Tefutakato

Have you ever had a best friend or a very close friend? I used to have those, I guess me not wanting others to get close to me has prevented that from happening again. Friends is something I like but it feels like I’m bad at it. 

It feels like I’m not going anywhere, I have some problems and I haven’t figured them out yet. Things are not right with me.

Any of you play Call of Duty or Halo? 

Do you ever just miss a place? I do but at the same time I shouldn’t because I was banned from the site. The good times I had there were more than the bad times. Memories, that’s all they are now.

Finally beat Dishonoured Death of the Outsider, I thought it was alright as a DLC to Dishonoured 2. The ending to the DLC could’ve been better. I liked the series as a whole though. I also played Dishonoured 1. 

I thought about doing entrepreneurship but I wouldn’t know what to do, starting a YouTube channel would be my first choice although that will take a lot of work. And I wouldn’t know what to make content about. Tried YouTube in the past and had 3k views on one of my videos which was a top10 video. I don’t know what to do with myself.

Wish i didn’t hate cooking, I will eventually need to do that in the future. I can barely cook anything. 

Feeling pretty good. Hope you all are doing well too! Happy Valentine’s Day as well. 

Hopefully I will have my birthday cake be an ice cream cake today. I love Dairy Queen’s cakes.

Been trying out dating apps lately, no luck. Maybe I should stop using them. 

I might just spend more time here, I like anime and video games so I guess I could probably write something on those subjects here. 

Happy 2021! Long time no see. How are you all?

I want a PS5 but the scalper’s bots take all of them right away which is awful. Call of Duty Black Ops Cold War is on list of games I want to play along with Modern Warfare which i didn’t play yet either. I’m glad campaigns are back in COD. 

How are you all holding up? 

Stay strong and keep moving forward my fellow AF members. I wish you all the best in your journeys to success! Hope you all are fired up now. 
 

I see AF got an upgrade. Nice! 

You ever have good conversations that you don’t want them to end?

Long time no see. Hope you all are doing well. Cheers!

Not sure if it’s bad that I can’t really cry even though I did a lot at one point. Can’t seem to do that anymore even if I legit feel very sad.

It’s always painful when you don’t talk anymore to someone close to you. 

Have been rewatching Fairy Tail, currently on season 7. I like the anime, it’s my favourite. Natsu and his pals are loveable to me. 

I’m going to college this fall for a one year program, it will be a hybrid program so not every single class will be at the college so some classes will be online. I’m taking a one year program as I want to ease into college and gain some valuable credits. Wish me luck.

Applied for community college earlier today. Hopefully I get an offer.

I’m happy to announce that yesterday I finally graduated with my long awaited secondary school diploma. Took me a long time to get it but I am happy I finally got it! I’m still not sure if I want to go to community college or not but continuing education would be good. Never stop learning. 

I wonder if having a history of mental health problems will hurt my chances of becoming a police officer like I wanted to be. I was also interested in joining the army to be a military police officer or infantry soldier if that didn’t go to plan but even then my history would probably hurt my chances. I don’t know what to do later, I worry about my future and it just seems like I won’t go anywhere. Not to mention my LD I have as well.