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Soramee_

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Soramee_ last won the day on April 21 2023

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Anime

  • Favourite Anime
    Sword Art Online, Sakurasou no pet na kanojo, Konosuba, Lucky star, Haruhi Suzumiya series, miss kobayashi maid dragons, nisekoi, golden time, houkago teibou nisshi, chobits, fate/zero and... yeah a little bit of oreimo/eromanga sensei. You can judge me.
  • Favourite Genres
    Action
    Adventure
    Comedy
    Fantasy
    Ecchi
    Game
    Harem
    Magic
    Romance
    Sci-Fi
    Shoujo
    Shounen
    Slice of Life
    Rom-Com
  • Favourite Characters
    Kirito, Asuna, Konata izumi, haruhi suzumiya, hiiragi kagami and shiraishi minoru
  • Favourite Character Type
    Tsundere

Waifu/Husbando

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Profile

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  • Location
    in my basement
  • Occupation
    escaping high school
  • Interests
    playing video games, watching anime, reading manga/light novels, listening to music, making utau covers(I'm pretty simple)
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Video Games

  • Favorite Video Game/Series
    FF14, apex legend, osu, SMB ultimate, MK8 Deluxe
  • Favorite Video Game Characters
    Estelle, Marth, joshua and Atri
  • Favorite Game Consoles
    Nintendo Switch, wii, PS vita and PSP

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  1. Also yelling stranger danger and tell everyone that a pedo has a crush on me
  2. I feel like I might get murdered by sakura if I do lol
  3. I’ve been sick for nearly a week now so not good at all. Also sleepy even after sleeping for 12 hours
  4. Throw double the amounts of eggs back for hurting zeref
  5. Welcome to AF!! Hope you have fun here. Quite surprised you are sakura’s sister. Didn’t even knew she had one lol. Well glad to meet you
  6. since today there was nothing important at school, i decided to stay home and play osu. I'm so glad i did.
  7. Haven’t done anything I wanted to do for the past week. I even skipped some days but I just ended up sleeping. This is really painful. I want to play games or read visual novels but i don’t have any energy. I just wanna have fun. I did play with my new friend but it was mostly me sitting in a vc with her and her friends saying nothing. It wasn’t really fun lol. But I’m used to it at this point. Never finding anybody to talk to or anybody I can connect with. Never having genuine fun and not being able to say anything I truly think. I feel like I need a lot of rest but I won’t able to get it since it’s always more important for my parents for me to go to school and get good results on exam. Even on days I need rest I’m still forced to study, to catch up what I’m missing, not being allowed to do anything I like and because I’m only left with the option of sleeping so it can be the night faster. I’m scared of even talking about what I feel or what I think. I’m scared of posting this. Idk why. If I want to fight back to get more rest and actually recover even just a little bit I would need to fight and… that would just hurt me and hurt my parents even more. I always need to look happy with everyone. I always need to put a mask. Idk what to do. Nothing affects me anymore. I don’t feel anything. Whenever there is a chance I get happier my brain just changes correlates it to something I hate and makes me forget the rest. This is torture. I can’t even cry. I can’t even shout. My body won’t let me. I have become so scared of my parents coming down in my room in a panick, like they always do, that the moment I cry, the idea of them coming into my room just keeps appearing in my head continuously without it going away and in the end making my body stop crying. I can’t even feel relief. I can’t even feel emotions. I can’t even control my body. I can’t focus. I can’t remember anything. I can’t feel comfortable. I can’t be myself. I can’t even say anything to anybody. I can’t do things I like. What just what am I supposed to do anymore. I need help. Sorry for being selfish but I really need help. I need someone to help me. This is my last call. This is the only place with remains of myself.

    1. Soramee_

      Soramee_

      I took a day off from school and yeah I feel a whole lot better

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