Soramee_
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Been having weird dreams everyday for some reason. Probably just my my brain showing me my worries as a way to get rest or something i don’t really know. Weird how i keep daydreaming too the moment i close my eyes and these nightmares keep popping up
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@AnimedragonI should be able to talk to my doctor again today so I’ll check with her about what to do, at least today I didn’t have any nightmares surprisingly so a good news for once!
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alright after going to see another doctor that's specialized in what i need i got a new medication and i can completely stop the other one for my hyperthyroidism. It's suppose to actually help me and be fast which im very happy glad, in case i also have another that makes it so i don't have nightmares anymore lol which would help a lot since even when i just close my eyes i sort of fall asleep and dream nightmares again. In a week or 2 i should be doing a lot better, at least i hope so.
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@Animedragon yeah i have consistently been having nightmares everyday which makes me disconnect from myself and panick for a few hours to an entire day so i really hope that one works. i'll see if the other one for anxiety works first since it might help me with that too
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Weirdly enough it seems that I have cured my hyperthyroidism miraculously as there is no sign of it left. I still have the effects but I suppose I was doing better and worse recently because it went away at the same time as when I started taking my medication for it. I still have to take 10mg but I’ll at least not have a heartbeat of 49 lol. So a good thing for once
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why can't i stop being indecisive
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i can't stop being scared of asking help from others, i hate being like this so much, i hate this so much aaaaa. even if it's for something good idk why i keep seeing it as not even when i do anything. i keep increasing my own burden even tho it would help me. im even scared posting what i feel here, because i don't wanna be a burden to anyone, even though this is my last safe place, the last place i could call home
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We're all indecisive at various times. Sometimes it's hard to decide what to do, be it a big decision like what job apply for or what school/college to apply for or a small decision like do I go out or stay home today. It's ultimately a matter of weighing up the options and trying to choose one of them.
As for being scared of asking for help from others. I think this comes down to wanting to be able to be in charge of your own life, and society does tend to push the idea that we should be self-sufficient and that asking for help is a burden for others. But in reality people are often quite happy to help, but they don't like to be seen as interfering so they don't usually offer. So don't be afraid of asking for help when you need it.
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My sense of time has gone way too bad, weeks feels like months and days feel like weeks. Probably linked to my memory fog problem
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@Animedragonit's ok don't worry this still helps me a lot, im recharging my mom electric watch right now
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Feeling a bit lonely
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thanks both of you, it's kinda hard since just talking to my friends makes me panic lol. Haven't talked that much to anyone in a bit now since it's too much most of the time. i feel like im losing even more of my time. had to stop going to school too because of how draining it was so i don't see anybody irl. Can't / don’t really talk to anyone about my worries or feelings beside my mom, even tho I really need to. But thanks a lot both of you
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@Animedragonthanks for the suggestion to watch anime, it gave me a bit of hope
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Finally have electricity again! Not having lights or access to my pc made me stress a lot, glad I can finally relax
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I wanna change so that this panic doesn’t take control of me everytime and make me lose everybody around me, even if they don’t know what I’m talking about, I’ve cause enough trouble and damage to everyone. I hate that I lose control over everything about myself
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It sounds like you're having a really tough time and going through some upsetting and depressing situations at the moment.
I hope that your appointment on the 25th can give you some answers and you will get the help you need to find peace and stability in your life.
In the meantime I will remember you in my prayers each night.
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Thanks a lot it means a lot @Animedragon. It has been like that for a few years now but it got even worse last year with Hyperthyroidism making me seem like recovery was totally impossible unless a miracle would happen. Haven’t talk to any friends in a bit now since I don’t want them to have to deal with my own problems but maybe that’s just me being selfish. I keep worrying about nothing but have nothing to help me get out of that state.
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the 25 of november i should finally have a meeting with psychologist to help me. i hope this time it works
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i hope so too @Animedragon, i wanna live like someone normal again, i've lost so much because of this, i'll do anything to make it stop
thanks @Sakura Dragon
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i want to stop being scared of panicking, being scared of what if and live like everybody else
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Every time i sleep i keep getting nightmares where i don't even have control over my own body and mind... i don't wanna sleep anymore lol
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Seems I have been affected with Hyperthyroidism for nearly a year now. It basically doubled my anxiety and stress and made me unable to live properly, I would always be in a panicking state 100% of the time, would always feel like vomiting and would have to rely only on my survival instinct to live. I still can’t think properly without being in a crisis lol. Now I’m just exhausted beyond belief, even eating or doing anything feels like too much. Makes sense now why I’ve been feeling that way. Of course I had to have this condition during one of my most important moment in life. I still haven’t been able to say what I really thought to this person. I just want to stop my life from being drama
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@Animedragon was for a few months but now i just started college
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I finished my high school graduation, I feel so tired lmao
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Congratulations! I hope you had a great four years.
I totally understand what you mean. On the day of my high school graduation, my class had to be at the school at 7:00am to practice the ceremony. That took awhile. We then had to come back 5:00pm for the real thing. There was so much set-up, it was hot, and the actual ceremony took forever.
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Feeling like shit again… when will this end damnit
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@Sarada don't hit me
unless it actually would make him feel better in which case it's okay I guess ;-; beat the heck outta me lmao
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How is there so many bad things happening on the same day… this is hell
. It's quite amazing, and a bit worrying, how much of our modern life depends on having electricity.
