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I no longer have Twitter, Facebook, Instagram (for a few months now). I had a break from forums like this and also Reddit but I will now post to forums again and browse Reddit. 

The detox of Twitter and co has dropped my phone usage a lot so I'm feeling good! 

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Fine, idk. No, more like... uncertain, confronted. I feel like I have to choose between this chat room I’m super active on, and AF. I obviously don’t want to watch less anime, but I can’t be relatively active on here, AND the chat room. Any advice?

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On 6/18/2020 at 3:38 PM, OtakuKid said:

Fine, idk. No, more like... uncertain, confronted. I feel like I have to choose between this chat room I’m super active on, and AF. I obviously don’t want to watch less anime, but I can’t be relatively active on here, AND the chat room. Any advice?

Hey man, don't feel obligated to do something that you mean to do purely for enjoyment. Whichever place is more fun for you to be on, go for it. It's your free time, you should get everything you can out of it. And really, it's not impossible to just balance the two out if you have to, but if you don't want to play that balancing game then just don't do it.

Even hobbies or interests feel like work if you treat them like work, and it sucks sucks SUCKS when you turn everything you enjoy into a form of work or an obligation.

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I'm .. somewhat relieved?  Our first launch at work since the virus restrictions and social distancing went into effect went off as planned yesterday.  (Aside from a couple weather delays.)

But now we get to look forward to doing it all over again in just another week and a half for Perseverance!    😱

 

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Tired. Can barely keep my eyes open, but it’s a good thing because I’m in bed and usually have a had time sleeping, but I’ll knock out as soon as I set my phone down.

 
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Dreading this afternoon. Have been lucky enough to not need dental work other than routine cleanings for about 10 years, but having prep work for a crown done today. I’ve had them done before & at least a root canal isn’t needed, but still not looking forward to it 😬

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24 minutes ago, Zila said:

Aww, good luck! 💜 Just the thought of dental work makes me nervous. 🙃 *(Pats head)* it will be done and over with before you know it! :) 

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thank you 🥴

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On 7/21/2020 at 10:48 AM, Zila said:

Aww, good luck! 💜 Just the thought of dental work makes me nervous. 🙃 *(Pats head)* it will be done and over with before you know it! :) 

@Zila I feel that. I had dental work a few months ago. I almost had a panic attack.

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17 hours ago, Zila said:

It's so terrible, isn't it?! 😱 Than again, there's a lot of things that bring me to the brink of a panic attack. 

I was actually rushed to the hospital yesterday afternoon by my sister. It was super embarrassing... I've just been dealing with a lot lately. A second job, on top of taking care of my grandmother. Later that night, I wanted to post here about my issues but since I was young I've always been told or reminded that nobody wants to hear about that stuff. So, I backspaced and closed my laptop on it. Then stayed up all night, wondering what I'm going to do. :/ It's been a long day. My boss was like: can you come in tomorrow? I just got the shakes thinking about it. 

@Zila Life sucks, doesn't it? You just gotta grab it by the butt and kick it's ass. 

That's not true at all. If you need someone to talk to, you can PM me. In fact, do you have discord? Feel free to DM me your username & tag! I'm an open book at all times. Judge free!

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On 7/27/2020 at 8:18 PM, Zila said:

It's so terrible, isn't it?! 😱 Than again, there's a lot of things that bring me to the brink of a panic attack. 

I was actually rushed to the hospital yesterday afternoon by my sister. It was super embarrassing... I've just been dealing with a lot lately. A second job, on top of taking care of my grandmother. Later that night, I wanted to post here about my issues but since I was young I've always been told or reminded that nobody wants to hear about that stuff. So, I backspaced and closed my laptop on it. Then stayed up all night, wondering what I'm going to do. :/ It's been a long day. My boss was like: can you come in tomorrow? I just got the shakes thinking about it. 

I can get an understanding how you feel as for panic attacks. In the span of a month I was abandoned by some close friends due to the stuff going on right now, had surgery that we later discovered failed and caused a new set of issues making me useless to my mother whom I'm caretaker of as she's in a wheel chair. Poor thing herself needed go to the hospital for covid scare luckily she didn't but the feeling how powerless i was remains.

 

Sorry didn't mean to rant if it seemed that way. I just figured anyone can just say "I understand how you feel" . Seriously though hope things get better for you all dealing with stuff. I get if anyone thinks they won't (I am not sure on myself) but 9 out of 10 times there's a light end of the tunnel.

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Tired and jet-lagged.  Today they have me working from 1:30am-2:30pm so I tried to go to sleep just after dinner but really didn't get much.  When my alarm went off at midnight it was like WTF??  Now my internal clock is all messed up & I just want to go back to bed but I still have most of a 12 hour shift ahead.  I need coffee, and lots of it.  🥱

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