8-18-26

A whole bunch happened today. I can't even write it all down in the traditional way that these episodes have been formatted. I had a math exam as soon as I got to school, I went to the wrong class and then had to go back to the right class, the test made all the classes shorter so I’ve just been working, but since today is a shorter episode I have more time to get to me and my view on things instead of the day. 

I do not get homework >:{

I can get homework in name alone, but all homework will become classwork because I don’t work at home. Why? It’s not just because I don’t wanna, which is still a small part but not the main reason.

I have a fear of being watched while I do my work, specifically by my grandma. I don’t like her getting involved because she derails everything by asking too many questions and commenting on everything I do. When I was younger she used to scream at me so much over homework that I called her the “homework monster”. She doesn’t do that anymore, but I still have a fear of being watched while working. There’s more people in school, but my apartment is super small. I’m less likely to be watched here than at home. So I cram in a bunch of work.

I had a bunch of little incidents aside from homework though. Of course, the day didn’t end with me just missing a project because of my bus I almost got home really late. I had a replacement bus, 4942. But the sun got in my eye while I was reading the number and it was just my luck that there was a bus with a nearly identical number. 4992. It’s so comical it really did feel like a slice of life anime for a moment. They also parked in the same area so if I had just double checked before getting on I would’ve seen, but guess who didn’t double check?

Me. 

Anyway, I eventually ended up telling the bus driver when I realized and she drove me home anyway. Sorry for such a short entry but when my day is so chaotic I don’t have too many choices.