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Sakurasou no pet na kanojo, Konosuba, Lucky star, Haruhi Suzumiya series, miss kobayashi maid dragons, nisekoi, golden time, houkago teibou nisshi, chobits, fate/zero and... yeah a little bit of sao and oreimo/eromanga sensei. You can judge me.
Slice of Life
Konata izumi, haruhi suzumiya, komi-san, hiiragi kagami and shiraishi minoru
Favourite Character Type
This is my
in my basement
escaping high school
playing video games, watching anime, reading manga/light novels, listening to music, making utau covers(I'm pretty simple)
Favorite Video Game/Series
FF14, apex legend, osu, SMB ultimate, MK8 Deluxe
Favorite Video Game Characters
if we count visual novels there would be atri but if not maybe marth from fire emblem
Favorite Game Consoles
Nintendo Switch, wii and PSP
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I feel nothing and it's even worse than last month. I think I'm starting to be depressed. I don't have energy for anything. Even doing what I like or going to school. This may just be a side effect of the medicine I take and my cold. At least that's what I hope. I'm also forgetting everything from simple things to what I love. I don't remember which emotion are which and I'm just feeling like shit. I have never felt this weak in my life. I don't know who to trust and I feel like I'm trusting myself less and less. I'm making my parents worry about me and I feel like there is no hope anymore.
Sometimes I lose all interest in everything I love doing and find no joy in anything, so personally, I can relate. I struggle with anxiety, and when it gets severe enough, it can spill over into depression. I'm so sorry that you're having such a rough time with it. I wish I could do more than offer up words, but for what it may be worth, I hope you feel better soon, and I hope you find your spark again.
I'm sorry you're going through such an awful time. This sounds pretty rough, in a concerning way. Have you tried asking your parents to go with you and speak to a doctor about it? It might help give you proper care and clarity.
There's always hope left, even when it doesn't feel like it. Keep it in mind if you can't keep it in heart right now.
I don't know your story but, it sounds to me that what you need is a personal confidant - a "sympathetic ear" that you can release this energy around privately in harmless ways. Unfortunately you have stated yourself that you have difficulty trusting others; I honestly don't blame you for this. I am sorry to say that decent people are in very short supply in this particular era...at least in most places outside of Japan - where the people there live in a tribalistic society with customs of hospitality where everyone is expected to take care of one another personally, not because it's their job or because they're being paid to do it. While I have personally never been over there myself, I think this is one of the best aspects of Japanese Society that is portrayed in anime. I realize that to some extent the main characters are being presented as an ideal to be emulated, not necessarily because it is common behavior over there. Even so, does this make such a tight-knit social structure any less desirable? It's a rhetorical question. I think it is something worthy of meditating on. We can talk in PM if you would like to.