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Annoyed and frustrated.

I had foot surgery a few months ago and its taking longer to heal than expected, and I have to wear the boot another month.

But that in itself isn't even the reason. (Though it isn't fun.)

No, the real reason is: As I've vented before, I had a bad breakup a few months ago, after being together 13 years, and one of the factors of the breakup was that he wanted me to fly there this summer, but he was coming here at the very end of September/1st of October (One of the two) and I said with my foot healing we shouldn't make plans for me to fly there until after he was going to come here in October, and he said that made him think I didn't want to come, which didn't make sense, and frustrated me. Well, with me wearing the boot another month, and the doctor not wanting me to fly until at least being out of the boot for a month, I REALLY couldn't have went to see him this summer. So... I had been feeling a little better about the breakup recently, but this just kind of pisses me off all over again, that he didn't want to wait for me a couple months. I always waited for him. Him flying all over the world was always more important that seeing me. I waited. When we too trips, I happily waited for him in hotels while he went to theme parks. (Like not for a day, just long enough to go ride a couple coasters and leave.) But him waiting for me wasn't okay. We did lots of things we both wanted to do, and we always did what he wanted to do, but if it was something just I wanted to do, we never did. It was frustrating. And he was a great guy in general, and we had a great relationship, but just in hindsight, when he left me partially because he didn't want to wait for me, and now it turns out I really couldn't have went, which was always a possibility... Just frustrated.

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I'm a warm weather person, but it's currently 29c and that's a bit too warm even for me and I'm loosing the incentive to do anything except those things that I absolutely must do. 😑

The Met office has issued a red warning for extreme heat for Monday & Tuesday with temperatures expected to be around 39c. 😱

Apparently this is the first time a red warning for heat has ever been issued in the UK

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Today I am very happy.

Here in the UK if you hold a driving license it automatically expires on your 70th birthday and you have to apply for a replacement, and as I will reach that age later this year I had to send off my application for a new license.  Today I received a letter enclosing my new license. So I am a happy Anime Dragon. 😀 🚗

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This is how i'm currently feeling.

 

T̶̗̓̾̑̀͆̈́̌͘̕͘͝h̴̢̧̢̧̛̻̖͉̺̫̙̰̞̮̥͈̩̣͉͉͖͚̲̘̼̫̥͉̪̮̓̊̌̀̔̓͒͊̓̂̏̏͑́̓̈́̉̂̌͑̐͘͜͝͠ę̵̡͍͇̠̩̠̦̞̩̤̲̩̺͎̝̼͙̝̥̝͎͍̊͗́̐̋̀̅̉̃̍̈́̅̾̒̈͋̈́̍̈̓̄̈́̚͠͠͝r̶̝̰̬̗͒̾͆̊͋͋̋̿̈̔̏̑̄͆͆̀̋̈͆̔͋̓͆̈́̃͐̚͘͝ë̴̢̡̢̛̛̱͇̺̖̩͓̟̮̺̹̟̣́̈́̂̓̉̈́̍͑̈́̒̇̓̄́́͜͝͝͝͝ ̶̡̛̩͙̝̺͇͎̦͖͇̮̾̒̓̄̈́̉́͛̓͊̏̿̏́̍̃͑̀̍͊͐́̕̚͝͝͝͠ͅḭ̸̧̨̛̩͇͚̥̙̤͈̤̥̬̝̬̣̫̗̼̩̹̣̭̥̠̈͛̐͗̑̃̈͛̆͛̓̎̑̌̎͑̿̏̚̕̕͝ͅş̵̡̢͇̘̞͠͝ ̸̢̧̜̼̬̼̺͍͉͇͉̺̜̺̩͌̿̓̈́͐͑͊͌͆̄̈́̀̃͊͘͜͝͠͝ͅͅn̷̨̡̡̛̛̪̹͓̖̫̝̻͚̘̣̳͕̝͚͔̲̮̖͔͈̜̬̘̹̬̒͐́̐̈̓͑̽̽̔̈́̐̿̈́ö̷̧̧̡̨̨͎̬̫͚̠͕̯̞̠̩̜͔̖̲͙̞̳̰̙̦̫́͋̇̌̈́̓̀͒́̄̉̓̄̋̈̈́̇̒̒̆̐̓̆͘͝͝͝͠ ̴̛̞̖͕̮̬͚̩̩͖̬̟͓͍̍̀́͗͒͌͛͋̉́̆̈́̊̾̈́̎̂̚͘͝͝͝͠͠͠r̴̨̢̢̯̝̥̖̖̗͎̰̬̦͕̟̭͔̳̣͖͍̀̌͗̄́̈̀̄̄͐̊ͅe̵̡̞̙̙̹̝̩̥͚͚͙̿̌̎̊̉̿͝s̶̨̨͓̜̗̹͙̙̗͔̤͎͔̝̄͒̌̄͛͛͐̇́̚ͅṱ̴̬̣̩͓̬̓͐.̵̨͕̜͈̩͍͍̹̻̼̀̇̌͋́́̑̓̌͗̊͂͋͆̇̉̊̃̆͌͆̌͌̚͝.̶̲̙͍̬͓͔͍͕͉͎̝̫̩̙̥̥̼̠͍̞̻̲̝̥͐͆̀͑͆̏̎̽̃̆̔̏̀̚͜͠.̵̦̙̬̫̊̎͊́̉̂͗

