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Soramee_

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  1. Right now grieving souls season 2 but I have read most of the others manga
  2. i've been bullied a lot for just liking anime for a long time, but i still watch it no matter what. why? simple i like it and i won't let others decide what i do or don't do when they don't even try to understand anime or the reasons why i like it so much. if you really believe it's hurting you and it's not you thinking it might be then you can choose yourself, but if you still like anime then keep watching it, you are the one who decides if it waste your life or dreams. if you wanna still watch it but also don't want to waste your life and dreams then find a way no matter what. well that's what i believe. i also agree with efaardvark and animedragon a lot too.
  3. Im at 3/4 of the maximum dose for my medicine now and I can already see it help a lot. Even if it helps there is a lot more I have to do but something is finally going up for me. Beside that I played some osu and watched fairy tail
  4. Watching fairy tail again tonight and I’m really glad I did
  5. huh? what did you mean? i don't understand
  6. Feeling a bit lonely

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    2. Soramee_

      Soramee_

      thanks both of you, it's kinda hard since just talking to my friends makes me panic lol. Haven't talked that much to anyone in a bit now since it's too much most of the time. i feel like im losing even more of my time. had to stop going to school too because of how draining it was so i don't see anybody irl. Can't / don’t really talk to anyone about my worries or feelings beside my mom, even tho I really need to. But thanks a lot both of you

    3. Soramee_

      Soramee_

      @Animedragonthanks for the suggestion to watch anime, it gave me a bit of hope

    4. Animedragon

      Animedragon

      I glad it helped a bit. Choose something fun that you can have a good laugh at.

      I don't have all the answers, but I'll listen.

  7. Kept being in a panic state for the entire day that didn’t do anything, probably because of yesterday. Even tho it’s midnight in 34 minutes I’ve just started feeling a bit more relaxed. I also found a manga by accident and ended up really really really liking it even tho it only has 10 chapters out for now. Also watched a bit of fairy tail again today and gonna watch more tonight. here is the name of the manga: Danshi Kinsei Game Sekai de Ore ga Yarubeki Yuiitsu no Koto - Yuri no Ma ni Hasamaru Otoko to Shite Tensei shite shimaimashita I read it on mangadex so you should find it there
  8. Finally have electricity again! Not having lights or access to my pc made me stress a lot, glad I can finally relax

    1. Animedragon

      Animedragon

      Yayyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! For electricity being back on 😃.  It's quite amazing, and a bit worrying, how much of our modern life depends on having electricity. 

  9. Didn’t have any electricity today and probably tomorrow too so I just slept and tried to calm down. Ended just watching some videos for a bit and playing games for a bit but didn’t do much
  10. I watched the sao movie a few days ago but instead of watching alicization right away I’m gonna take a break and watch fairy tail instead right now. Had a promise to watch alicization with someone before but they probably forgot. Well i can wait for now
  11. I wanna change so that this panic doesn’t take control of me everytime and make me lose everybody around me, even if they don’t know what I’m talking about, I’ve cause enough trouble and damage to everyone. I hate that I lose control over everything about myself

    1. Animedragon

      Animedragon

      It sounds like you're having a really tough time and going through some upsetting and depressing situations at the moment.

      I hope that your appointment on the 25th can give you some answers and you will get the help you need to find peace and stability in your life.

      In the meantime I will remember you in my prayers each night.

    2. Soramee_

      Soramee_

      Thanks a lot it means a lot @Animedragon. It has been like that for a few years now but it got even worse last year with Hyperthyroidism making me seem like recovery was totally impossible unless a miracle would happen. Haven’t talk to any friends in a bit now since I don’t want them to have to deal with my own problems but maybe that’s just me being selfish. I keep worrying about nothing but have nothing to help me get out of that state.

  12. some sao ost. tho it makes me sad when i listened to them it feels heartwarming too in a sense
  13. the 25 of november i should finally have a meeting with psychologist to help me. i hope this time it works

    1. Sakura Dragon

      Sakura Dragon

      Best of luck. I know finding a good psychologist can be difficult.

    2. Animedragon

      Animedragon

      I hope your psychologist is a good one who understands your situation, listens to what you tell them and can actually provide the help you need.

    3. Soramee_

      Soramee_

      i hope so too @Animedragon, i wanna live like someone normal again, i've lost so much because of this, i'll do anything to make it stop

      thanks @Sakura Dragon

  14. yesterday i played some sao fractured daydream since it has been a long time since i last played and i felt like doing it, played some sao if too
  15. Somehow today when playing sao if I helped a new player who was probably a little kid get started in the game lol. I just showed him how to understand what to do to do the msq but it took way longer than I thought it would and I feel a bit tired now lol
  16. oh yeah i remember that lmao, the name is danmachi
  17. Welcome to af amoongus. Hope you enjoy your stay!
  18. Beside thinking about the same thing again for the entirety of the day even if I wanted to rest or occupied my brain, I played some games when I felt I could control my anxiety and nap when it was too much
  19. I once again played sao if and got to the 5 floor this time tho I didn’t fish today. Also played osu tonight here is are some of the “fishes” I had caught yesterday:
  20. Yeah sao does have action but it always had those slice of life moments too, season 2 mother rosario arc is one of my favorite and it’s more slice of life than action in my opinion
  21. Yeah I’ve heard a ton of good things about the movies and alicization, tho season 2 is considered the weakest I do really like it, especially the second half. Ordinal scale which is set between season 2 and alicization is also one of my favorite.
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