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Stuff I think about while at work.

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Chasing dreams.

Watching anime from young taught me that dreaming is the most important thing you can do, and to chase your dreams you must be all in. The real world will give you many reasons to not chase your dreams. I want to before I die have my impact on this world. I want to make the world a better place. I chose this major because I was pressured by family. This major is slowly losing my interest, I want to do something tangible. I want to be a teacher/professor. Make learning fun again. I want to explor

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Figured out the formula for these.

I recently watched this movie called "The Sixth Sense" and in the movie one of the characters said to just write without thinking and you'll end up writing stuff you didn't know was inside you. I like that kind of and wanna bite his style. For these I am just gonna think "out loud" in a sense. I realized maybe I am not educated enough to really appreciate paintings. Like I recently went to an art museum and none of the paintings really spoke to me. I did like the religious stuff even though it's

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Why did the Internet change?

The obvious answer is that it is probably because it has become so easily available. It feels like the previous blog topic and this might tie in, in the US that is. The American Suburbs have made it harder for the younger generation to connect. Growing up there was never a third space and there was never anything close by to do. You go to work/school go home and stay home. in the Past people used to go outside because there was more community and less Internet. Now people don't go out as much an

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My Issue with anime, specifically shounen.

I understand shounen being for teenagers/younger boys. As a former teenager I never liked the bogus amount of freakiness going on in my shows, yet I have to skip through or watch through it to enjoy the meat and potatoes of one piece, bleach, naruto, etc. like IT CANNOT be that good! like do these creators and studios think we are like knuckle dragging dimwits? It feels like the show is insulting my ability to consume media. It dangles its nonsensical "FAN SERVICE" over my head like a carrot inf

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Feeling like everything I do is super scuffed.

I've realized that in my whole life everything I do feels scuffed, it is either due to my struggle with following through with the same effort I had when I started something. I recently started a YouTube channel where I read out my writing with some sort of visual. I look back and all I can see is things to improve on. This for some reason makes it harder for me to make new content. (the some reason being I need to make it perfect.) Though I could argue I am just a scuffed person and that the au

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The Suburb Problem in the U.S.

Happy new Year everyone! yes 4 days after new year. But it is because I had work off! anyway's back to the grind. Life has been so chill I have no serious thoughts just been on my toes. It is shocking how being an adult changes everything. 2 years ago I had so much spare time on my hands and I did nothing. But life isn't about delving on the past but looking to the future. This is years gonna be better than the last one! Moving out is a must. Realizing how freeing it is to live on my own/friends

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The think tank is empty.

Since the think tank is empty I don't actually know what to write. But, writing is so fun. I used to run a meme page back in my first year's of high school. It was overly edgy and had like 1k followers, Most amount of follower's I had ever had in my life. It felt nice to create (Yes I would sometimes create my own memes) after a horrible high school relationship the account got compromised and I had to delete it. Now writing and posting on this blog feels like the same as posting those memes. 

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