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4 hours ago, PogFrog said:

T̶̗̓̾̑̀͆̈́̌͘̕͘͝h̴̢̧̢̧̛̻̖͉̺̫̙̰̞̮̥͈̩̣͉͉͖͚̲̘̼̫̥͉̪̮̓̊̌̀̔̓͒͊̓̂̏̏͑́̓̈́̉̂̌͑̐͘͜͝͠ę̵̡͍͇̠̩̠̦̞̩̤̲̩̺͎̝̼͙̝̥̝͎͍̊͗́̐̋̀̅̉̃̍̈́̅̾̒̈͋̈́̍̈̓̄̈́̚͠͠͝r̶̝̰̬̗͒̾͆̊͋͋̋̿̈̔̏̑̄͆͆̀̋̈͆̔͋̓͆̈́̃͐̚͘͝ë̴̢̡̢̛̛̱͇̺̖̩͓̟̮̺̹̟̣́̈́̂̓̉̈́̍͑̈́̒̇̓̄́́͜͝͝͝͝ ̶̡̛̩͙̝̺͇͎̦͖͇̮̾̒̓̄̈́̉́͛̓͊̏̿̏́̍̃͑̀̍͊͐́̕̚͝͝͝͠ͅḭ̸̧̨̛̩͇͚̥̙̤͈̤̥̬̝̬̣̫̗̼̩̹̣̭̥̠̈͛̐͗̑̃̈͛̆͛̓̎̑̌̎͑̿̏̚̕̕͝ͅş̵̡̢͇̘̞͠͝ ̸̢̧̜̼̬̼̺͍͉͇͉̺̜̺̩͌̿̓̈́͐͑͊͌͆̄̈́̀̃͊͘͜͝͠͝ͅͅn̷̨̡̡̛̛̪̹͓̖̫̝̻͚̘̣̳͕̝͚͔̲̮̖͔͈̜̬̘̹̬̒͐́̐̈̓͑̽̽̔̈́̐̿̈́ö̷̧̧̡̨̨͎̬̫͚̠͕̯̞̠̩̜͔̖̲͙̞̳̰̙̦̫́͋̇̌̈́̓̀͒́̄̉̓̄̋̈̈́̇̒̒̆̐̓̆͘͝͝͝͠ ̴̛̞̖͕̮̬͚̩̩͖̬̟͓͍̍̀́͗͒͌͛͋̉́̆̈́̊̾̈́̎̂̚͘͝͝͝͠͠͠r̴̨̢̢̯̝̥̖̖̗͎̰̬̦͕̟̭͔̳̣͖͍̀̌͗̄́̈̀̄̄͐̊ͅe̵̡̞̙̙̹̝̩̥͚͚͙̿̌̎̊̉̿͝s̶̨̨͓̜̗̹͙̙̗͔̤͎͔̝̄͒̌̄͛͛͐̇́̚ͅṱ̴̬̣̩͓̬̓͐.̵̨͕̜͈̩͍͍̹̻̼̀̇̌͋́́̑̓̌͗̊͂͋͆̇̉̊̃̆͌͆̌͌̚͝.̶̲̙͍̬͓͔͍͕͉͎̝̫̩̙̥̥̼̠͍̞̻̲̝̥͐͆̀͑͆̏̎̽̃̆̔̏̀̚͜͠.̵̦̙̬̫̊̎͊́̉̂͗

Totally in touch with that emotion.

