Soramee_
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Been having weird dreams everyday for some reason. Probably just my my brain showing me my worries as a way to get rest or something i don’t really know. Weird how i keep daydreaming too the moment i close my eyes and these nightmares keep popping up
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@AnimedragonI should be able to talk to my doctor again today so I’ll check with her about what to do, at least today I didn’t have any nightmares surprisingly so a good news for once!
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alright after going to see another doctor that's specialized in what i need i got a new medication and i can completely stop the other one for my hyperthyroidism. It's suppose to actually help me and be fast which im very happy glad, in case i also have another that makes it so i don't have nightmares anymore lol which would help a lot since even when i just close my eyes i sort of fall asleep and dream nightmares again. In a week or 2 i should be doing a lot better, at least i hope so.
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@Animedragon yeah i have consistently been having nightmares everyday which makes me disconnect from myself and panick for a few hours to an entire day so i really hope that one works. i'll see if the other one for anxiety works first since it might help me with that too
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Weirdly enough it seems that I have cured my hyperthyroidism miraculously as there is no sign of it left. I still have the effects but I suppose I was doing better and worse recently because it went away at the same time as when I started taking my medication for it. I still have to take 10mg but I’ll at least not have a heartbeat of 49 lol. So a good thing for once
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Weirdly enough it seems that I have cured my hyperthyroidism miraculously as there is no sign of it left. I still have the effects but I suppose I was doing better and worse recently because it went away at the same time as when I started taking my medication for it. I still have to take 10mg but I’ll at least not have a heartbeat of 49 lol. So a good thing for once
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@Animedragonyeah im really glad I finally have good news. Tomorrow I should go see a doctor that specialize in what I need so I hope this works out too
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why can't i stop being indecisive
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i can't stop being scared of asking help from others, i hate being like this so much, i hate this so much aaaaa. even if it's for something good idk why i keep seeing it as not even when i do anything. i keep increasing my own burden even tho it would help me. im even scared posting what i feel here, because i don't wanna be a burden to anyone, even though this is my last safe place, the last place i could call home
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My sense of time has gone way too bad, weeks feels like months and days feel like weeks. Probably linked to my memory fog problem
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@Animedragonit's ok don't worry this still helps me a lot, im recharging my mom electric watch right now
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My sense of time has gone way too bad, weeks feels like months and days feel like weeks. Probably linked to my memory fog problem
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@Animedragonyeah that’s a good idea thanks a lot. That’s like only one of my multiple side effects but it should get better eventually
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I need friends who i can talk to...
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I’m beginning to appreciate Delta’s philosophy on life
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Feeling a bit lonely
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@Animedragonthanks for the suggestion to watch anime, it gave me a bit of hope
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Feeling a bit lonely
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thanks both of you, it's kinda hard since just talking to my friends makes me panic lol. Haven't talked that much to anyone in a bit now since it's too much most of the time. i feel like im losing even more of my time. had to stop going to school too because of how draining it was so i don't see anybody irl. Can't / don’t really talk to anyone about my worries or feelings beside my mom, even tho I really need to. But thanks a lot both of you
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college is so draining ugh....
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@Animedragonfrom my experience it’s kinda rough, college kinda expect you to only study and do work so you end up with nearly no free time, sometimes you could get more free times when it isn’t midterms but it’s still very difficult
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college is so draining ugh....
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I wanna change so that this panic doesn’t take control of me everytime and make me lose everybody around me, even if they don’t know what I’m talking about, I’ve cause enough trouble and damage to everyone. I hate that I lose control over everything about myself
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Thanks a lot it means a lot @Animedragon. It has been like that for a few years now but it got even worse last year with Hyperthyroidism making me seem like recovery was totally impossible unless a miracle would happen. Haven’t talk to any friends in a bit now since I don’t want them to have to deal with my own problems but maybe that’s just me being selfish. I keep worrying about nothing but have nothing to help me get out of that state.
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the 25 of november i should finally have a meeting with psychologist to help me. i hope this time it works
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i hope so too @Animedragon, i wanna live like someone normal again, i've lost so much because of this, i'll do anything to make it stop
thanks @Sakura Dragon
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it seems that many of my friends disappeared from this website......
also guys,,, guess whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo likes someone from college and MAY get into a relationship - MEMEME!!!
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@Animedragon was for a few months but now i just started college
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I'm sorry people made you feel badly here. Your GFX has and always will be the best. People saying you rip things are just shitty people and no one cares about their opinions. I'll talk to you on Discord later if I can catch you on.
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Haven’t been on the forum or online for a bit because of health issues and being occupied to the point of exhaustion but I’m sorry I wasn’t able to be here sooner. I fucking hate the people who decided to do all of this. They genuinely are evil. If you ever feel like playing anything just tell me ok?
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I'm sorry people made you feel badly here. Your GFX has and always will be the best. People saying you rip things are just shitty people and no one cares about their opinions. I'll talk to you on Discord later if I can catch you on.
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I finished my high school graduation, I feel so tired lmao
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@Ohayotakuthanks a lot I really need one lol
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I finished my high school graduation, I feel so tired lmao
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