Now I Have You.

[ItsSammy]

I've always been on my own, since I was a kid
Not like the other kids, I just did what I did
They never understood, I was kind of morbid
Always calling me names so sometimes I just hid ...

While I was growing up, I thought I'd get better in this new lane
Spending time deducing other students, so maybe a friendship I could maintain 
But still they just hated me, no matter how hard I tried, time and again
Calling me names, hating my skill, but I didn't need friends when I had cocaine.

Sentimental stupidity was not something I needed
And the warnings of drug abuse went unheeded
Only now that you've come along has my mind conceded ...

For I started out wondering what was wrong
Why was I different? Why didn't I belong?
But as I grew up, I became very headstrong
No longer was I about to keep playing along.

I became the man you see today
Standing here in this fray
Solving crimes like child's play
Already solved four by 8 A.M. on Monday.

But when what I never knew I needed showed up at my door
You helped me, I helped you and all with just a little gore
Saving each other, what's this feeling? I've never felt it before ...
How come you just walked into my life and now you, I really truly adore?

I always did it on my own, by myself I got through it
Now you show up at my door and now I've got to review it
'Cause you think I'm a genius, now I'm going to prove it
With you by my side you somehow improve it
And now 'cause of you I'm even more ready to pursue it ...

Used to try to figure out normalcies
Tried to make friends, but they wanted enemies ...

Now, instead of calling me "freak" like all the others do
You get mesmerized call me "Brilliant" and "Fantastic" too ...
It's odd having someone say such things, things I've never hear before you
I'm getting quite fond, although I'll try not to be see through.

For I was always alone, with my shadow, self made
Everyone else was a copy, I was handmade 
Now I don't try to make friends, I face this world unafraid
For I didn't try to find you, you just sort of ... stayed.

You're so soft and caring
Yet equally daring
We make the perfect pairing
And I don't mind sharing.

Although you think I know everything, I still can't figure out
How you're so perfect, everything about you is grand, no doubt
You're fascinatingly brave and skillful, clever and devout
I can't find a single thing of you I'd go and change about ...

Now I'm not so lonely, not so lost in my own mind
Now I know this is what I needed but couldn't ever find
Now with you, my dearest friend, so pure and so kind
I no longer need the drugs when our fingers are intertwined.