommendation bothers.

@Kurosaki27 Not really a sports guy. I appreciate the recommendation though.

@Tefutakato was gonna reply yesterday, but i lacked sleep, so i left it for tomorrow (which is today) to reply 

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Sometimes I think to myself if I’ll ever amount to anything. Nothing is really happening in my life, almost everyday I just stay on social media and play video games. 

i too, used to always have this feeling, while i was in school, i would hate how i always had no money, how my father always loaned my allowance due to lack of finance for other needs in our life, had to just focus on my studies that i didn't even want to be part of (i never said i wanted to be a scientist, i wanted to be an IT >.>)

and the ever so feeling of while studying

"am i really learning?, how sure am i that what i'm reading is sticking to me?"

"can i pass the national board exam?" 

"will i ever get a job and be allowed to live the life i wanted?"

and look at me now, after a VERY long time, i finally have my license, meaning im a professional,

i can also finally draw art that takes me a whole day if im trying to do something im not used to (when before it would take me ~3 days)

and after such experience, i can safely say that

"i had character development"

going a little off topic there, but yea,

its fine to have such thoughts, we all have our flaws, motivations, weaknesses, strengths, doubts, and certainty in life, no one is born perfect, even "the best of the best" at some point in their life, had a rough time in life in which they could not control

after a few years, you will look back at yourself, and laugh at how you used to think like that, and tell yourself

"man, i really had developed as a character in life"

...though as @Kurosaki27 said, 

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"getting out of the comfort zone"

it all depends on how badly we, as individuals, want to develop, but the problem on developing character is, we have to take risks, we don't have to do a really big risk which involves money

and the risk's ain't even a risk, its just "scary" to do, but once you do it, and get used to it, its pretty much like riding a bike with no hands

(notice; please dont ride a bike with no hands, your mom will most likely not be looking, and you will most likely have an accident)

but yea, as patrick star once said to rocky..

the more they shoot you down (reject), the more you get used to the rejection, until you become the embodiment of rejection

...and then you get stronger from all the experience earned on getting rejected, and either become a better person, or turn onto the dark side

in my case, i reject the dark side, even if the world we live in, majorly favors them >.>

@XII360 I almost let complete darkness take hold of me but I fought it and I fought it hard. Reminds me of the Batman Begins quote “Why do we fall, so we can learn to pick ourselves back up”.