HI GUYS, IT'S BEEN AWHILE FROM THE TIME I NEEDED TO LETOUT THE THOUGHTS I HAVE... HAVING THIS FEELING FOR SOME WHO IS JUST NOT CLEAR ON WHAT ARE IS TOUGH.

LETS BEGIN WITH I REALIZE I WAS LIKING A PERSON WHOM I UNEXPECTEDLY ENDED UP LIKING.. LIKE HE BECAME MY HAPPY PILL.. EVENTHOUGH IM NOT SURE IF WHAT ARE WE.. ALL I KNOW IS HE MAKES ME SMILE AND THAT HE LIKES SOMEONE ELSE... BUT HIS BESTFRIEND TOLD ME HE MIGHT LIKE ME BACK..THATS SA CONFUSING PART BECAUSE I FEEL ALL THIS FEELINGS ARE ONE SIDED.  THAT ALL THE GENTLE-MAN GESTURES HE DOES ARE ALL BECAUSE WE ARE FRIENFDS,, ON THE OTHER HAND I CAN FEEL HIS SINCERITY AND SERIOUSNESS WHEN IT COMES TO ME ...MUMBLING ABOUT IT NOW IS NOTHING COMPARED TO ALL THOSE MIX SIGNALS HE HAS BEEN GIVING ME,.. HOPE YOU ALL CAN UNDERSTAND.