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4 minutes ago, efaardvark said:

TFW I read through my social-media feeds, including (at least) 99.5% of FB and twitter posts...

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I'd probably have deleted my FB years ago if it weren't for having to make occasional updates for my business and keeping in touch with a very few close friends. I did jump off the twitter train in '17, though. It's possible I might have gained back a few brain cells because of it.

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I really really need to stop stalking my ex online. It's hard though. And he's not very active, but I found out he's in my country, and it feels really weird that he's here.

I gotta do a better job of not letting myself look, and keeping myself distracted.

I really thought I was starting to get over it, but I'm starting to get really down again.

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Tired.  Had to be at work until 1am last night / this morning, then I had to log in this morning by 9:30 for a webex / briefing on today's activities and have to be physically back at work by noon.

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This morning: internally-screaming-stressed.gif.9716d096d78d33a4ce8d8eaa1aac264e.gif

 

Right now: the-nut-job2-nutty-by-nature.gif.57873619b1476bb7b7232ebb401ed76f.gif

 

Ugh.... too much happening all at the same time.... which is pretty much status quo then. Sometimes I wonder if I have pure cortisol coursing through my veins rather than blood. 😩

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1 hour ago, viruxx said:

This morning: internally-screaming-stressed.gif.9716d096d78d33a4ce8d8eaa1aac264e.gif

 

Right now: the-nut-job2-nutty-by-nature.gif.57873619b1476bb7b7232ebb401ed76f.gif

 

Ugh.... too much happening all at the same time.... which is pretty much status quo then. Sometimes I wonder if I have pure cortisol coursing through my veins rather than blood. 😩

Too much happening at the same time was a regular occurrence when I was working, some days for every e-mail job I finished and cleared off the system two, or sometimes three, would replace it. I've done the "internally screaming" thing a few times!

The worst was when two or three customers all turned up in my room at the same time demanding I do their job NOW!  At which point I explained to them that I could only do one job at a time, and that it didn't matter to me which job is was, I then asked them to decide amongst themselves what order I did the jobs. It was great fun watching them do try to do this and while they were arguing I got on with the work. 

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1 hour ago, Animedragon said:

Too much happening at the same time was a regular occurrence when I was working, some days for every e-mail job I finished and cleared off the system two, or sometimes three, would replace it. I've done the "internally screaming" thing a few times!

The worst was when two or three customers all turned up in my room at the same time demanding I do their job NOW!  At which point I explained to them that I could only do one job at a time, and that it didn't matter to me which job is was, I then asked them to decide amongst themselves what order I did the jobs. It was great fun watching them do try to do this and while they were arguing I got on with the work. 

Ahh, isn't the public just great? 😑 Lol, for me it was more about getting the internet connection reestablished so we could take credit/debit card payments, and that took a fairly lengthy amount of time before an actual person (not the automated, robotic voice) was able to fix the issue. While taking care of that, I also had to get ready to deliver an order to the local community college for a lunch catering, along with cooking up all the menu items we serve everyday in our dining room. I mean, sure, I had some folks helping out in the kitchen, but it still can get a little nerve-racking with all that stuff going on at once. I'm just glad I usually work in the back of the house. I have to take the public in as small a dose as I possibly can. Owning a restaurant is its own level of stress. Never know what's going to happen or when it's gonna happen, just that it never happens at a good time. I guess that's just life in general, eh?

BTW, I hope I'm not coming across as a whining child too much. It's just good to vent every now and again. 😅

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7 hours ago, viruxx said:

BTW, I hope I'm not coming across as a whining child too much. It's just good to vent every now and again. 😅

Not in the least. Everyone needs a good vent now and then, otherwise I think we'd go crazy. 🙂

I used to vent at the phone regularly, when it rang I looked at it and shouted "GO AWAY, I'M BUSY!!", Then I'd pick it up and in my best "sunny voice" say "Good morning, how may I help you?".  

Back of House is much better than Front of House, it may not be any less hectic and busy, but you don't have to deal with customers directly. I learnt very quickly that the phrases "The customer is never wrong" and "The customer is always right" do not mean the same thing. 😀

 

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  • 2 weeks later...

Today I have mixed feelings. One the one hand I am sad following the death of our Queen, Her Majesty Queen Elizabeth II while on the other hand I welcome our new King, His Majesty King Charles III.

It's the end of one era and the start of a new one.

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