Soramee_
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I know this is weird of me saying this on here since nobody really know me and but I just feel like I need to say it out. I'm passing trough a hard phase right now and I just want to say what is on my heart. recently I've been starting to feel pretty much nothing at all. For example when I watch anime, read manga, play video games, interact with other, listen to songs, just live a normal life, I can't feel happiness, sadness, anger and pretty much every sentiments out there. Even hope. It's as if I was a moving human shell or a robot. I've always been hard on myself and I've never tried to fix this so I don't remember how to not be hard on me and actually feel like I got weight took of my shoulder. the problem is that I'm totally lost. I don't what I should do, what I shouldn't do, how I should act, etc... and as a plus I can't stop always thinking about it. At school I always feel out of place, I'm always stressed and nobody resemble me. Even thought I'm pretty much friend with all the guys in my class. I'm sure one of you would think I should maybe do nothing so that I can resolve that problem but I know that I will regret it for the rest of my life if I do nothing. I don't want to just accept it and do as if nothing happened because for some reason I totally despise that. I don't know why for now but maybe it's because I feel like I just evaded the problem and didn't actually fight it. I don't know if it's the right thing to do or not. maybe I'm just being to hard on me again for the hundred time and it's just me not accepting reality again. When I do something good I don't feel good and when I do something bad I don't feel bad. I hate that completely and I just want to resolve my problem so that I can feel emotions again... really.
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I know this is weird of me saying this on here since nobody really know me and but I just feel like I need to say it out. I'm passing trough a hard phase right now and I just want to say what is on my heart. recently I've been starting to feel pretty much nothing at all. For example when I watch anime, read manga, play video games, interact with other, listen to songs, just live a normal life, I can't feel happiness, sadness, anger and pretty much every sentiments out there. Even hope. It's as if I was a moving human shell or a robot. I've always been hard on myself and I've never tried to fix this so I don't remember how to not be hard on me and actually feel like I got weight took of my shoulder. the problem is that I'm totally lost. I don't what I should do, what I shouldn't do, how I should act, etc... and as a plus I can't stop always thinking about it. At school I always feel out of place, I'm always stressed and nobody resemble me. Even thought I'm pretty much friend with all the guys in my class. I'm sure one of you would think I should maybe do nothing so that I can resolve that problem but I know that I will regret it for the rest of my life if I do nothing. I don't want to just accept it and do as if nothing happened because for some reason I totally despise that. I don't know why for now but maybe it's because I feel like I just evaded the problem and didn't actually fight it. I don't know if it's the right thing to do or not. maybe I'm just being to hard on me again for the hundred time and it's just me not accepting reality again. When I do something good I don't feel good and when I do something bad I don't feel bad. I hate that completely and I just want to resolve my problem so that I can feel emotions again... really.
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Looks like I have to go out to Goldstone on the 10th. Damn.. I thought I was done with that when I switched jobs.
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Waaaaaaaaa!! Let's goooo, so excited!
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Waaaaaaaaa!! Let's goooo, so excited!
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My current collection of manga and light novel (as you can see, everything after the devil is a part timer are manga I bought when I was kid and when I was a closet otaku)
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I been gone all day and here i am back but is late as heck. I'm crashin' to bed i'll see y'all tomorrow =_=
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I really do love konosuba. I cried non stop when listening to the ed just now. Maybe It's because I'm tired but I hope not
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Yo, morning guys!
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Crap. My crunchy list was about a kilometer long already, now it seems like the merger has brought in a ton of "new" (to crunchy) stuff as well. Wish I could quit my job to focus on my anime backlog.
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Orient will air in japan in a few short hrs
to air 00.00 6th jan japan time
being that both sister companies crunchyroll and funimation will be airing it
i wonder how long till it hits a streaming service , tho id think form previous anime they both have ended up streaming crunchyroll seems to usually be the first showing them
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Orient will air in japan in a few short hrs
to air 00.00 6th jan japan time
being that both sister companies crunchyroll and funimation will be airing it
i wonder how long till it hits a streaming service , tho id think form previous anime they both have ended up streaming crunchyroll seems to usually be the first showing them
