Soramee_
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Been fighting my extreme anxiety every morning for the past few days. Idk why but going to sleep makes me disconnect from reality to the point where the morning what I did yesterday has gone back to 0. At least I have some medication to help with it and instead of waiting like an idiot in the morning, because of how fast I get in panic mode, and taking them later, I’ll take them first thing in the morning. Should help with the extreme migraine I have been getting too every day
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I knew she would lmao, it’s like the perfect skill for her and she didn’t like it at first because she didn’t know what to do lol
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welcome to af! hope you enjoy your stay!
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alright after going to see another doctor that's specialized in what i need i got a new medication and i can completely stop the other one for my hyperthyroidism. It's suppose to actually help me and be fast which im very happy glad, in case i also have another that makes it so i don't have nightmares anymore lol which would help a lot since even when i just close my eyes i sort of fall asleep and dream nightmares again. In a week or 2 i should be doing a lot better, at least i hope so.
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@Animedragon yeah i have consistently been having nightmares everyday which makes me disconnect from myself and panick for a few hours to an entire day so i really hope that one works. i'll see if the other one for anxiety works first since it might help me with that too
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Oh didn’t know that, I do want to read the manga eventually. Is the series already finished or no?
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Weirdly enough it seems that I have cured my hyperthyroidism miraculously as there is no sign of it left. I still have the effects but I suppose I was doing better and worse recently because it went away at the same time as when I started taking my medication for it. I still have to take 10mg but I’ll at least not have a heartbeat of 49 lol. So a good thing for once
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mostly slept for the past few days thinking it was just me being tired from everything that happened but it seems it was also because my heart has been at 49 to 51 bpm since 2 days ago because of my medication. So now i'll have to go see my doctor and get a new medication, tho since my family doctor is in vacation im not gonna get to know the reason why i have hyperthyroidism until next month which does suck a lot. Beside that i've been doing the same thing has the days before, watching fairy tail and playing games when i can which is around an hour or two a day and sleeping for the rest of the day, can't eat that much either without wanting to vomit sorry to hear what happened with your bf, hope it gets better for you down the line
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Nice I really liked wotakoi
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why can't i stop being indecisive
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i can't stop being scared of asking help from others, i hate being like this so much, i hate this so much aaaaa. even if it's for something good idk why i keep seeing it as not even when i do anything. i keep increasing my own burden even tho it would help me. im even scared posting what i feel here, because i don't wanna be a burden to anyone, even though this is my last safe place, the last place i could call home
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We're all indecisive at various times. Sometimes it's hard to decide what to do, be it a big decision like what job apply for or what school/college to apply for or a small decision like do I go out or stay home today. It's ultimately a matter of weighing up the options and trying to choose one of them.
As for being scared of asking for help from others. I think this comes down to wanting to be able to be in charge of your own life, and society does tend to push the idea that we should be self-sufficient and that asking for help is a burden for others. But in reality people are often quite happy to help, but they don't like to be seen as interfering so they don't usually offer. So don't be afraid of asking for help when you need it.
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Had to go see a doctor and unfortunately it seems I won’t be able to get the full dose for my medicine since it slows down my heart too much, also I still have no idea what caused me getting this sickness since my family doctor hasn’t responded yet. Went to eat after that but even tho the food was good I was way too exhausted and now I’m just in bed trying to control my stress.
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Finished the battle of fairy tail and watched episode 49, gonna watch more until I fall asleep. I was kinda dreading episode 49 (and 50 now too) since it touches on some things I’m trying to recover from (even tho it’s not something I should panick for) but I have to get stronger mentally and stop myself from panicking if I want to be normal again
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I watch fairy tail for the entire day lol, I did play some sao if after I woke up tho. Glad my medicine is finally working after all this time, it wasn’t for long, maybe 2 minutes, but I was able to feel a lot more connected than before.
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My sense of time has gone way too bad, weeks feels like months and days feel like weeks. Probably linked to my memory fog problem
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@Animedragonit's ok don't worry this still helps me a lot, im recharging my mom electric watch right now
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Finished the tower of heaven and watching the battle of fairy tail arc right now. I remembered a bit of tower of heaven from when I first watch fairy tail as a little kid but I still really liked it, my memory problems also kinda helped with me forgetting things until it was about to happen.
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Welcome to af!!
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Welcome to af! Hope you enjoy your stay here
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Just finished the loke arc in fairy tail and I liked it, tho I didn’t really like him at first, I think better of him now.
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That site was mostly for friends only and it’s under hiatus for now because of the owners having school and job work
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It’s honestly better right now compare to before I think tho there were more people a few months ago and years ago
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Just finished the phantom arc in fairy tail and it was amazing I really liked it
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Played some osu and grandblue today
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Right now grieving souls season 2 but I have read most of the others manga
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i've been bullied a lot for just liking anime for a long time, but i still watch it no matter what. why? simple i like it and i won't let others decide what i do or don't do when they don't even try to understand anime or the reasons why i like it so much. if you really believe it's hurting you and it's not you thinking it might be then you can choose yourself, but if you still like anime then keep watching it, you are the one who decides if it waste your life or dreams. if you wanna still watch it but also don't want to waste your life and dreams then find a way no matter what. well that's what i believe. i also agree with efaardvark and animedragon a lot too.
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Im at 3/4 of the maximum dose for my medicine now and I can already see it help a lot. Even if it helps there is a lot more I have to do but something is finally going up for me. Beside that I played some osu and watched fairy tail
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Watching fairy tail again tonight and I’m really glad I did
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